「 found it on 2:23 AM 」

Lord...

I know i have certain better traits, let it all be used to glorify u,

U being my cornerstone...

We cool?

Alright............

-Gone

 

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「 found it on 6:02 PM 」

i know i am not the dynamic, or wondefully eloquent kinda person... But, I am kinda like half-way there right???

LOL... It's kinda annoying to suffer from mind blanks over and over again during certain conversations..

Ha...

HOW?!?!


I dunno...


-Gone

 

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「 found it on 3:58 AM 」

Damn man, i haven't been blogging for a while..

Welp, before i turn in, i wanna give thanks to certain events that happen to my life this week..

As some of you may know, this 2 weeks ain't a very smooth week for me.. .It's just packed with stuff... I mean, seriously.. ALOT ALOT of STUFF..

My project presentation(and I tot it was handup also) happened jus last thursday, and the ironic thing is that, I accepted to do teaching that Wednesday, jamming on friday, Tuesday had to work and tutor/teach a kid how to communicate in chinese. So... As u can see... it's packed....

I wanna thank God that although i am a really half-past six chinese, and a even worse teacher, I manage to evoke his interest in learning chinese songs, and even managed to convince him to watch chinese news... That's kinda cool..

And U know I like to procrestinate alot, so the project, i just kinda do like a sentence everyday? Till Tuesday, I begin to pick up some pace, and Wednesday, I only went to sleep at like wad? 4:30? woke up at 5, to read the things, tried to something, got too tired, went back to sleep, woke up at 7, and jus rush it till 8:30. Thank God i was just late for 15mins. Pretty cool.

Also Thank God for anointing me during teaching, as He already noe, my brain was kinda puctured after some lack of sleep throughout the week, I still manage to lead rather decently, although I thought it was really far-fetched from the standard I was expecting, the impact and stuff.. But thank God, overall it kinda made sense.... WHEW.....

Thank God for the presentation, like when everybody else were in groups and had powerpoint as their presentation, I only had Microsoft Word, and managed to score a 9/10 (although the fact that nobody failed, and the lowest was 6.5) but it's kinda cool.. 9 is like the highest in class... Is credit to God man.... And amazingly, I can still work quite well, and tutor quite well afta the whole chionging the whole night thing...

But naturally, I came home and I just died instantly, it's like as if the holy spirit left me... I turned on the laptop, lie on my bed.... I jus died, in seconds..... W/o bathing or anything(ok, it's kinda unhygenic i know...) I didn't even switch on the air con, all i remb, the next morning, or rather, afternoon, i was in a blanket... It was already 2pm, then i fell back asleep, and officially woke up at 3. LOL

Ok here comes the icing of the cake, the ice cream of a banana split, the juice from the apple(?!)
JAMMING RAWKS!! IT RAWKS!!!

It's like the best jamming i ever had... Seriously... We manage to play "How Can I keep From Singing - Chris T." rather well in 1 jam! And our own EP! ROCKS YOUR BOXERS!

I mean seriously, to professionals, nothing cool... But to us, is jus big, big big big big achievement... Or probably to me... I was jus crying out in joy inside... man!!! Its the first time i asked the song to be change to a few keys higher, that means that the defult chords from the webbies we had should be invalid, and had to be adjusted.

I mean, it's just cool.... Thank God for u guys man!!! Look at how far we've come!!!!!

hahahaz....

Cheers to God, Big acheivement this week... I am expecting more more more next week, and week afta next, so on so forth....

Praying Fervantly man!!



-Cheers ^_^

 

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「 found it on 4:02 AM 」

Ha, can't say the day started out perfectly..

Wait, can't even say it's good...

I went to bed at around 5am, with worries flooding my mind... Thank God that i could sleep till 2pm...

Thank God for my fantastic mum, that made wonderful spegetthi(Is this how u spell it? who cares?)

But still, my woes aren't gone yet... I played the PSP a lil, had like a total losing streak for a few rounds, den subsequently won everything back... I wondered if the PSP took pity on me? LOL..


I prepared everything, ready to step out my house at around 4:20, only to realize that somebody stole my favorite pair of shoe... I was so mad!!! I went searching around the house, couldn't find it... Was really pissed..

Went to the guards, they took a while to do some paper work too, was dumb stuff.... By the time i was done, it's 4:45? as I walk out of the main gate, i saw 168 zoom past the bustop. I was already feeling very -_-""" @&*&@%*&!$ .....

I tried to pray abit, bus 18, came like 10mins? I was feling kinda distraught already. Once i touch down at Bedok, i rushed all the way to the station, only to miss my MRT. woah... u know? it's totally like.. .SIAN AH....

But, I realize that Chi Lam, and Daniel has been tailing me all the way, and laughing at me, till i realize they were behind me... ha, we jus chatted all the way to Somerset, was good, i didn't have to feel lonely, and the whole train ride felt really short, in fact too short.... But low and behold!!! It's 5:35 already! Rush time, run to Nexus ah!!!!

LOL, once i reach Nexus, that was when i started to solve my issues one by one, my further reporting order, though not a desired result, but the least I can now explain to my school why i'm missing my last econ's class... LOL. Den my project outline, couldn't find it, my classmates were startin to be irritated with me, but YAY!!! I found it in stacks of notes, and also, I found a revision paper for the econs exam....

I feel confident, now left 1 more hurdle to go... Hope that can be resolved too...

GRRRR


Gott sleep tomorro got work early..

Thank God for all the miracles.... I prayed and u came..

-gone

 

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「 found it on 3:10 AM 」

I'm having some kinda migrane headache now... Is really irritating the shit out of me...

My week is still challenging as ever, and wonder as I begin to wonder if God is doing anything... I realize, it's not him....
It's ME

I think I have been rather affect by the going ons', and the "HOW AM I Feeling?" That I ignored God, I had like a kick in the head when Ben was teaching the thing about prayer... That I realize i prolly took him for granted.

Frankly, this week, I was expecting C.G to be like the regular screw ups, or worse, I might create a new record in the worst C.G ever, I was qutie ill prepared, C.G attendence wasn't really good, and worse of all, I wasn't really in the mood to be part of this gathering, I wasn't feeling so hyped in doing this C.G.

I was desperate when the C.G started, I was restless, my attitude wasn't in sync with God's and I was just like one of the distracting one, that CLs' all wanna kick out, or have a good lashing afterwards... Prolly my CL didn't know it, but i was kinda worried bout my SD, coz in the midst of all the beginning event, i was like "GOSH! Wad's point 2?!" LOL...

When worship came, I can feel the resistence, that's the little demon in me, but Thank GOD! If there was like the Angel and Demon side of me, my Angel side was having one of those "LIMIT BREAK" brink of death, whoop u to hell KO moves, and the move, i think it's called, "PRAYING DESPERATELY" God came, pick that attitude up, and place another one, before I knew it, I had so many things i wanted to speak to the guys, and i didn't have "BIG BANG" verses, all in my mind were random "my own words" I was like "Damn, I am no Nel, she can do that kinda thing, she can say like PRAY! and I will jus fall to my knees, but how many times have I tried that, but instead I get the feeling everybody's staring at this joker talkin gibberish?" and Ben still showed me the "say something signal" I was really turned off, but God rebuked me, and gave me some sense of reassurance, before I knew it, I did it again, I was really talkin quite smoothly, and I wasn't quite sure wad I was saying, I was startin to worship in spirit, was kinda hyping everybody(wasn't quite sure).. I am not sayin I am getting good at this kinda thing, but i certainly didn't feel like STEWART TAN, I was kinda like.. "STOP MAN, STOP!! WOOOOW, U're over-doing it here, PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER *slaps self* OMG!!

I really knew that it was the spirit, when i called for Him, i knew God is already here, God was aiding me, Stewart certainly can't do that now, prolly in 10 years time, but surely not now... God was there, and when I was giving teaching, I had the same problem, when i start, i was really like GOD!! Den afterwards, I started a whole bunch of gibberish, alot of it, not part of my planned script, and was really crazy..

I wanna thank God for the creators of LETTER FROM HELL, it's a fantastic presentation of how real HELL is, and the life on earth is a short and unpredictable one, and whether we die as a legacy, or jus another statistic (Quote, BEN) is all up to us...



-Thank you God for being ther when I called for U..

-AMEN

 

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「 found it on 2:39 AM 」

Oh yea, apart from all my whining, I guess there's a little bonus

Wanna give credit to all my band members, they're faithful in helping me through this competition, though you may have another motive for doing so. LOL...

I mean, we had lotsa fun, though it's nothing fantastic, but at least we got 1 song done? Right?

So that means we already got 1 song, that no one else can write.. HAHAHAZ....

ROFL





-GONE

PS: Kenenth i am praying for you high fever to go away, U idiot, got fever dun tell me sia, must wait till your drum kiddo tell me.

 

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DAMN! I miss this blog man, and i have to think of it jus moments before i go to bed.

My eyelids are like steel plated now.

But I think i'm really ill treatin this blog, so I am gonna post something... LOL


Challenging 3 weeks for me, since coming back from Batu Pahat,

My days are really wild, and every week, I am so exhuausted..

DAMN!

Really gotta apply all the teachings i recieved recently, they seem like really good stuff, and coming at a good timing..

Dunno if I can achieve my goal for my C.G's harvest.. I'm scared, and doesn't help when people keep reminding u that fact...

Welp.... GoD, this are times I seriously need u..

Damn... do I take YOU for granted..... Come on God, dun let my fire die down, my physical body is perishing, dun let my spirtual falter too...

rofl..

OK gotta sleep got stupid lessons tomorrow

-gone

 

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