Warmth in the freezing cold.: July 2008

.PROFILE

Stewart
17
25th july

Aspiring Entrepreneur
Love TKD, Tricking, Parkour & Good Ol' mighty... GOD

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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Be proud my fellow citizens!!!

Singapore has been cited by MSN for it's latest attraction... The Singapore FLYER..... http://travel.msn.com//Guides/MSNTravelSlideShow.aspx?cp-documentid=558452&imageindex=9

I always thought that we only won prizes for being the small and mighty island(still small), most creative tax methods, the red dot, and the greatest Ditto, but to see one of our structures featured as a marvel.. Wow... that's a first. Small island, big thing...

Right smack in the centre of the city, the Singapore Flyers shows you the City, and the HDB flat, and a ridiculously big golf course that has nobody inside... Still if u like looking from the top down... It's worth the money...

The better pictures among the whole pack of randomly snapped shots...

Oh yeah... invest in a better camera before taking the wheel...

But it won't be long before some place else opens another even bigger observation wheel. LOL...

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

THANKS GUYS!!

Thanks for remembering my wants... You guys have really pampered me this birthday... whew...

Thanks for all the carnivorous meals.... I need to go on a veggie diet now...

^_^

Thanks alot alot alot..

19 Year and 1 day old officially..

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Nothing's more annoying than being shoved into a wrong pigeon hole for your birthday.. (And since we're really pampered Singaporeans, NO reason we shouldn't complain bout a lousy birthday?)

But it's also rather thick skin to wanna declare every single thing on your wishlist, wishing(actually commanding *subtle*) somebody fufil it..

SO! Since I'm not born in Africa or North Korea or.... (u get the drift), and my life requires more than jus bread, water and education(possibly sex too) to fufil.... I shall name my wishlist for this year on my birthday.. There's really no need to be a hypocrite bout my desires, say stuff like "No No! I jus want a simple meal." But you know wad's interesting bout naming your wishlist right on your birthday??

It's jus that nobody will be able to fufil the whole damn list, and since it's a week day, and it's 4am in the morning... I am really sure most ppl are asleep, once they're awake, reading my blog it should be already be the last few hours of 25th or it's already the 26th, 27th TOO LATE! No point and it's insincere to give a belated gift, so why not jus put it to next year? (but guess wad? things change, next year, whole new list) So, technically making it impossible for anybody to fufill this whole junk-list.(unless u're Bill Gates)

Here it is..

The really irrelvant useless, short-lived stuff

1. An expensive dinner, preferbly a place which serves Lamb.. (I'm a real carnivour...)

2. I need clothes, lotsa them.. Bermudas from Quiksilver or Zara should be fine for me..

3. My previous post indicates that my slippers snapped, I need new ones.. Really love those new Havianas( Is that how u spell them?) Or any random sports slippers or sandles.. Dun wanna slip & trip while I stroll pass babes at the pool...

4. I need a new wardrobe(clothes), jus buy me the whole damn Zara, and the male side of Espirit

5. I really like the Yamaha R6

6. Guitar effects paddles? Get me one of those Vox, Boss or Digitech multi-effects. (nth cheaper than 500)

7. Dumbells? And resistance band.. A small mini personal gym.. don't cost much.. maybe round $400

8. I need new books, a couple of books I found at MPH and Page One.. they're really good

9. I saw a couple of wine glass and tangs.. they look really cool

Ok... things get a little serious from here onwards..

10. Guitar lessons, possible, Vocals and Drum lessons too..

11. Language lessons..

12. Really expensive durable spectacles.. I'm going to Ns soon, and I dun wanna be short-sighted at war.. What if i shoot my commander? Mistook him for the enemy.. (the best one i had was sat on by a human ass whom I shall not name and broke, snap! TITANIUM!! 200 bloody bucks!!!)

13. I can continue my studies after I get out of NS... really screwed stuff up, I hope i have the money to continue now...

14. Money! I need MONEH MONEH (Can I be more specific? NO)

Now.... This is personal.. My own wish... I only have myself to punch if I dun fufil to them... (but I am not a violent man)

15. A business that's not losing money.. Making money as a matter fact

16. Instead of being a financial burden, I start providing for my family

17. Less of a whiner, much much more doing

sigh... After the whole load of crap I wrote.... it's all irrelevant.. Meaningless..

Take back everything i said..

Nothing beats knowing that there's something worth being celebrated for your end of your previous year, and the start of your next... Nothing beats knowing that looking back, you have something to be proud of, and looking forward, that you're gonna conquer another another point, that you're moving forward, higher!

Like I said... it's pointless to live like a king for one day, and know that the next day you're going back to same hell-hole u pop out from on the your birthday..

But of course.. celebration has to be done with a group... A group of people that rejoices for your existence.. That celebrates the day for you, KNOWING that there's something worth celebrating for this guy other than to sooth his ever-thirsty ego and selfish desires.. or to jus simply make his life a little more happier for that day..

Group of friends.. that appreciate you... doesn't need to be at that most expensive place... doesn't have to be a huge party.. (I'm not Bruce Wayne or anything)

Kinda like what I had today.... Cheers to being at Brewerkz every Saturday guys.. Thanks for taking me out today... Appreciated that...

^_^

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I am bored...

BORED!!! bOrEd! At work... And sleepy too... The jigglypuff tune lingers in my head..

I still have like another 2 hours to go?

WHY!?!?! WHY!!?!?!

2 more days to my birthday.. Depends on how u look at it... It's not really that special also..
But it's my birthday.. MY MY MY MY!!!!!!!!! BIRTHDAY.. OH Hell!! Of Course it's special.. IT IS SPECIAL........ (sorry high... too tired and bored) Meaninglessly special... that kinda special.. Happens every year, and it's gonna happen another 40 more years at least? (I seem really optimistic about life..)

A church works like a national statistics... And what I can conclude for this month is that.. MOTHERS.. U all are very fertile on July huh? Many many many birthdays...

OF COURSE HELPING PEOPLE IS EXPENSIVE!! U're spendin your most precious resource!! TIME!

Good stuff are always expensive.. sigh.... OF COURSE IT'S EXPENSIVE!!!
If good stuff are cheap, den how much would the lousy stuff cost? free?

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

I tell you!!!

The new Batman instalation "The Dark Night" is whacked!... Excellent plot... It's the best movie I've watched in years... Probably the BEST in my whole life!!

The movie doesn't just play like a roll of film tryin to run from the start to the end, it actually engages you! Keeps you at the edge of you seat kinda stuff..

The plot doesn't focus so much on Bruce Wayne and Batman now... It's as if there are 2 lead roles in the show, The Joker and of course the Bat..

It's cool to see how Batman tries to get ahead of the Joker, while the Joker tries in every attempt not jus to simply kill him, but tries to push the Limits of Batman's morales and principles.. I think the plot is really well written, can't remb the last movie that made the villain seem as important as the lead anymore...

Shall not say more, else I'll be a spoiler...
Reccomend you guys to catch that show.. whether izzit 10 or 8 dollars (or for some cheapskates 7 at princess =P) U must go watch it!!!

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

I wanna see the city!

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

WHY!?!?!?!

WHY MUST YOU SNAP SLIPPERS?!?!

WHY!?!?!? SLIPPERS!! MY MOST EXPENSIVE SLIPPERS I HAVE EVER OWNED IN MY LIFE!!! WHY DID U SNAP?!?!?!?!

AND WHY DID U SNAP NOW?!?!?!?!?! I GOT NO MONEY TO BUY ANOTHER!!!!
YARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got no slippers now...

I'll needa wear shoes.... even when i go 85..

I'll look stupid!!!

zZzz...

Bad things jus keep stacking up this month... WHY!?!?! WHY THIS SACRED MONTH!?!?!?!

Happiness that only last for one day.. so abrupt, i'm used to the shithole i'm in.. and slip back down to misery the day afta... I dun want it...

Happiness has to be pursued... Happiness cannot be given by another damn human... U humans aren't perfect enough! I am not happy..

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Friday, July 11, 2008

Who knew that self-reward can be so short lived..

one moment you're savouring your little present for yourself...

The next moment you're back in the heat of battle, and u're back to square to one thanks to you little retreat for yourself..

Zzzz

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

Neva neva use WIRELES INTERNET TO BLOG!!!

My whole blog psot is gone!!!!

Labels: Neva

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Can't remb how long this has been..

But as far as I can recall.. this is the 2nd consecutive day of my serious insomnia...

No shit...

I can't sleep..

I deliberately tire myself out.. waited till 3:30am(Yea i know.. it's a whacked time for u guys.. But i'm noctournal!) try to get some sleep..

15mins.. Couldn't sleep

Read the Bible...

Damn.. it's 4:15

Now let's try...

Nope it doesn't work.. coz it's 6:03am now...

Amazing how my brain likes to run at night..

I am having a migrane now.. I would like to sleep now.. God would u jus send me into a deep coma and wake me up in 5hours??

I am seriously screwed..

I NEED TO SLEEP!!! CAN I STOP THINKING BOUT THE STUFF I AM ALREADY FACING! CAN I STOP BROODING OVER IT!

CAN MY WORLD BE LIKE *ponies and butterflies, and flowers, and shit* FOR jus 5 HOURS!!

ARGH!!!!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, July 06, 2008

I'm already the lowest low... How much deeper can I go?

Surprisingly... A lot..

Gifts that doesn't match the desires, and desires that spits at the character, character that doesn't take you through... Only works as a weight to bring u deeper into the abyss..

Not good to wallow in your current environment, not strong enough to venture elsewhere..

I just want to be left alone..

....

NO I'M NOT EMO!

There's no such thing as emo..

So I can outrightly say.... "SCREW YOU DAMN EMO'S!"

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Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Selling some really cool t-shirts from America! E-mail or message me for details! me for more details!!

Jus a couple of designs to show

PM me for a catalogue now!

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Correction..

Before you guys start raving and going nuts about my tournament..

I jus recieved news that.... I am in the reserved..

LOL.... I am not sure whether i'll be put in for the fight until next week..

But.. it's cool.. I'm not ready anyway.. LOL...

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Aww man..

Has been a while since I last updated my blog...

LOL...

But Life has been more or less the same... I got a job... The title is the cable car ticketing clerk... But I feel more like a security guard for Harbofront Centre..

I think i am going for a tournament in 2 weeks.. I dunno if i'm ready, I have been slacking!! but must thank God for the madam for noticing me... LOL... I didn't like deliberately impress her.. Hell I even went to her classes and fooled around, still unsure why she chose me, but prolly there's something about me that makes a good fighter, or a punch bag. (I think the latter sounds more true..)

July!!! Birthday's coming.. I'm 19 now... Very old now.. 2 more years before I get taxed, and officially liable for an official prison sentence for any felony commited... (not like i would commit any)

But more importantly, it means that my tank has jus been filled by another gallon of reponsibilities, so I have to step it up before the dam breaks and hell rages over me..

My shirt business.. OMG.... 6 orders so far nia.. JIA LAT!!

Selling T-shirts by American Oddica! really cool designs! Message me for details

Tired... Sleepy... Incoherent flow...

It's ok.. my blog anyway... if it's a eyesore to u.. TOO BAD...

-gone

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