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Wa yesterday was whacked...

Emotions kinda went a little down then up up, till it went a little too high... LOL..

Was late for prayer meet again la.. I dun wanna elaborate why, becoz it will sounds like a good reason, but it doesn't stick for a frequent criminal like me... ROFL..

Got inside with Azri... felt a little blank a while, had no idea was was going on, then i realize that people were sharing their dirty little secrets...

Azri was kinda high.... dunno wad the hell is with him... LOL....

I find it pretty hard to pray la... Was so remourseful about being late... LOL.... guilty *feeling*....

I wasn't really sure if i could hit the number 2 for end September also... I really wish i can man... My GOD, is a God of miracles man.... I jus pray for myself to give 100% to this goal, dun wanna give a damn about the number, jus do my best and pray lotsa lot.

During the DMM, something, guess the Holy Spirt?(cute little guy) Told me that... DOOOD.... U need to change some of your habits man... And U need to get more spiritual food!!! I think I am trying to do that... Thank God for SUE to intro me to some cool sermon Podcast... gonna drown myself in there... Think i'm gonna needa formulate an action plan to change myself.... period...
Then they also talked about the community service thingy, to play with the kids... Man I am super hyped about the event... I dun imagine myself being a father, I dun think i have the patience to think about "MY CHILD'S FUTURE" yet. But I like to play with kids for a certain period of time... LOL...

Saw Cindy, remembered about her B'day gift? But was too focused on my race(PSP-Initial D), my butt got glued to the chair, leg cramp, hands tied to the PSP... can't move... K... LATA....

Service start... Went up... I was looking around to see if she's around so that I can pass the gift to her.. When i found her... I was already beging shoved up the stairs.. Oh well...

When i realized the guy that's gonan preach today is Michael, I gotta admit, I wasn't very very happy, or impressed... Was expecting myself to nod off... But!!!! I DIDN'T! woohooo!! He tot some pretty simple, but hard to do stuff... Letting go of our comfort zone!!! God kinda gave me a vision a picture when I was thinking through his speech.. Very often people jus often grab hold to this pillar so much, even as christians we jus grab hold to the pillar/bolster even if it has a big SIN written on it.... Becoz we're so happy with it, we dun wanna release it, reminds me of a child that love his dirty bolster so much, he is unwilling to let his parents take it for washing, even for just a day... Have u met kids like that? How much coaxing it will take before they release it... Or some of them jus neva release it till a year plus lata when they realize "Oh holy crap, it smells like doo doo"

My prayer was that God will help me out as I pry my hand off some of the evil in me, complacency, procrestination, pride... and other doo that i tried so hard to protect... (Humans are certainly the most IRONIC species of mammals on earth)

Service end... I was thinking, hmm.. should i walk over.. or jus stay here? I was like.. Den azri was like... Jus go la, I am hungry... K lo... walk over...

LOL... den afterwards is was jus High..

Went to eat with Germaine's friend... A contact that sticked around with our group.. wasn't particularly surprised that Robin gave special attention to that little dude... Didn't really like his guts la... But... overall, guess he's pretty alright.. Didn't talk to him much also..

Realize that RUSTY was missing! dun really know wad's up with him, wasn't quite impressed with that move he made la... But hope he's fine lo...

During meal time, I was jus high with Azri... Imagine yourself putting Russel Peters and Dave Chappelle together.. The only thing is... this time.. Russel peter is the skinny tall one... and Dave is the little more meaty one... LOL...

Went to carrfour, saw Germaine, then i realize, oh God damn... u look pretty shitty... Guess the words i said drove her a little nuts.. And little brave boy stepped up to protect her lo... I was like... heh? wad's up? Didn't know i made such an impact on her... Felt bad afterwards... LOL... (lesson learned)

Yada yada.. As time pass, we found a new comrade on crack... Wei Xiong... Was kinda worried that he follow us, then won't have enough time to study... But he assured me and said is ok.. I jus left as it is.. (Was i doing it right?)

We visited 3 arcades... Oh yea, forgot to mention we had a member on part-time with us, was mervyn... He followed us to visit 2 arcades, den finally left when we wanted to eat Tau Huey, den as we were walking to the 3rd arcade the selegie one... Was surprised to see Xue Ting at the bus stop... Stayed and chat with her till her bus came... Den we move on to the arcade... WX and Azri were super obsessed with House of the Dead.. but they keep dying anyway.. .LOL... I was jus eager in setting a new record on the initial D machine.. but realized the steering wheel is a little screwy... LOL... 2:51!! I WAS SO CLOSE!!! Their record was 2:48!!! 3 seconds!!! ARGH!!!

Walked to lavander jus to take NR7.... den they all crashed at my place... As was AZRI likes to say... "we are jus high on crack la" So.. ignore us.. LOL

-gone

 

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