「 found it on 3:16 AM 」

Aww damn man..

It's 3:18am.. And I really gotta blog this, or else I'll feel like knocking myself on the head..


Kao..

As usual la, jus walk back afta taking NR7 with Azri.. I gotta walk back alone, through areas that's really quiet, kinda errie... the kind, if somebody jus pops out and mug u... U also LAN LAN, kinda road...

Den gotta walk through the HDB flats.. which is not so scary liao... Den reach the Kopitiam, which is a lil more scary... but not so bad..

But walking alone... at the beginning, like when the path still feels new? U know? can't help but to get a lil goosebumpy, gay hair standing and stuff...

But afta walking so many times... Aiya, season liao la.... No kick.....

But... I was talking to God... Or rather, telling? Complaining? to him.. GOD! I WANT A SPIRIT KINDA THING! I miss that kinda thing man, people are discrening, can feel wrong spirit, chasing demons.. GOD! Why am I like a lil dry now??? Although u do sometimes like *ting*! A word for u.. But... come on... Cooler gifts? Sensing? Radar?


Ok.. so, u see tonight... I was just walking back.. 3am? Played Stolen-D/C on my MP3.... Den try to sing... was really trying to improve the way i sing it... And since it's quiet, no one's around me.. i can sing pretty loud... As I was walking through the HDB... i stop singing... Den jus listen... and mouth the words... As i walk to near the Kopitiam.. .I tot i saw something, a large humanmoid figure.. But i kinda blink, realize.. Eh... jus some fitness corner machine la... Mus be becoz i neva wear specs... so it has to be me....
Den continue walk... But within a few steps... I felt really dizzy... My sight wasn't exactly blurred, but felt a lil delirious... and my bag felt heavy.. something was pulling me back and down... I was like ?!?!?! Damn... Of all nights, it has to be this night?!

I was a kinda feeling i dun remb myself feeling...

I thought back, and remb the testimony of this adult guy in Hope that said "in Jesus name! Go away!"

I tried... Well.. it doesn't work.. Den i was like... JESUS!! WHERE ARE U!?!?!?! Den i pray.. started to pray quite a lot of nonsense as i walk..Like God, come on la, come out... Help me.. Hear me man...

Den i remb the "prayer" i mention earlier that i had with God... I was like.. "DOH!!!!!" Why did I say that?!

Prayer failed... So plan B.... Play christian song.... And of all songs i scrolled.. i had to listen to the one i like the least... Shout your fame... I was like.. DOOOD... i'm a worship kinda guy.... U give me a coperate praise?! But surprisingly... it kinda worked a lil.. My brain was less spinny... Den just continue to walk all the way back..


LOL..


Fact is.. I am not pissed or anything.. Not angry at God, not scared... But on the contrary... I'm filled with Joy and Excitment this kidna thing happened..

Means God thinks i'm cool... And let me have a lil taste...

But God.. please do not... DO NOT.... Put freakish dood looking at me now.. I am still learning how to shout your name in that kinda situation... U put it too soon before it learn it... Damn... I will go bonkers man.. bouncing off the walls..

LOL


-gone

 

The End?