Nothing's more annoying than being shoved into a wrong pigeon hole for your birthday.. (And since we're really pampered Singaporeans, NO reason we shouldn't complain bout a lousy birthday?)
But it's also rather thick skin to wanna declare every single thing on your wishlist, wishing(actually commanding *subtle*) somebody fufil it..
SO! Since I'm not born in Africa or North Korea or.... (u get the drift), and my life requires more than jus bread, water and education(possibly sex too) to fufil.... I shall name my wishlist for this year on my birthday.. There's really no need to be a hypocrite bout my desires, say stuff like "No No! I jus want a simple meal." But you know wad's interesting bout naming your wishlist right on your birthday??
It's jus that nobody will be able to fufil the whole damn list, and since it's a week day, and it's 4am in the morning... I am really sure most ppl are asleep, once they're awake, reading my blog it should be already be the last few hours of 25th or it's already the 26th, 27th TOO LATE! No point and it's insincere to give a belated gift, so why not jus put it to next year? (but guess wad? things change, next year, whole new list) So, technically making it impossible for anybody to fufill this whole junk-list.(unless u're Bill Gates)
Here it is..
The really irrelvant useless, short-lived stuff
1. An expensive dinner, preferbly a place which serves Lamb.. (I'm a real carnivour...)
2. I need clothes, lotsa them.. Bermudas from Quiksilver or Zara should be fine for me..
3. My previous post indicates that my slippers snapped, I need new ones.. Really love those new Havianas( Is that how u spell them?) Or any random sports slippers or sandles.. Dun wanna slip & trip while I stroll pass babes at the pool...
4. I need a new wardrobe(clothes), jus buy me the whole damn Zara, and the male side of Espirit
5. I really like the Yamaha R6
6. Guitar effects paddles? Get me one of those Vox, Boss or Digitech multi-effects. (nth cheaper than 500)
7. Dumbells? And resistance band.. A small mini personal gym.. don't cost much.. maybe round $400
8. I need new books, a couple of books I found at MPH and Page One.. they're really good
9. I saw a couple of wine glass and tangs.. they look really cool
Ok... things get a little serious from here onwards..
10. Guitar lessons, possible, Vocals and Drum lessons too..
11. Language lessons..
12. Really expensive durable spectacles.. I'm going to Ns soon, and I dun wanna be short-sighted at war.. What if i shoot my commander? Mistook him for the enemy.. (the best one i had was sat on by a human ass whom I shall not name and broke, snap! TITANIUM!! 200 bloody bucks!!!)
13. I can continue my studies after I get out of NS... really screwed stuff up, I hope i have the money to continue now...
14. Money! I need MONEH MONEH (Can I be more specific? NO)
Now.... This is personal.. My own wish... I only have myself to punch if I dun fufil to them... (but I am not a violent man)
15. A business that's not losing money.. Making money as a matter fact
16. Instead of being a financial burden, I start providing for my family
17. Less of a whiner, much much more doing
sigh... After the whole load of crap I wrote.... it's all irrelevant.. Meaningless..
Take back everything i said..
Nothing beats knowing that there's something worth being celebrated for your end of your previous year, and the start of your next... Nothing beats knowing that looking back, you have something to be proud of, and looking forward, that you're gonna conquer another another point, that you're moving forward, higher!
Like I said... it's pointless to live like a king for one day, and know that the next day you're going back to same hell-hole u pop out from on the your birthday..
But of course.. celebration has to be done with a group... A group of people that rejoices for your existence.. That celebrates the day for you, KNOWING that there's something worth celebrating for this guy other than to sooth his ever-thirsty ego and selfish desires.. or to jus simply make his life a little more happier for that day..
Group of friends.. that appreciate you... doesn't need to be at that most expensive place... doesn't have to be a huge party.. (I'm not Bruce Wayne or anything)
Kinda like what I had today.... Cheers to being at Brewerkz every Saturday guys.. Thanks for taking me out today... Appreciated that...
^_^