「 found it on 2:33 AM 」

29Sept 2:28

Yep... i have school tml... Wondering why I'm not asleep???


Today went out with Jed and Ben to meet contacts... Along the way I saw many less fortunate individuals... I have no idea wad's with me... But it's like a discipline to offer them some money for their tissues... Then Ben told me that... Something like if i truely love them.. I should try to help them by sharing to them the great relationship i have with god.... I tot it really makes sense.... But for some reason.. I dun have the courage to juz open my mouth to stangers and tell them about God... I dun see why i shouldn't do it... I'm not ashamed of God, I am all AWED by him.... Respect that dude... But juz... Weird??

Then something struck me... I can be rather hypocritical when i say i care for those ppl, for I hardly spend much time with my family... I tot that... I'm always out.... I should do something for the family... somehow.... There's always this old culture... Care for your family before u try to care for others... And besides... I am not really doing up till my fullest extend to help the needies... Sometimes i do have the desire to be like Pastor Ben... Walk into any hospital and juz pray and show compassion for the seriously ill...


Lata i went to see Ray with Su Quan and Ben.... Man... I'm pretty pissed by his attitude... I had the intention of giving him a taste of my Sar21 like mouth... Semi-auto and very piercing mouth... I juz kept quiet lo.... I guess it's juz his pride... I wanna try to talk to him sia... Hopefully he comes for the TKD training this sunday...

Then i went night cycling with Ben, Su Quan, XT and PX... Pris left soon after i gotton my bike.... So... OH WELL?
Tell u smth..... PX kept falling! hahahaz.... Fall until "4 leg face heaven."


hahahaz


No la.. I respect her courage to try to keep up with our speed... Although there's this particular fall on our way to changi was really hilarious... (it seem as if she was attracted to a particular drain, and juz fell into it) But she made great effort to peddle at our speed and to changi which is pretty dangerous... I hope she's feeling better... She scratched her palms.... kinda reminded me of Jesus' crucification... LOL... Sorry god!!!

I came back.. bathed... Now currently... runnin the P&L songs for tml... I'm to pray for the group... wonder wad the holy spirit might prompt me tml...
Ben juz notified me about something.. which i really wanna thank god for.. He said i am no longer trying to juz achieve mediocre results for my responsibilities.. I was trying to do it till the best... I keep feeling i haven't done enough yet.. But thank god.. He gave me roles that made me a better person... A great man would always wanna claim ownership and seek perfection for his roles... No matter wad... as long as u seek this... I really believe you are respectable and great...


Well that's about it...


Nightz!

Ps: read PX's Blog... u will see her writing her falling exploits :p

 

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「 found it on 1:05 AM 」

Oh yea... I forgot to mention a testimony..

Ben wrote CHARISMA and explain wad each letter stands for in the Anointing teaching... He said i lacked of M, mentoring... I believed so too... I'm not even a shepherd...

On the same night... It was lucky draw period... God amazed me by making me win the prize right at the beginnning... "04, Stewart!" I was like ?!?! I neva won anything that has something to with being lucky... Wa... i was damn shocked..

Guess wad?


The book is about mentoring..... I guess it's a really cool testi... Thank god for the book... I need it alot.. gonna start reading it


For god man...

Thanks ben for reminding me of this testi...

-AMEN

 

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「 found it on 10:30 PM 」

.. 26 Sept 10:29

Like i said, details.... now.... LET'S START!


Day 1.

Met the ppl at 11.... For some reason... The camp commitee got held back, and we were instructed to arrive at 3pm...
Upon arrival.... I was expecting that the guys would sleep in a single story huge house or something... Turns out.. we had 5 rooms to share it among... errr 20+ guys? ahahahahz... so basically it's 5 to 1 room.... My room looks pretty old and stuff.. The air-con is an antique.. So is the shower head... I tot the toilet area felt a little creepy... 1 door to enter the area, 1 door for the bowel, and 1 door for the shower and wash... 3 rooms in 1 area... creepy........... So who stayed with me? Jey, Su Quan, Martin, Me... and a ITE brother... SORRY! I FORGOT YOUR NAME!! He's really fond of animes...

We had games.. Some tie your hands together and form shapes as a team kinda game.. LOL... I tot i might have problems working with new people becoz we are asked to mix around... Turns out... We got 3rd out of 6 groups... hahaz...

Then we got our little drinks, P&W... Then teaching starts... I was really sleepy during at the start... I was trying to ctach Pastor Jasmine's points... It's about Vision... I'm not sure till which point of time... I gradually became more attentive and energetic.. And i tot about the part "Vision sustains in times of trouble" & "respond to god's vision wholeheartedly" stand out most for me...

Then... DINNER!! I was damn excited... Windehs told me "Half spring chicken for dinner" I was like WOOHOOO!!! I neva been to camp that serves half a spring chicken as dinner... It really rocks... I waited impatiently in ben's room which not surprisingly, was like cold and nice... The air-con was turned on.. Jason, me su quan and ben were inside playing with Lenon's rugby ball.. hahahz... Waited for like half an hour?! I was so famished lo... Then dinner came... Woah man... it's cool... a little puddle of rice... some fries and some chemical tasting closlaw... BEST OOF ALL!!! The chicken... Wa.. it simply rocks... I wiped the chicken clean of it's meat.. leaving a pile of neat cleaned bones... hahahaz...
After that we had a 2nd teaching. Anointing... yep... At around 11... it's free and easy... Me and the guys and also... NEL.... went to changi for supper??? hahahaz... Juz to kill time bahx i guess.... And also to maybe find some of the "LOCALS" down there.. We found 2 loitering around... hahaz... I can't see their faces clearly... But they are part of the juz pass experiments of mordern day surgery.. hahahz.. I was talkin to Jason alot on spirits and stuff... We lata also discussed on our conversion too... I was glad he slided back to hope... I haven't talked to him before... But on that night... We talked till our throats are dry.. hahhahaz...

End of 1st day... Sleep.............




2nd day!

I woke up early.. For skool... I was glad the morning waters for bathing was warmer... becoz the night is really pretty cold... I was barely awake.. I think i only slept for 3 hours... Left the place at 7, school is at 9... 2 hours... I tot more than enough time... Guess i was wrong... I made a "clever move" to switch to BUS 8 when i arrived at TPJC... the bus ride was about 1.5hrs... U know wad it spells... REALLY LATE.... I arrived at skool at 9:35.... I didn't bring my tutorials too... I guess i pretty much screwed myself up... Got a little lecture from the lecturer.. And i was made to answer the next question right after i enter! SIANZ...

It ended.. I was bloody hungry... I ran to macdonalds to get the 2 dollar muffin and coffee... And decided to enjoy it over a taxi ride.... The taxi driver was really friendly... we chatted.. but there's a little screw up... I said"ALOHA CHANGI" He brought to Pasir Ris Aloha.. LOL!!! He neva knew changi had a ALOHA... He drove me all the way back.. and charged me 15bucks from the 18.20 fare.. thank god for him?
I ran up to my room only to realize that everybody evacuated the flat.. And there's a sweeper inside that spoke things i didn't undestand... I guess he meant everybody's in Chalet 4... hmmz? I ran down.... Workshop.... Last 20 mins... I felt pretty lousy... I wanted to learn about the 4 characters.. but i was so late... Oh well.... I still managed to learn abit... And knock more info out from Su Quan and Ben... Choleric, Sangueine, Melancholic, Phlematic... ^_^

We had lunch then.. outdoor stuff... Sports i guess... We arrived at Changi beach... Everybody did random stuff... Jey and Joel were playing in the water, and they keep screaming for me to go down.... Not to bea spoilt sport i dipped myself in too... But it's freaking cold.... Lata we had a game of touch Rugby.... I was playin striker... Apparently i didn't score any... Although i got in to the goal area thrice... I made one mistake and got pinned down twice by Richard and Ben... Joel was the TITAN of the opponent team... He ran towards our goal a couple of times... and we always had problems pinning him down... Anybody that trys to catch him basically juz get dragged around by him.. Until sam caught him straight at the stomach then the rest of the guy basically juz "TAO POCK" him... The girls were trying to dig for the ball.. while the rest of the guys were juz basically tryin to keep him down... Until when Jey manage to take the ball... He soloed and destroyed the opponents house.. Closing the gap to 3-4.. Jujimufu scored 1 too... She's really tough... The guys didn't dare to touch her... But she met up with our female defenses... Yet somehow... she manage to broke free from it.... DAMN! The females on our team are juz defensive midfields... task - scream at anybody that run towards them... That's an effective defense against the guys... Stunned richard and Lenon each once... hahahaz..

Good game... I was wet and smelly... I quickly ran back to the house with Jason and rushed for the bathrooms to take a shower... When i came out... I was told that the finale game... I will get even wetter... -.-""""

We had our las teaching.. .And I thought it impacted me most... CHARACTER... Usually ppl will juz tell us wad makes a good character, Nel was trying to teach us how to get there.. and tell us why aren't we there yet.. I wrote alot... Some of the teachings really set my mind running... "Q: Are you willing to surrender fully to god?" , "Somtimes the true test of character is in success"
lastly and in my opinion the most oustanding "Chracter is doing the right things when there's nobody" . Astounding... amazing.... yea..... DINNER!!!

I was expecting something even better... Lenon promise us if we give in enough to buy the drinks we will get desserts like Tiramisu... I kept thinking "tiraimisu! TIRAMISU! TIRAMISU!!!!" But.... When the desserts neva came... And even worst.. I think ben gave me a portion of his veges.. HE KNOWS I DUN LIKE MY GREENS!!!
As usual.. Su Quan was the first to finish... Apart from a little drop of sauce.. The box looks so clean it looks like knew... I am super amazed by his ability to digest... hahahz... After a while we finished too.. I left a bit of greens.. whereas the girls left their meat alone... I wonder wad's wrong with the girls... MEAT U KNOW?!?! It'S THE STAR OF THE MEAL! SWEET SOUR PORK! OMG?! WHY U WASTE?!... okok.. a bit too explicit.. lol....

Then we had finale game... Human Chess??? hahahaz... 2 commanders.. 23 soldiers.. Armed with water guns, self-paper bullets and water bombs... Our life point? a baloon fill with water.. lol... Apparently both sides are so defensive... We had to end the game soon and end of with a Sudden death... 5 on 5 water bomb fight... We lost.. But i'm proud of meihwa and ben's stradegy in the game... We killed 5 while they only killed 3... hahahaz.. We then played with water... PX bacstab me ah! Poured a pail down my back... But the person that suffered most should be BEN... he's drenched.... I shot him with the water gun, PX, XT threw pails of water at him... LOL... crazy man...

The camp basically ended like that... But the night is stilll young... This time... All the guys who stayed behind, Jey, Joel, Chen Wei, Etc. Ben Su Quan, Me... Along with the TP girls left for changi... I felt a little bad not having windeh's with us though... He did alot for the camp... And worked till late to bring stuff into the girl's dorm and organizing them and stuff...

We had a huge group... Shattered the eerie quietness of changi.. and again we saw more of the locals.. This time i saw 1 of them stepping out of a truck driven by some middle aged man... *Goosebumps... I was feeling extremely sleepy.. And for a while grouchy.. lol... But thank god it blew over fast... we went to cheers to... And guess wad i found?

I saw this cat relaxing at the charcol area of Cheers since day 1... It really knows how to relax... Not bothered with our prescence... XT and Juji were screaming their lungs out... The cat juz slept... Cool..





Then we got back to our dorm... Some of the girl came over to our room for a while.. We took pics and stuff... Hung out till 3 plus.. then we basically juz turn in after they left... We tried to chat a while... but i guess we're all fagged out... LOL!!! Slept shortly..


Check out day!!!

Wa... pretty sleepy. Windehs and Sharmin were already up and packing up the stuff... Checking inventory and stuff... Respect their spirit.. Thank god for them...

We checked out and some of us ate at S11 tampines... Then we parted...

The camp ends here... But as bonus... I recieved a SMS.. My friend couldn't help me sign my attendance for today's class... I had to get to Polyclinic to get some cheap MC... hahahaz.. The doctor wasn't so bothered about my condition... issued me a MC and with in 3mins.. i was out of his room... I can't thank god for that cheap MC.. becoz i'm pretty much lying... And that doc is pretty irresponsible... He's really rough with me... And patients before me who entered that room came out around the time i took too... somemore they are like old ppl... Who noes wad hidden ailments are in them? Sheesh

Got back home... guess wad i did?

SLEEP LA.. and that's wad i'll do now..


NIGHTZ


-zzzzz

 

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Sept 26 4:38pm

I juz got back from getting a MC... (I skipped class.. :P)

I'm feeling awfully tired... Man... THE CAMP WAS A BLAST! We shifted from a larger chalet... To a huge chicken coop... But regardless.......
The accomodation is seriously cool... Got air-con that made the room so FRGID it felt like north pole or something... The blanky has pores... It's not exactly a blaket.. It like a oversized towel, and thus.... provides little protection against the cold... I guess we're sadistc or something... I can see all the guys curled up and stuff... But non bothered to off increase the air con's temperature... LOL....

I'm pretty glad i'm back lying on my bed.... And back in a nice toilet.. Although the toilet's pretty spacious there... it's not as good as showering in my own bathroom...

errr.... Wanna noe why i keep talking about the accomodation? Becoz... I'm gonna take a nap... LOL.... I'll make a detailed entry lata.... LOL!!!


SEE U NIGGARS...

-Dead*

 

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「 found it on 1:46 AM 」

Sept 24. 1:40am

It's juz hours away from the Leadership Camp... Well... I won't be home for the next 3 days... Hopefully it's gonna be exciting... LOL....


Well... Today(23sept) it started out pretty lousy.... Hahz... I woke up late... Was glad that i repaid my sleep debt I've been owing my body for the pass whole week. But Wei Siang ended work early... So i agreed to meet him much earlier.... I left house at 1, suppose to meet him at 1:30 at orchard.... "ARGH!" I thought... Took a bus down to Kembangan.. It was 1:30 already... Wei Siang called.... I felt pretty bad letting him wait for me too long... So i decided to hail a cab.... DAMN TRAFFIC!!! There's a terrible jam... I wanted to take it to city hall or something.... But it was so screwed... I asked the guy to drop me off at Aljunied.... And you know wad sucks? I spend about 1/2 an hour in the cab... AND GOTTA PAY $8.70!! But the cool part is i started reading Mark.

So I was freaking late... Dah dah dah.. Shopping yea... He needed to look for some stuff... LOL.... So yea... I was excited about meeting the new brother from TP that was converted by a NYP... (CONFUSING?) I wondered how he's like.... Well... He's has a pretty chatty character.. Guess he's a Extrovet, but there's a similar point in me and him.. We dunno how to start conversations with strangers, especially a group of strangers.. WHICH SO HAPPENS! to be us.... Oh well.... Hopefully he likes our service...

I tot today's service was pretty cool... I was so hyped!!! I guess it's becoz all 3 new brothers were here today, and i was glad that i didn't screw up as "acting leader." For some reason... All the leaders weren't available today... Got music la, got hosting la, then ours? GOT GROUNDED... bah.........
It was pretty cool... I was hyping the guys... we all went down and I kinda went nutz... Wonder wad the new brothers feel about me... hahahaz... I was jumping like some looney when they were singing the praise song... I was excited about GOD IS MOVING... But when they sang the chorus.... I was stunned by the flatness... LOL... Luckily they realized their mistake... Quickly adjusted their tone... The second chorus was alot better.... Thank god for that...

Then dinner... Oh dang... All the leaders were held back.. Even Nel... sheesh... So iled them to cinneleisure.... Talked alot along the way... When we arrived there.......... Food court was flooded... I was pretty panicky... Then guess holy spirit prompt.. Ask me to try Yoshinoya... I suggested.. Glad they agreed... And.... Pretty amazingly... We had a space big enough for TP Guys... hahahz.. I felt sad for the RP guys though... They had to go else where to eat... Yoshi only had a table large enough to fit us... the rest all taken.... hahahz...

After that.. It was pretty much the same... juz roam... then we slowly have guys leaving... our group begins to shrink... hahaz... Went to PS for a drink... Then Yon, Mervyn & Lan left for MRT... While the rest of left for 65...

They ran out of luck... Last NS train left... Yon kinda freaked out in the phone... hahahaz... Then i guess it's mervyn that came up with the idea... They took a cab to raffles place and take the EW train back... DAMN!!! They reached home 45mins earlier than I DID!!! hahahaz..

In the bus... Me and robin were singing pretty horrendously in the bus... hahaz.. pretty annoyed PX bahx... Robin was super enthu about improving his vocals.... But i guess it's pretty out... For some reason.... It really didn't sounds much like music to me... He needs to practice... ALOT OF pracitice..

Arrived home... I was glad my dad's awake... I told him about the camp.... He was pretty upset.. Coz he tot it would clash with my studies... And i informed him super last min... I understood how he felt... But something he said... Kinda triggered a explosion in me.... He said "i'm prepared to waste of this $ for your dip" I fierecely replied back "I am putting in effort, they put me in this camp shows that i am changing... I am not trying to sleep late for sake of it.. I am trying to write my biz plans" Then i turned around & walked off... When i bathed, god spoked to me... (He can't give me verses, coz i hardly read his word :p) He told me "Your dad haven't seen u changed. There are aspects in life u haven't changed yet too.. U haven't surrendered them to me... U can't blame him. Becoz u see him barely 2 hours a day." I felt damn bad... I then realized... I wasn't so responsible to the family.. No matter how much i commit to the church... It's no excuse for me to neglect my family... I should spend some time with them.. and reallly study hard... and do up my business... fact is... I am procrestinating again... I spend 3 hours juz to do a simple dumb survey... 3 hours to plan stuff that when done by the amatuers 1/2 an hour???? Effectiveness... Where are you?! Damn... I got out of the bathroom... I wanted to apologize... But he came up to meand asked... "Wad time are u going tml?" "Come back early, u have sidetracked abit, it's juz to inform u" And he gave me 50bucks for the week.... I was damn glad.... ^_^

It's not "THE END" yet... I still have a part to play, I have to give back... and stand up strong... He ain't the young hip dude anymore.... And it's becoz of their burdens that's hindering them from commiting to church... I need to remove this barrier... And from there........ U get the idea... I wanna see them in heaven...

They are gifts to me... And i muz do wad it takes to honour them.....



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「 found it on 12:58 AM 」

Sept 23 12:52am

*Chomp *Chomp...

Feeding my desires now.... Roller Coaster chips... Not the best u can find... But when your cravings get over your head..... Even roller coaster taste like lays... Who CARES?!

Has been a couple of days since i got better from some lathargic, queasy sickness... The only thing not yet gone with the virus is a irritating ulcer on the roof of my jaw.... It's pretty irritating.... wait.... PRETTY?! NO... BLOODY IRRITATING.... I can't eat any crispy stuff coz it pokes the ulcer, can't enjoy my rice... ARGH..... Irritating.... SOMEMORE NOW IS BACK TO MY PEAK EATING PERIOD LEH! I WANNA EAT!!! HUNGRY!!!

Heh... Not sure if it's a SIN... But i'm still munching on my coasters! hahahaz...

Ben blessed me with a bible today... A bible i saw in Sans... Looks cool... But i overlooked a part.. "ZONDERKIDZ" "FOR AGE 8 & UP"
No worries... The bible is still NIV... Still as CHIM as ever.... but...Wad's with ZONDERKIDZ at the spine of the bible? Do i look like a kid to u??? Can't u juz call yourself ZONDER! Why Kidz?? Why????

Anyways... Thanks BEN! heh... Cool bible....... As long as i dun look at the spine... "zonder kidz..... *grumbles..... @%&!$&%*#"

OH YEA! My dad blessed me with a pair of pretty cool specs.... Damn expensive too... Wa... super touched... The old guy dispite all odds still splurged on my specs.... I really gotta give him something somehow.... Hahaz... Sheesh... Man of his age, it's not candy or Mont Blanc that really makes them smile.... It's my As in my Dip, a good career... And probably his dream 320I Convertible. hahaz...

I stared at him during the bus ride... Thinking how should i get him his dream car.... (I'm only 17?) And how he might react to it.. LOL... I guess he's pretty stressed out... He's pretty annoyed the whole day... But tried his best to keep his cool.... LOL... *Salutes to dad..

Wad else? Oh yea... Juz killed another cockroach... Sheesh... it's the 3rd one i killed since july... If they dun fly... I usually ignore them... Why can't they juz sit down like dogs.. And stop coming into other people's room. Who noes where they have been to? Stay in the toilet... I will not bother u... Instead... they prefer to fly around isanely.... and that's when u juz noe.. U juz have to kill them... Sheesh...




Oh crap! I almost finished the packet!!! damn!!!

Haiz.... Cravings is quite a devil to supress...


Oh well... I'm still hungry...

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「 found it on 11:31 PM 」

21 Sept 11:26pm

I'm extremely tired now.. Hahahz.. skipped skool juz now... Hopefully i dun get into anytrouble or something like that...

I am sleepy.................. BUT I HAVE 1 GOOD NEWS TO SHARE!!!

Mervyn has juz entered our family!!! WOOHOO... It's a good +1 to TP guys.. And I'm juz glad i have 1 more friend i'll see in heaven.. Heh....

Mervyn.. If U're looking at this!! U MADE THE RIGHT STEP!!! Trust me... It's a good choice... Heh... I doubt u'll wanna refund it..... Will wanna see u grow!!!
HYPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now it's my show time.. heh... Gotta grow more!!! Bring the guys to greater heights for BIG DADDY! Yea..
But gotta start with taking responsibility of myself now.. hahaz.. although got improvement.. But still can be improved... Like stop SKIPPING SCHOOL! hahahaz.. And commit to church more..

Gotta start now... Or else gonna have problem when i share the guys' burdens.. Gotta be solid.. or else.. confirm crumple.. LOL


Err... I dunno wad i'm saying already..
I'm a lil hungry.. ARGHHHH!!! XT CAN U DAH PAO PRATA?! Why u dun LET ME GO EAT PRATA?!! hahaz..

Okok.. go sleep le.. tml got skool


-CIAOZ

 

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「 found it on 10:48 PM 」

19th Sept


GUYS! I'm feeling alot better.. Thank you very much for your concern..

Heh heh...

Any amazing events today???? YA! Went kayaking with Ben (FRENCH COW!JE MOO!). Ya... First time kayak in fresh water pool heh... First time KAYAK was at OBS... hmmz.... hahahahz...

Ok... so anything special? I think I've grasped the correct technique of kayaking.. Wad else??? Well... i have no idea wad ben did.... but at some point... The boat capsized.. OH YEA! I forgot to mention.. We spontaneously decided to kayak when we were in our shoes and i was wearing the 3/4 Denim.. hahahaz! So u can expect how soaked we were when the capsized... *Luckily we took off our shoe before we started kayaking...

Was pretty dumb... we went back and forth... bang onto the shore several times... And hurt our fingers countless times by accidentally clapping the oars onto the boat or onto 1 and other... LOL!!

Ok.. Our fingers were feeling pretty screwed... 1hr ended... Thank God??? lol... But we still have to carry the kayak up a slope and a road full of rocks and stuff.... And the dragonboat girls... ONLY NOE HOW TO LAUGH AH?! MOCK US?! WANNA EAT MY WATA?! Kick u across the reservoir then u know.... hahahaz... Okok.. Gentleman * Clears throat...*


Wad about other things? I met a NET FRIEND! WOOHOO!! For the first time! I realize! SHE's not a bot!!!! LOL... she looks better as a human than a picture... It's cool... I dun like talking to ppl online whom i will neva get to meet.. especially girls... I'm paranoid about those gay dudes poses as some pretty girl, tyra banks or something like that... And trys to seduce u online... Only to realize he wanna let u see him wank... LOL!!! Ok... Wonder why today's issue is so explicit... Has to be EMINEM song....

Man.. Was suppose to go to BLM... But i hooked on to the K-drama "SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME" Woah... so touching... lol... Finally the dumbass manage to remb the girl he married with, during the year he lost his memory. And shows like this... Must always have a evil Girlfriend/fiancee... wad can i say??? GIRL... U GOT OWNED!!!



Dear reader:
Hmmz i think i betta stop around here.... Or else i'll be making u fall of your chair..


-The End

 

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「 found it on 11:58 PM 」

11:53pm 17th Sept

DOOD!!! I'm FAGGED OUT!!!

I slept for about 11.5 hours i guess... Woke up at 2pm in the afternoon... I have a good news..and a bad news...Good news is.. MY BACK INJURY IS GONE!!! Bad news is... I feel like Sh*t... Damn... I dun remb drinking any rum yesterday... I feel like i had a hangover or something like that.... Damn...

I stoned.. and roamed around the house for a while.. I was tryin to look for something to kill this lousy feeling... I tried to splash water on my face... eat a mint sweet.. and i even made "MOCHA" (milo+nescafe" for myself.. Wa... damn... Something's wrong...Lost my appetite for lunch.. When dinner came.. I tried to eat as much as i could, so as to not worry the folks... But now.... I still feel pretty like shit... A lil hungry i guess... See wad i can do for myself... hahz...Then quickly go rest.. or else i'll die tml too..

meeting robin to K-box tml.. Meeting WeiSiang, then lata got DMM.. quite a full day.. so i damn well noe and will take care of myself... Wah.... STEWART!! DUN GET SICK NOW!!!


-Ciaoz

 

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Part 2.
*If u haven't read part 1. Please scroll down. Dun jump chapters, or I'll kick u..

After the great celebration... We left for dinner... Apparently Seoul Garden's too expensive... We canceled the reservation and left to eat at Fins... I felt alittle pissed, but over all it was cool... We're a team.. a family... So cannot complain...
BUT IT TELL U!!!! FINS SUCKS!!!! Neva drink their italian soda... I'm feeling sick at this current moment.. I paid 4 bucks for a alcaholic tasting soda water with a tinge of sourish green apple syrup... DUDE... FINS... .U SUCK!!!
The thing was dry... i tot the meal felt terrible... But we were all fellowshipping.. The least the rest of the ppl... I was feeling super shagged already...

Then the gang wanted to drink alcholic stuff at the Esplanade.. Usually i'll be sporting.. But this time, I terribly needed caffine, then alcahol... I needa stay awake... I followed along.. But drank Green Tea instead... As usual.. the group talks.. I felt a little odd... Went to sing on my own.. And thought of the stunt crew.. I was thinking of Donald too.. I tot if i could juz know him better... hahahz... Bla bla.. Xueting sat beside me.. ok.. so we talked for the next half an hour or so... den... It's time to go back... I tot we should party out a little more... But my body was aching... and My face is stoning......

I decided to take a BUS with XT, Juji, RObin and Yang Zhou... While the rest took MRT or wadeva bus suitable for them 106 to park mall.. we landed... I was thristy... Thank god, Yang Zhou and Robin took the effort to walk to 7 eleven to get drinks.... YEEHA!!! Onboard 65 i discussed about singing with RObin... He's really interested in improving vocals.. and i think i should help him... Mervyn and ben messaged me.. I guess Mervyn really felt something for him... I took a lil time to pray for him... Chirstinaity is a crossing.. not a conversion.. is a maturity... Not a Brainwashing machine... It's absoulutely Backslidable... But dun blame it God... He did his best... It's juz the humans that's doing his duty that might have missed out some key points... But it all depends on 1self.. When no one pushes YOU! you gotta DIY!!! Trust god... U belong to GOD... not to your Shepherd, or CL, or wadeva!! U are god's thingy! Nobody can spoon feed u all the way.. eventually, when u're stuck in darkness... U will have to trust him enough for him to drop u light and guide u out... Nobody except GOD can save u out of a mess...

SO TRUST THE BIG DADDY!!! Trust HIM!!! If u do so.. it's neva possible for u to backslide.... Conviction and commitment engulfs you... And individuals will realize, it's not their ARCADE, WORK, CIGERATTES, COMPTER GAMES, BGR, SEX... that enriches the life... It's him....

I experienced it... I tell u.. My past... is nothing like wad happened to me within this 6months... God is good... Givee him your best NIGGA! GIVE HIM YOUR BEST!!!

 

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1:09 17th Sept

16Sept - 15th Anniversary of HOPE SG!!!

WOOHOOOOO!!!! It's a BLAST!!!!! I have so much to say... But i'm really fagged out... Let me go bathe first...



*Bathes.........................................................................





OK BACK!!!


ALRIGHT LET's ROLL!



Let me start by praising God, dear god, thank you for this successful anniversary.. We got audience hyped, and many individuals have taken their first step in knowin you.. Thank you lord for saving those souls... Halleh... Err dunno how to spell.. *Tongues :p :p :p :p :p Ok...

Seriously, thank you for using us to impact the audiences.. Thank you for even letting us be part of the performing crew...


The ANNIVERSARY IS A BLAST!!! If I'm able to upload the *pirated version of dance, I'll do so... *But take note.. .Quatlity sucks....

Before that, all the dance members were working damn hard... I guess especially us bahx????
We were the last min crew... We made up most of the stunts and the sequences only yesterday... I screwed my arm and back up.... Matthew (I guess the hero of the dance crew) despite his screwed ankle, pushed on... His spirit motivated me alot... We tried flips... and stuff... I even screwed my back by flying over my partner Clarence when i'm suppose to juz roll over him... I landed with a thud... But I know God will bless me......... And true enough.... I was still able to jump and stuff... And we were able to make even more spectacular stunts.. Like some cheer leading formation.. and my 540 Kick!!

Time seem to fly... We didn't have the time to try the perfected sequence on stage... We had to experiment and do the exam altogether at 1 shot.... And Jovin was feeling a little migrane.. Man.. pretty screwed
Needless to say... I was freakin scared... Guess i was really damn nervous... My arms felt weak... But god struck me with this..... Errr... Incorrect verse (Sorry I dun really read the bible... SORRY GOD! PROMISE I'll READ!!)
"For those who are tired and weary, come to me.. And i'll give u peace.. "
-Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest (Matt 11:28) *Thanks Ben... -

I immediately prayed... I prayed... I even stood up to pray... 3:05! Bang! LIGHTS ON! I was caught off guard... 1 of the perfomane shouted for me to be seated/squatted.. I felt alot better...
We went up stage... I loosen myself up by bouncing a little...
Show went on... -Awesome God, Rain, Home Sick....... TADA!!! STUNTS!!!
BANG!!! We roll... Six Step... kip up.. Then aided B-FLIP! WOOHOO!! It's smooth... Then 2 different partnered stunts... Matthew and Kehan, i guess they're tired... They didn't coordinate properly... But with god's magic, Mathew managed to flip over... and avoided the same fate i suffered... But i noticed that his ankle was a little screwed.... THEN!! i wanted to 540... But no space! 360... land... Bang... CHEER LEADER STUNT!!! WOO HOOOO!!!
We moved off to allow the Awesome god ppl to come in... We waited for a while.. I looked over at Matt... I could see he's super focused... I can't notice the tinge of pain in him... It was juz a huge FLARE kinda feel... Then... Da da da... BANG!!!! I squeezed through the performers... Lagged a little.. and did a spectacular STAGED JUMP OFF!!!! BOOM!

We stride off.... I tot matthew was fine... All of a sudden, he collapsed... Grimacing in pain!!! OMG.... I moved to see him... He said he's juz tired... I tot... Ok.. i walk off... Half way to the changing room.. He yelped... Kehan Picked him up.. And with Kehan's help... He limped his way back... I was shocked! I quickly help him too... We got it..Found a seat.... He sat down... and continued to grimace in pain.. Then he explain how he injured himself... By the flip, and the hand stand he was suppose to do when we flipped... I was filled with AWE!! How can a guy withstand such pain, and still manage to pick himself up, and even jump off the stage?! I thought to myself... He really surrendered himself to God... I remb him saying... It's all for the 9souls he wanna save... For a moment i was dumbfounded.. We rested a bit... Then we helped Matt to coffee bean.... He wants to celebrate the great job. HOORAY! With a little blessing from Clarence, i got Belgian Choc, Matt got White Choc. I guess Clarence really knows how to save.. Yet he's generous in blessing others... Come to think of it now.. .I was dancing among SPIRITUAL GIANTS! I have a awesome surrendered Comando, a all giving TP group pioneer, and a caring confident ever comedic Kamikazee... Man... I can't believe it.... Juz a mere human body contains gigantic spirits....

Ok back to the story... We walked back... Matt recieved a phone call, 1 of his contacts is late... Despite his injury, he told us to go meet up with our group, while he go meet his contact from the MRT! I yelled.. "TAKE CARE!" The walk to the MRT station is a killer 1... I guess it's about 1KM long... it's crazy... yet he still insist on escorting his contact.. I went in.. picked up my stuff.. and urged Clarence to follow me to seat with the TP guys... As we moved on.. He talked abt the TP group.. Started with 3 guys... 1 of which sadly backslided... 1 is in wham.. another is him, the all GALA dancer.. *He's super Humble* Then he talked about Donald.... He said Donald was a AWESOME convert.. Donald readily agreed to know chirst right after they approached him... And as we can see... Donald's influence is like Wild-Fire.. I took about 5 secs to think how can i be like him.. woah.... I guess I can do alot better... I have to commit more..
Along the way, i met many familiar faces... FINALLY! section F, I found YON... I sat a row in front of him... Then i started to worship god... WITH SUCH OVERWHELMING SPIRITS!!!! I tot the holy spirits were trying to drown me.... I raised my hand and stuff... YELLED the songs... Luckily I'm at the back.. coz if anyone saw me... They would think I'm mad... hahahaz.... But it's PASSION MAN! It's flaring.. deep in me....

Then welcome... I searched for the gang, while clarence left to meet his guys.. I found them.... and saw mervyn too... After a hilarious sermon/translation thing.. AlterCore starts... I prayed hard.. I spoke to god "Please god, make everybody who hasn't know u raise their hands!" I was praying for mervyn too... Gripping on tightly to the seats in front me... I spoke in full tongues... LOUDLY!!!

Although Mervyn didn't acknowledge on the spot.. Holy Spirit prompted me... He felt something... And he'll be a great addition to the family.. Really spurrs me up... I ran out for a moment to meet my parents.. Thank them for coming..
The quickly ran back in... For a HYPER CELEBRATION!!! BALOONS!!! CONFETTI!!!! WOO HOOOOO!!!
Then the great celebration ended...

I met even more faces afterwards.. Met 2 of my school mates... I neva realize harbored so many Changkatians... I met Kim mdm...... But you know wad's sad?????? Or maybe happy??/ I duno... i seems unblievable that I was performing on stage... HAHAHAZ!! Many ppl who didn't know i was performing... Were suprised to know i was the guy being fliped, and doing the 360.... (NEXT TIME BRING BINOCS!) *Draw cicles.... Sad ah!!! hahahaz...

*leave the rest to part 2

 

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「 found it on 1:55 AM 」

16th Sept 1:50am!!!


HOORAY!! THE DAY HAS FINALLY COME!!! GOD WE WILL GLORIFY U!!!

Despite the mny injuries, and is abt time i should sleep... I really wanna blog this moment down....

I hurt my back, think i farked my shin too... But God bless.. My shin's better... And my head's inur y's getting alot better... Hmmz... Lord bless the crew tml..

I faced a minor setback earlier, apart from the various injuries i faced... The many ppl I invited decided to fly my aeroplane... But God bless.. i managed to retain 1.. And I even manage to invite 3 more ppl through SMS... hope they all come.... *PRAY *PRAY *PRAY


Okok.. i better resgt.. barely 6hours to sleep

NIGHT NIGHT


-Zzzzzz


Hope Church... Happy Anniversary.. Have a great harvest tml..

 

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「 found it on 12:06 AM 」

12:01 11sept

Ok... make it 10th sept..


I'm pretty farked now.... My left side of the skull feels as if the gray matter is spilling out from a crack or something... It's pretty painful... Sheesh...

Why????

Well.... I was practicing for the dance... My partner(mathew) is injured and out.. I had to partner with Kehan, we had to do a aided front flip kinda thing... Well... Obvious... I was the 1 that's gonna be flipped.. 1st attempt, pretty cool... We were super confident... "OLE LEt'S DO IT!" kinda feel... When the actual filiming starts... For some reason, i kinda got retarded a little.. I jumped later than Kehan's tug... So when he's at his peak of his tugging. I jus jumped... So u guessed it.... A SPECTACULAR HEAD DIVE TO THE CERAMICS OF SMU!!!

Heh...


Nel and the others rushed to rub my head, and see if I'm ok... I was in a whirl... I can only hear Nel's and Kehan's loud voice... Wa... the concussion was extreme.. Tot I'll juz lose my air at that moment... God bless... I quickly stood up, and took gulps of air.. Trying to prevent myself from fainting... I walked around for a while, pull myself together.. Amazingly, i was still able to dance... (Juz dance.. Not stunts) So dance dance.. yea final mass practice ended... Then here's the screwed part... Concussion's gone... But here comes the pain... While Nel talks about our dressing, my skull felt like a crack dam, with gray matter overflowing my head... Trying to hard to keep my composure... Think i did a pretty good job.. Thanks god the discussion ended.. I walked to 7 eleven to get myself a drink, then walk to the bus stop.. I was messaging Ben, I was thinking of takinga cab.. But save money.. I prayed for a bus.. and as i walk to the bus stop.. An amazing thing happened... The bus came almost immediately after i said the Amen and stepped into the bus shelter... GOD BLESS!!!! I shouted "HALLEHLUYAH" in my heart... LOL...

The bus ride,as usual... Super long.. I lost ocntact with ben... I continued to pray for the pain to go away... "Bless nth's wrong... And i can do my stunts... I still have my IQ count... Please i dun wanna be retarded now... Not yet... I wanna dance and earn money, not sit and drool" kinda prayer.... I guess god heard it... Coz he slowly put me to sleep.. I slept in the bus... Only to wake up when i arrived at Ubi... The piercing pain subsided... I touched my head... Then i realize wad it was doing.. It was swelling... The swelling was the size of a oreo cookie... Man...

I came home, first guy i met.. DAD... I told him wad happen... And i'm pretty touched... He's pissed with wad i did to myself... But quickly went to the kitchen and made a hard boil egg for me to disperse the swelling... Touched...

Thank God for all these amazing thing that happen to me even after i cracked my head... U continue to help me silently... Bless those ppl that blessed me today.. And bless that I will be back up, and dance in the name of U... The big ol' Jesus Goddie God...


-Amen..


-Sheesh... I'm hungry... But the annoying swell irritates me whenever i open my mouth... Hungry stomach, but no appetite... Damn..


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「 found it on 3:08 AM 」

10th Sept 3am

Why am I not asleep? Not becoz i'm nocturnal... I was planning to turn in about 2hrs ago................... Until my friend sent me a screamer.... I feel like killing him!!!!! Ok... so i juz did a lil bit of readin on other successful companies and entrepreneurs... Pretty tired now... But still waiting for the Survey to be done...

Juz now, was a Sat... As usual got service... Hahaz.. ANything special ah???? YEA! WE HAVE A NEW BROTHER!!!! He's Wei Siang's biz partner.. Lancester(i think)... LOL.. And... WE ATE AT MOS BURGER!! Amazing! For once, not Starhub nor S11.... its.... MOS...... the MOS........ Oh hallehluyah... MOS.......
Then!!! TAU HUEY... Wa super shiokkkkkkkkkk..... I felt so full...

wad else???? I think Ben's a lil down... Wanna cheer him.. BEN if u're reading this... U're the biggest cow i've ever seen.... Be confident... U're growing stronger... Have faith in your guys... I know u love your guys... I pray that u'll continue to be their salt and light... Take care of your sheeps... and get on our biz track soon... Thanks PX for explaining to me spiritual maturity, and Wei Siang sharing your Biz plan with me now... Really spurs smth up in me even at this very sleepy moment of time... ^_^


I think i gotta pray for myself... Sheesh... I'm a little cash strapped... TML it's full dress rehersal.. I pray that I will find a cold hard $50 note on the floor or smth... Or smth will bless me that... COZ I DUN WANNA WEAR A SINGLET UP STAGE!!! okok.. cool chill... pray pray* Pray*

I think i'm ready to meet my dreams.. Got quite a bit to do tml... So good nightz ppl...


-Ciaoz!

 

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「 found it on 12:48 AM 」

9Sept. 1244h

As usual, the wee hours huh? LOL..

I juz finished the BBQ meant for lost sheeps... Yea, suppose to find non-believers, yet i mustered abit of courage, and soy sauce to get Fiona there... LOL... Amazingly, she readily agreed.. "Tot we might have some problems still floating ard."

Since the early morn, I brought Ben and Jo to the market to get meat, cabage etc, then marinate chicken, etc, still.... I had to be chased out from the comforts of Ben's sofa to get some cutlery and chilli sauce for the BBQ!!! Quite SIAN sia...
I think I'm super broke le, since Thursday till today, I spent about 40bucks on the BBQ, of which, 30 bucks i got it on receipt... But the somemore muz claim from girl leh!?!?!?!?! HAIZ!!!!! TML HOW TO TAKE JEREMY OUT?!?!

I was super sian lo... Then there was CG, practically couldn't feel god... I was so sian... No money, so sleepy.... Still have things to do... Bored bored... *worship goes on... Heart of worship* I think it's till the 2nd chorus I told myself to snap out of it.. And juz connect to God... Coincidentally, the sky darken.. I tot God was pissed with me... I prayed...... and prayed..... Welp.... The clouds didn't disperse... But it didn't rain too..

CG ended, go up slack.... Went into Ben's room and stoned with DS2.. Kept making my mage walk in circles... And die... And die... Got so damn bored... 5plus, I came out, pack up.... bring stuff down.... ZZzzZzz

Slowly but surely, my mood suddenly got ligther... I told myself to initiate conversations, and dun potray the emo i was feeling... I guess it worked.. In no time... I was semi-high... I think Ben was pretty suprised too... 1min, gotta cheer his bro up, next min, his bro is calling him COW.... Ben says.. " THANKS AH.."
And also.. PX AKA JUJIMUFU!!!






LOL

Then the BBQ went on... I didn't feel like having my contacts to come... Coz i tot they aren't the disciplined kinda ppl... Turns out.... They are pretty nice.... I asked them not to smoke, they didn't... And they even refrained from SWEARING!!! WOO HOOO... Do not judge a book by it's cover bahx...


After abt an hour.. suddenly, God rained on our BBQ pits.. 20-30ppl scrambled into the little pavilion to take cover, while 5 brave individuals try to cover the pit and try to grill in the rain... (Not sure brave? Or juz plain stupid? :p kidding) I prayed... I was damn worried... I was afraid, becoz of the rain... the BBQ can't go on... The uncooked food will go to waste ( there was alot i tell u) and... Fiona may not come... I Prayed... prayed...
10mins later... God answered my call... I shouted BY FAITH! HOORAY!! Rusty poked me... I wasn't suppose to use christian slangs... LOL! excited... BBQ goes on... And it seems, after the rain, the girls all crowd to 1 BBQ pit, and they took away our handy man (ben) and left us to our own devices... Luckily Adrian knew how to start and maintain the fire... So glad he camed... Means he still has a bit of feeling for the group man.. ROCKS... and he can maintain the fire.. Out of charcoal, out of marshmellows, and with Fiona coming in 1/2hr... I know i needa act fast... Jed and I left for Econ... got charcoal and Marsh.... LOL... maintian the fire for the least the next 2hrs.. (turns out in surplus la...)

Then the faithful moment came... (I noe i shouldn't make it so dramatic, but it's a blog... So who cares? Dun like DUN READ LA!!?!) Okok... JUZ KIDDING

Okok... again..

THe faithful moment came, Fiona rang my phone... My heart kinda skipped a beat... I pressed the answer button, and spoke "Hello.." The voice that replied me... Was most amusing.... LOL her voice!!! SO KIDDY!!! WA!!! hahahaz...
For a while, I tot to myself... (She dematured or something???) In 5mins, i'm to meet her... I was holding on to the grilling pavement as adrian adjusted the chacoal... I was so excited... My heart felt like an APACHE... It was beating like 1000B/S dunno... felt like a heli..... I hurried Adrian, and rushed out to meet the VIP of my own... I waited... and waited... 15mins i guess??? Pretty dumb... I'm shortsighted.. And she was standing at the exntrance of Clearwater... I tot i told her clearwater??? Idiot... She called.. "EH ARE U THE BOY ACROSS THE ROAD?" Pengx...

hahaz... Seeing her in real life... felt kinda awkward for a while.... She has the ability to rob my IQ & EQ by 50points.. I dunno why... I guess it's all the dumb stuff i did... It stills scratches the walls of my skull... Luckily she's pretty open... Brought her to the ppl.. and I acted as if i was trying to introduce her to everybody as my friend... WA KAO... *STEWART GET A GRIP*
For some reason, maybe its god, maybe its the guys there... Though she was occupied most of the time in the BBQ, i had my fair share of air time too. It's like, the timing for me to see her face to face was planned out... Kinda dumb... LOL... I sang COW ANTHEM, and Confidence... lol... Etc.. Most of the time.. I was trying to crack my head.... slice it clean for some fresh ideas for a conversation.... But my gray matter seems decayed.... I can't think of anything.. juz nonsense... and staring...

In abt an hour plus... everything had to end... Awkwardly, i had a huge set of air-time with her... We have no idea wad to talk about.. The girls are all sitting at another pit.. Ben is up at his place... The guys all left!!!! WTF.. Ok lo.. Juz stare... Talk abit... stare...
Extinguish the hot charcoal.. Everything's done... Time to go.. Ben push me to go follow the girls... Send them out.. I think PX is a little upset... I dunno why??? Xiao Ying & XT all follow her back lo... So nice of them.. Left me with Fiona... Still feels raw la... But it was cool.. She took a cab... and left... I tot of cycling her back... hahahaz.. but it'll be embaressing and backbreaking to use that dumb lil BMX and send her all way back... hahahahaz...


Welp... nightz done...

TML GOT SERVICE! heh.

Church anniversary coming.. SO EXCITING!!!

Okok
SLEEP

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「 found it on 1:20 AM 」

06 September.

Today got UNIT outing.... Wa shiok... To Sentosa... I'm feeling super tired... I'lll write the details tml.... Bascially.. some amazing stuff.... I MANAGED A FRONT FLIP!! YAY! & I hooked up with some PK runners... The whole clan.. Think I'm gonna S.O.W on them.... heh.....

Then went to dance... Ok.. nth much.. can't say much... But amazingly... I feel pretty energetic... heh heh.... OKOK I going to sleep... ZZZZZZzzzz

Nightz


*The Cow Jumps Over the moon...

 

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「 found it on 11:53 PM 」

3 Sep. 11:49pm

In about 10 mins, I'll hand my battered body over to the bed..

Let's start of wif... TODAY DAMN CHIONG AH!!!

Why??

For some unknown reason, i couldn't get to sleep, pratically rolled all over my bed for an hour before going into the "TRANCE LIKE STATE"
Day Break, 8:30. Training with Ben and Rusty, to improve our physical...
Due to lack of sleep, or maybe a screwed up breakfast? I sucked... Couldn't land any of my kicks right... SHort in breath, U name it, i got it..
THEN.... Ezri and gang wanted to come down for a swim.. Initially i tot it was only the boar and the monkey, but it turns out... The whole ZOO wanted a dip in the pool... DAMN!!! SO EMBARASSING!!!
So as usual.. Chiong... Chiong... I was beginning to feel sleepy and tired le...
NEXT! Ben, Me and Rust went to.....

YUP! RSAF SHOW...

Scorching heat, and deafening take offs... Yea... For 1 hr plus... LOL

Ben left early, Rust and I stayed behind for the show... It's DEAFENING... It's nice... But due to my lathargicness... I didn't really enjoy it...

As we walk to the shuttle bus... I prayed for a seat in the bus.... With God's magic, I missed the 1st shuttle bus, so i ended up in the third row of the long queue, and almost immediately, the 2nd bus came... GOD BLESS!!!!
I was really dying at that moment already.. didn't think i was able to make it for dance... I got Rusty to pray for me.... Slowly but surely... God made magic in me... And straight after a lonesome dinner... I was able to land my stunts... And i even got involved in being flipped around by a brother from NS group. COOL... Though i got some dizzy spells, I managed to improve my handstand, almost did a Half-Pipe. COOL... I even manage to land a combo I saw downloaded few days ago by a Trickster in USA.. hahahaz!

God really granted me strength... I didn't know it until the E.O.D, when i was thinking of the stuff i did in the bus, that i realize the wonders GOD did to me... Amazing....
I was also reminded of this verse, not through a bible, instead... it's by a postcard i nearly discarded, written by Ben before i converted... Psalms 16:5-6
"Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot sercure. The boundary lines have fallen in pleasant places, surely i have a delightful in heritance."

Ben wrote this verse to me during the time i thought christianity was really crapping up his life.... Along with god's wonder, the verse made me realize how much this walk has charged my life up.. Instead of screwing it up with obligations.. I made commitments that would further improve me..... It's COMMITMENTS!!! Amazing...

Okok... God's magic spell ends here... I'm having a headache now... Should sleep... *Chomps on big curry puff...

Nightz dude

*Close with a little prayer


GOOD BYE

 

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「 found it on 1:26 AM 」

2nd September 1:21am. (It's quite a norm to see me in the wee hours huh?)

As i eat the tiny little bowl of Macaroni in this cold little night... I'm thinking of the combined CG we had a couple of hours earlier.... I tot it was fantastic... It felt as if the Holy Spirit was swirling all around us.... There was no need of "Let's not get ditracted" although the environment was pretty noisy... I guess we all managed to get into the feel.. We were all praying and stuff... COOL... I guess wad really impacted me most, was to talk about my past again and to see how much i really have changed... It really amazes me.. Juz when I thought i might have reached the peak already, juz 1 month after i converted... I didn't know, GOD was slowly changing, ploughing, improving my life... I was pretty amazed, and overwhelmed.. I kept having that temptation to burst out and super charge the brothers at times of free-worship.. I sang loudly, as if trying to overwhelm the wannabe band that was strumming and singing deliriously opposite of us. I guess it was pretty mind blowing...
I had that crazy idea, I tot everybody in there should say a little prayer kinda thing... Free-worship is not juz the show for CLs and ULs... I tot we should all share the limelight, and free-express try to pray for the group...
Tody's Sermon Discussion kinda impacted me too,
1. ministering people makes us grow too.
2. If we all take ownership of our cell group and our church... We will wanna make it rock... So if that's done... It will always rock... Takes 2 hands to clap u noe?

After everything, we had fellowship, or some of you may call it..... Dinner.. LOL... But i tot it was cool... We had a 6 people., at Makansutra... I guess it's a really good place to dine and fellowship, because the best foods can be shared... We dun have to buy individual foods... We have to plan for others, drinks Hokkian mee, Satay & We'll have to poke our cutlery into a similar dish... Dosen't it feel warm & fuzzy??? hahahaz..

It really rocks.. Everything was nice.. I'm in a super good mood..



Gotta gear up for school too... All the other brothers are already having their breaks, I have to motivate myself to study... And continue to drive the business idea, to a business in motion.
Heh... Pray.... God will grant me strength...

Amen...

Good nightz ppl...

*Stomach Rumbles...

 

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