「 found it on 12:25 AM 」

Was reading the parable of the talents....

It's the "God know's" time i am reading it again.... Never fails to crack me up a little....

I always thought, "Gosh.... I'll do anything with that 1 talent the guy gives me.... How come he go bury it?"

But today, there's new revalation to this word...

Felt as if God is askin me... Wad are u doing with the talents I gave u? Kinda like a reminder for my procrestination issue...

I have been too comfortable with my own skills, and stuff, almost thought that I nurtured it, reared, grown, and owned it.... Well...

WRONG....


fact is.. I may be doing worse than the servant, instead of burying it, I may be splurging it on something that doesn't glorify God.. hahhaz...

I wanna grow myself... Multiply my own talents..

Gonna pray really hard for it... I want a daily breakthrough... Not once in a blue moon, not once in a month... but daily..

*Pray*

 

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We are all God's potential...

Thanks Ezri for that....

 

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「 found it on 11:06 AM 」

Last night, or rather these few days, I've been a little too self-centred i guess.... Taking a step back.... reviewing my thoughts....

Gosh....

Childish.... Muahahahaz...


I've been to caught up with how I feel..... my own "sufferings".... LOL.. Etc. Seems as if the world's revolving around me for a while...

hahaz...

Welp... Kinda glad that the epiphany came to me soon enough, hope I haven't got on anybody's nerves... LOL...

As a matter fact... I've been too caught up with these emotions that I forgotten the essentials...

What am I doing big today???? OMG!!!

Need to foucs *hum.................*


-Gone...

 

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Man.... I should be recounting the experiences with the german... But recent incidents shagged me out a little... I think, if I'm recounting right now.... The experience will be underated, and stupid...

Meaningless!!!!

Man.... I need a break... LoL...

Meaningless Meaningless, everything is meaningless...



Burn out.... Fried, cooked....

I'm not sure if i'm more of a thinker or feeler now... ha....

I'm a vizard... :p

 

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「 found it on 8:09 PM 」

Wad's this feeling??

Ha..

Dislike? Distaste?

I don't feel very comfortable with it....

Don't think is right for me to have that against...


*pray*

 

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「 found it on 3:25 AM 」

Dun mind me, but i did some blog surfing... ha... thought it was pretty funny that people jus leave hate notes, and just kinda do nth about it in their real life..

LOL, just a funny observation, and I bet many others who read these post, and realize that "hey it's me!" don't just go straight down to resolve the issue, they jus post another hate post of their own...

LOL...



-Gone

 

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「 found it on 6:11 AM 」

Regarding music....

It has always been like my passion... And I believe eventually it would blossom into a well-accomplish-Godly-vision as well..

But... I know.... At this current state... This station I am standing.....

I am not ready to fufil that vision..

"Before you learn music, learn the spirit first" Quoted from Ben.... I'm starting to get a clearer picture of what he meant.. Though he's no scholar or Shakespeare.. This quote has surprisingly deep meaning... And took me quite a well to understand it...

To my band.. Come on now... Consistent jamming isn't gonna take us to where we wanna be.. Besides... Where do we wanna be? Where do we individually wanna be? haz...

How are we doing spiritually? Are we neglecting our postition in the church, retarding in our growth, or even declining?

Come on now...

How are we gonna glorify God like that?

Fact is, if we're serious about doing music for God... If it's a vision.. It will get stuck onto u... and U will be carrying it wherever you go....
The instrument u're in charge of, your position, how much effort are u putting in to improve?

Come on now.. Stop and think...

Where do we stand? are we nearer to screwed, or success?

ha....

I can't always be the Yingwie Malsteem... (fact is.. I cant shred and etc.)
U guys need to take charge of this dream too...



LOL....

Grow man............

Our spirit!!!

 

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Without vision, man will perish...

And a group with people that runs in different direction will tear itself apart..

I am addressing my guys, Engit 1.

We hardly have a common vision, but now it's a whole new year... 2008... What have you done that matters?

We dun often see each other on the same page... But don't you know that this is tearing us apart? And what's more, we're blind horses, tryin to run in different direction....

We wanna grow, don't we? That's why we're in this church, or rather this dominion, that emphasizes on moving.

When u're not growing.. Don't you find it a problem already? When u're not a salt a light, don't you think this relationship is getting a lil off course?

Are you contented about your relationship? then why do you complain?! Besides, how can we ever, ever, ever, grow enough, and learned enough about God?

Is this where u wanna see yourself at the end? Is this what you call, I have fought the good fight?!

Come on now... Guys... wake up!! We're not young anymore.... We need to grow, and equip ourselves for every new battle and challenges that's about to come!!!

2008, we wanna grow, Engit 1 will not be a stoner..






-Gonez

 

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「 found it on 1:49 AM 」

I am feeling................... Wait... I don't really know how I am feeling...... It's mixed up...

I feel upset at first... but now I feel fired up... Why????

I tot about it..... Guys... We need vision......

We need Engit 1's vision.. No matter where we are now, or where we're gonna be.... We need to capture this vision... And we're gonna take it to our next life station.....

Moving on to another station with the same sense of confusion and stupidity? Or driven to push and propel another group, or yourself? It's up to you to decide..

It's a unthinkable sin to waste away God's vision....

-Gone

 

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「 found it on 3:26 AM 」

The countdown ended barely a day ago..... I have to say.. I am very exhausted, and relieved that it is over... ha...

I had like a lil nap earlier, so after some snacking.. I feel pretty awake... I know I am tired.. but I am awake....... yea........ LOL....

Most of our planning didn't happen, or go as planned, but as what Jeremy said "At the end, God was running the event, not us" I totally agree with that...

It was just seriously scary, to see things falling apart, then subsequently falling back into place.... Not the place we pre-planned, but at least, at a suitable area.... I was scared stiff at first, and even met up with a mishap of my own... But afta all that... I am seriously happy......

I learnt alot from this chance to plan, I now know alot more other areas to improve in, such as delegation, and pressing for clear response...

More or less, everything kinda fell into place..... The countdown had it's climax, and the performance from the guys still went on as usual... Overall I was very impressed with everybody that helped my part out.... The MCs, and especially Zhi Yang, he's like my counterpart, and has been seriously faithful to meet me up in time or earlier to get things, plan things, and do things..

*Wanna encourage you bro, U did seriously well... I am seriously impressed!!! Damn, if my first was as good as this, hahahz, I would have been a lot better now.... hahaz... *

Yeap.... afta all that.... I'm just sluggish, and rotting, almost dying... Thank God for Joel and the DI people, they came at the nick of time, and saved the transportation of the drum sets!!!!

hahahaz...


Okok... sleepy liao...

-Gone

 

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Welp....

Welcome 2008...
Wad have you achieved Last year?
Wad are u gonna do This year?

 

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