「 found it on 4:58 AM 」

 

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I neeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddd to fight my stupid procrestination problem!!!

God Help me!!!!

Zzzz...

 

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This probably has no link with my personal life...

But I feel sad for wad has happened...

I don't really follow the news, but I am always impressed by a certain female opposition leader, her name's Bhutto.

Don't really know wad she's doing, but I know a few of her plans and promises made to the people, and is a whole bunch of seriously, whacked, but positively whacked ideas to Pakistan.

Was kinda expecting like the first female president to appear in that region... Ha....

But who knows? It seems as if that the world organizations, or particularly just Pakistan alone, has some kinda control over people who wishes to dramatically change the environment...
Some idiot, went to shoot her, and blow himself up...

IDIOT...

I mean, it's not like Singapore, or little old me is gonna be affected... But I kinda respected her, she was Matyred... Don't think she's christian, or anywhere close that... but, it kinda reminded me of Jesus a little... He was kinda Matyred too?

Brings me to this question.. At the face of danger, and when the world's against U.. Would u still stick through with wad is true and best for others? Or would u just sneak, and run away..
Jesus or Judas?

I mean.. start to think for others now... I mean seriously... Are u giving your life to help others? Or are still panicking, looking over your shoulder, afraid somebody would steal some of your gold?

I don't think that this world can allow too many good people to live... But I dun think it's a good enough excuse for us to go with the flow with SIN.... God is gonna come one day to judge us....

Wad are U gonna say? Wad are you gonna do that makes a difference?




-GONE

 

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「 found it on 1:34 PM 」

Wad am I looking forward lata?

I dunno...

LOL.... I got a whole bunch of unwritten cards.... Damn....

Christmas is coming.. joyous moment... But i dunno wad to expect man.... No plans! No Fireworks! No happy friends, drinking, and merrying!

Wait..... or so I thought?



Merry Christmas everybody...


LOL


Season's here.... Enjoy yourself... It's a Celebration...






-Gone

 

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「 found it on 6:19 PM 」

I haven't been blogging for a mighty long time...

Ha.. I remb when the blog craze was at his peak, I wrote entries almost everyday! Sometimes even 3 entries in a day! hahaz..

hahaaz... Now this shows, that I am not a writing kinda person..

But anyway!

I was just thinking about what Su Quan mentioned earlier.... He was jus thinking about his ups and downs of this year... And guess wad? 2008 is barely 10 days away.

He jus kinda told me there were more downs than ups for that year... And truth is, I guess, my year wasn't as different as his also!
But was quick of me to think of something positive... I just blurt out... "If u can count all the bads, and u're still alive, than prolly most of it u have resolved... So shouldn't that be a good?" "learning points ya?"

I was actually kinda surprised that I would say stuff like that...

Fact is that, this 2 months.... Has really been a rough one.... I did alot of bad stuff, and I realize I changed quite a bit also... Lost abit of connections with God for a while... But eventually got it fixed up before Christmas...

I wonder if my relationship with God has grown stronger this year? I expect my 2 years of being christian is really 2 years, not 2 sets of 1 year.... I really prayed about it...

Den God just gave me some really whacked vision... But... I am still working on it I guess....

I am not sure how does my external shows, but inside me sure feels different... In fact, I am rather concerned... I hate this weakness I have here... Not sercure with myself, and God, always depending on other people and leaders feedback to pave my road with God.... Irritates me alot.... But thank God, I got over it.... I know all the basic stuff, like, u're not running after/for man, but for God... Etc. Etc.
But it was just knowledge... didn't know how to apply it, where, why? should I? no..........
Then all of a sudden, God just answered the prayer... Tada... I realized that, being over-sensitive about wad other people thinks of U is seriously O*@&$(# me up... So I jus kinda chill...

Cool..

Yeap...

-gone

 

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