「 found it on 1:15 AM 」

1:22am Monday April 30th 2007

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....

Finally, the big day just ended... And seriously, thank GOD for all my guys... They rock SERIOUSLY, MAJORLY!!!! Thank God for all of you, this song must have been quite a challenge, in fact to even have chemistry is a challenge to us, we barely started for a month... and we're already well, fairly well... I am very impressed.... I am not deaf, we do have some gliches... But eh.... If we stick together long enough, we can iradicate them....

Alot of miracles fell upon me today... God was really lazing beaming at me today.... And I learned something new about him today... he is SERIOUSLY fashionable... So dun think U will see god in Rags.... U prolly see one guy that dress like justin timberlake... who noes... LOL.....

I was running around looking for a shirt for the performance... I was being a little too full of myself, or lazy, that i decided to trust my friends words and head straight to Orchard after jam... I seriously tot, within 15mins i will get the shirt i need.... But.... NO............................ I arrived there at around 6:30 with Nick, Rust, and Wei Xiong.... And... The shop my friend intro me to..... WTF!!! $85!!!! *!&(*$&(#^*&#*&$(*@$^#

i will smack u for that...

LOL....

Ok... so I told the guys to go City hall to rendevouz with the rest first.... then I set myself up for a trip around Orchard... I ran to Herens next... Rushed up, and found Fresh Imp.... They sold ALMOST wad i wanted... But they had like really gay Skulls at the chest... Those kinda "I AM PUNK, BUT I'm ACTUALLY GAY" Design... I almost wanted to buy it.. I went in... I realize got 3 designs... and 1 of them, not so gay... only got L size... and I'm like a M boy... So i left.... Left for Wisma next... Topshop... really gay... nth, FCUK, REALLY EX.... My that friend tryin to cheat me sia... I was lookin for something below 60..

I got kinda tired.... I told myself.. last resort..... Far East... I went to Far East, found a few really cool shirts... But they dun look good on me... Technically, wasn't wad i had in mind... So I felt kinda dejected... and left... Was praying to God "God... I give up.... Can u tell me where i can find a shirt? Or i might have to resort to buyin that gay SKULL shirt..." Then he kinda replied... A feeling tugged in my heart.... Go to SHAW.... I was seriously seriously skeptical... For all of u who dunno about shaw.... Shaw has shops like POLO Ralph Lauren, Topshop, and other brands which is around that price.... so technically, it should be a futile trip... But I believed and went there... THEN I FOUND THE SHIRT OF MY DREAMS.... and THE PERFECT SIZE FOR ME M... LAST PIECE... but that shirt orginally was 83 bucks... so i was like.. .SHIT.... that means i will have 0 dollars.... but I turn to my left... Guess wad? 20% OFF.... I WAS LIKE..... WOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I tried to tell people of my miracle... That TESTIMONY... But it was kinda useless... I messaged Ben and Rusty... They both.... EH COME FASTER!!! ......... Sian.....

I ran to Orchard MRT.... I bet the shopkeepers at Orchard mus have blacklisted me... I keep bursting in and out of their shops... and look like some weirdo.... Then I run all the way to ORCHARD... I am seriously a WTF Shopper...

No matter... I arrived at City Hall just in time.. 7:58pm lol... Urban Groove is 8pm.. lol....

My heart rate was JACKED.... I called jovin, he couldn't tell me wad time we are suppose to play and stuff... I was really worried... But i didnt wanna bug him much... LOL.... I prayed, and hoped that I won't forget my lyrics.....

When it was our turn... for those who noes the song... I bet u all notice a few grammar changes i made to the song... LOL... coz i am to use to singing my words than the actual song... so... yea... LOL.... but WELL WELL... MY GUYS SERIOUSLY ROCK... Our hard work kinda paid off, although the gliches were pretty audiable, but thank god glich is jus glich, they're not major faults or errors...

I wanna thank
Nick who chiong bass jus for this
Rusty who figured hard for the strumming
Yon who put in effort to think of a nice solo
And kenenth who chiong drums.... U guys seriously rock..

LOL

And oh yea... the 4 people who were in the Singing competition..... U guys rock too.... But Lalita should have chosen more those pop happy songs.... Nel's and Elton's chinese articulation is funny.... Kelvin.... U ROCK, when u sang the Jesse Mcarthney song.. But I eventually voted for Nel la.. so... Sad la... hahaz.. But NEL... Beautiful was simple beautiful... It rocks.....

lol...

End of chronicle.. My finger is tired..


-gone...

 

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「 found it on 4:30 AM 」

4:30am 28th April 2007

OH HOLY !(*&$#(@^$(*&@....

It's the wee hours again.... WAH HA!!!! I broke my oath to sleep early...

Was hanging out with PX, Ben and Sue... Since 11:30 till 4...... We talked about the craziest stuff.... Was pretty sweet..

But first.... My first event of the day...

I WOKE UP AT 4:30pm! YAY...... I continued to sleep after sending Sue out of my house 8am this morning...... Then i woke up at 4:30!!!! OMG WTF!
I jumped out of bed, then jus made a brief ... errr.... Breakfast.... err... yea.......
Lol... I made my favorite Oat Milo.... and IT SERIOUSLY ROCKS!!!! Peanut Butter sandwich... And yea, into my room... Started to strum the guitar.... I was kinda worried then jammin later would be really messed up, since the rhythmic guitarist is not coming today... So I put it extra effort to strum on Ben's guit... And.... Well.... The effort kinda gone to waste..... I strained my finger tips big time... And it hurts... LOL.... And during the jam... I couldn't sing and play at the same time well enough... So actually i was singing off beat...
LOL.........
But back to being in my room... A amazing PHENOMENON happened...... MY BELOVED MILO...... Was flooded with ants drowning in it..... I was like.... OMFG!!!! MY MILO!!! OMG!!! ALL MY EFFORT!!!!!! The ants were all inside drowning and dying... If I could, i would have picked one up and yelled their head off, but apparently i dun think they will understand wad i'm saying, or maybed they're jus busy drowning and dying in my milo... SERIOUSLY PISSED... PERIOD....
Clear the cup... and I had to "satisfy" myself with plain water... Coz i'm jus too lazy to make another cup.... Zzzz....

Then bla... bla... bla...

jamming... Yes... I was freaking late... arrived there at 8pm... OMFG!!!! But the studio was extremely noisy and crowded today.. There was a GiG going on, it's by 3 bands and they sorta like invited friends and friends of friends to come watch the thing... And seriously.. THEY WERE GOOD.....
I felt kinda demoralized before we even started..... They were playing rock, and progressive rock... While we were playin a old contemp love rock song... I dunno wad u call it... But... hahahaz...

OUR BAND JUS STARTED.... I have high hopes we can acheieve that standard soon enough..

The jamming starting.. As I said earlier... I was off beat..... and the whole band jus followed my beat... And i realized the song sounded sadder that way.... And I like it, but I know it will seriously make things difficult for rusty since he's not around, and he's the rhythm guy, so we went on doing the usual... and it seriously rocks..... Today i conclude that, our band is not majorly offbeat... everybody were pretty good... And generally... We are presentable.... And now I hereby present... the... Err.... Wad's the name of our band??? TPGUYS BAND..... Ok seriously... Gay.... Motivating... but... err.... ok...

"TP-GUYS BAND!!!"


LOL.....

Then after jam, I left for Tamp central with Nick(bassiest), and we jus kinda chilled out and talked about the CG and all, pastoral stuff... And i seriously felt like even though he's younger than me in age.... I felt like I could learn lots of stuff from him... Even though I'm a CL and all... WoW....
Moments before we ended the conversation and his departure.... PX and Sue arrived, and started cycling around aimlessly, as if they can't see me... "Seriously... Are they blind?" I though to myself... LOL.... Then Ben came... Then Nick left... Then we stoned for 10 min as Ben send Nick off... Then we went to stone at Mac.... Actually not stone.... Gorge myself with Mcnuggets meal... I was eager to get my weight back, becoz I know whenever I'm sick... My body will certainly reject food, and my weight drops dramatically... Basically, my stomach works like a puffer fish... (WAD THE CRAP!?)
But my over enthusiasm to get my weight back, back-fired... the virus was still around my body.... And I got really sick as I was eating my 3rd piece of nugget.. just that i didn't show it... Eventually I gave up 1 nugget to Sue... and he chomped it happily.... LOL.....

Then we started to talk about so many many things... And 1 thing I would like to blog it out, would be the conversation about blogs.... It's not very often I have the patience to type out such a long long long blog... And it's usually when I'm unusually upset or anything, that I would bother to fire things out..... To try to vent it out.... But I would like to tell my dear reader.... hahaz... Dun be mistaken... I'm not a world hater kinda thing... I jsu realize that people tend to use blogs to kinda judge the person's character... I mean, it does makes sense that u can roughly gauge a person's personality and style through his writings... but..... ROUGHLY... is the word.... And I gotta tell my dear readers... usually like tonight when I'm in an extremely good mood, or like happy kinda feeling... I usually dun have the patience to type a LONG LONG LONG LONG blog... and especially nowadays..... When i get to be home... I jus wanna game or sleep.... LOL.... I seriouslu neglected my blog... so please please... Dun freak out when i get very worked up... hahahaz.... I am generally a nice person.. . ^_^....... yea... nice ^_^ Handsome too... ^_^

hahaz... ^_^

It's getting windy now... Thank god for it... I am so filled with sleepiness... I think I wanna go play a round of AOE3 before I go to bed...

So...

BYE BYE



-Gonez

PS: SUE.... It's a good nick... LOL... Dun get angry alright buddy? hahahahaz.....

 

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「 found it on 4:49 AM 」

27thApril 2007 4:50am

It's freaking late to be online...

But, I'm have a slumber gay session with Su... Lol.....
LOL..

Ok nono... I'm straight seriously...

Wa ha... I just had caregroup earlier.... Was kinda last min and all.... Somehow thank God that things fell in place.... Really thank God for the effort of the guys to come down, and to carry out their roles...

It's like only 2 days before Sunday... My heart is JACKED... BIG TIME.... There's still gliches with the band's performance... And being musically illiterate... I can pinpoint specifically wad has gone wrong.... Zzzz.... But trust in God man.. He'll unscrew us during tomorrow's jamming.....

My invites are still not coming in... Zzzz... COME ON GOD!!!! DO YOUR WORK!!!! Or rather.. COME ON STEWART WORK HARDER!!!!!!! STOP STONING...

Wah ha... Recently got addicted to a pretty old song... It's actually Weezer's newest Albulm "Perfect Situation" familiar? Lol...
I kinda got addicted to the tune of the song... And the lyrics.... I won't bother explaining it here... But I SERIOUSLY LIKE THAT SONG!!! I WANNA JAM IT!!! WOO HOOOOO..

Ok SU's getting a lil restless now.... I dunno why I'm bloggin too... I must be bored too... LOL...... U can't expect much from 2 guys in a room.... What do u want us to do... Pillow Fight????

Lol.....


I might have something more interesting to write tomorrow.... So.. ya... end here...

Wait not tomorrow.. I guess in a few hours.... I betta get some rest...


-GoNe.....

THERE'S THE PITCH SLOW AND STRAIGHT!!! ALL I HAVE TO DO IS SWING AND I'M A HERO!!!!!!!!

 

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「 found it on 1:36 AM 」

1:37am April 23 2007

I just realized, I haven't posted for qutie a while.....

My previous post had something to do with major anxiety right???? Well..... It's still around... but not as bad the previous time....

But this week has been a pretty exciting week for me... I started taking my task pretty seriously, go for evacs, read the word... I somehow felt like there's some kinda improvement in me... Like if i was a pokemon, I might have leveled up... TADA! THUNDER!!! ........ Ok lame.....

I got sick too.... Crap...... really bad... Like fever, and flu.... Kinda spontaneous..... I hope it doesn't screw up too much of my voice... Hope it clears up by sunday... Fingers crossed*

Though the course matter hasn't been resolved... But somehow I am just praying that god will help me somehow.... But in the meantime... I should, and will and want to focus on my guys..... Not let my guys down u know???


The peeps all have been working very hard for this Sunday.. Thank God for them.... ha...

Thank God for my band too!!! lol...



I should go to sleep already.. I'm startin to breathe like a hyhena...

-Gonez...

 

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「 found it on 9:15 AM 」

9:15am 17th April 2007

Anxiety whacked to the max..... I doubt anybody would be reading this right now, so it's pretty good...

It's just moments away from the coffee session with the Army.... I screwed up some matters the previous session, so I wonder what are they gonna say.... Are they gonna let me finish my diploma?

If they dun.... I am seriously fucked... Big time....

Anxiety to the max.... Seriously..


I seem to have some unfinished work... I better do it while traveling there.....





Current Emotion - Do or Die.





- Gonez.

 

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2:23am 17th April 2007

This is one of the few nights I will declare it as downright Fucked Up....

Not about the jamming man... It seriously rocks... and it rekindled my fire to build a band...

It's just areas of my life that i'm reminded of... Anxiety... Fear...

Sorry guys, I haven't been a good leader... I'm working hard....


Thank God for all the Jammers.... U guys seriously rock..... We need to do more of this hahaz....



-GONEZ

 

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「 found it on 2:26 AM 」

16th April 2007 2:27am

I just watched 2 old episodes of The Simpsons.... I must be really bored... LOL.....

So let's recap do today...

Oh yes, I went to the temple today... -_-" ..... my granny needed somebody to accompany her there, and yea, I'm the best candidate... But thank God it was pretty fast.... Took like the most only an hour or so....
Then I got back... Was like freaking 11am... But i really dun wanna miss a chance to kick targets, I've been watching some clips on martial arts, and my legs are starting to get hyperactive again.... After almsot a year of slacking, i wanted to see how lousy I am now... So I got rusty to come and yea, we tried to do it at the reservoir park area... But 11am..... It was burning hot... Seriously, 2 idiots in white pants waiting to become suckling pigs or something...

I initiated to go to the basement of my condo, it's a carpark... But 11am, there shouldn't be too many cars running around, and besides the spot I pick, unless the driver's really stupid, nobody would usually take that area coz it's a detour... But the flipside is, we have to suffer the really really hard ground... And I did stuff like slide in turning.... I can feel the skin on the ball of feet wearing out....

As a matter fact, I am pretty suprised by current turning kick... I tot it would be much worse... But turns out pretty alright.. But obviously it's not as lethal as the past... It's jus... A nice kick... Nth dangerous... WHICH IS BAD!!! zzz..... Sigh....

Den later, me, Rust, Sue and Lan went for Dota at speedy... The slow P3com yea.. $1 budget com... Lol.. I was kinda like praying before i start the game... I was like "GOD please bless Stewart dun kenna first blood! Please dun let him have the most death" Well.... God half-answered my prayer at the 2nd round... I didn't die the most the second round, but I got 0 kills... So yea... super sianz.. Den we played some lame stuff, called Jurassic Park.... Not JP as in the game itself.. It was a warcraft map, and there were like lots of rubber dinosaurs flanking our base.... We tried to play twice.. The second time, i tried to run away from the already goner base, and tried to run somewhere to establish another base... But i got eaten up by a Raptor.... LOL..... Ok.... I really suck at warcraft... LOL....



There's some kinda feeling welled up in my chest now... Some feeling I can't really comprehand... Too many things in my mind... I'm feeling hungry, but more tired...
I really hope i dun fall ill... My throat's getting a lil screwy.... Scared man...

-Gonez

 

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「 found it on 3:53 AM 」

3:53am 12April 2007

Yep... A really late night, or early morning, which ever way you prefer....

My final paper is tomorrow... I am pretty happy about it, knowing the fact that after tomorrow, or rather in another 10hours, I will be free, and have the time of the world to do wadeva I want for the next 3 weeks... BUT.... On the other hand, i'm not so sure if i am prepared for the exam.. Which is pretty scary.....

I am pretty guilty of not focusing on studying... I just spent an hour or so watching National Geographic on the Gnostics and stuff.... Which is really intersting to see how people believes in something that is not tangible and do all kinda weird stuff for it... There's this one called "RIVALS OF JESUS" made me kinda chuckle.... LOL.... I didn't know that around Jesus's period there were so many prophets and magicians..... But there is 1 Guy which kinda caught my attention, i forgot his name, but he lived around Jesus's time, and really acted like jesus.. Just that he appealed to the richer public...
And wad is interesteing about this man is that his history was very similar with jesus's jus that he wasn't crucified, he jus lived till old and got raptured.... Which... Sounds like crap... His followers are dead, since he taught pagan doctrines.. and YA...Gone....
Another fella that made me seriously LAUGH OUT LOUD was Simon..... He's like a magician or something, really famous and had followers, claims that there are 2 messiahs, and made himself as the male messiah, and made his wife Helena a female messiah, and what is interesting is that his wife use to be a prostitute, he uses that to signify that God accepts everybody from every background.... LOL.... Wad really made me laugh was when they depict wad was writen in the Book of Acts Of Peter(gnostic?) When Simon said that he was God's chosen one, and he Levitate, he did it... But Peter prayed to God that Simon would stop flying and land... Simon fell and broke his leg in 3 places, then he was stoned.... And the end of him... Everybody left him... I think more or less he died there..... ...... ..... LOL.......

I think i have lots more to write... But I can't sort them out to words.... Sheesh.....


Ok i better go get some rest now... Exam tomorrow..


-Gonez

 

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「 found it on 12:44 PM 」

12:45pm 10th April 2007

I'm around 1hour 15mins away from my exam... And u CANNOT BELIEVE how my heart fast my heart is running.....

THere's this cute little figure that looks like me in my mind, (Mini me?) running at around 10km/hour in a circle screaming "Fire! Fire! Fire! Fire!"

Zzzzzzz.....

Wah kao.... Slack too much liao la.... Now i feel freakin insercure.......


Zzzzzzzz

Ok... Back to studying.... God please somehow bless be that i might be able to get a B for the exam... even though my preperations are for a D... LOL.....

Kaoz....


-GOnez

Oh yea PS: I manage to crappily play a new song on guitar!! YAY!!!!! lol..... Okok... GOtta run...

 

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「 found it on 3:18 AM 」

09 April 3:18am

AWWW CRAP!!!!!!
I'm late again!!!!

Sorry guys... It's 8th April post

Ok so, today's easter.... Yea... Easter!!! Jesus's Resurrection? Yep....
Ironically, it's also the once every year "Shao Mu" I dunno wad's it called in English, or rather, i forgotten... But that's not the point... Point is, this day seems to also be the "Let's Pollute Singapore's Air Day" The 100M before the temple was total crap.... There were so many many cars, and so many "devotees" bringing stacks of incense and gold paper into them temple....

My dad was kinda lamenting about it, and asked us to get out of the car while he continue to drive slowly to some ULU place to park his car..... Wad made me chuckle first was the sight of 2 Traffic Warden(is this the right word?), the "The Agents of Fine" Yea.... It was like their day... There was like a whole line of illegally parked cars... Double yellow line.... Easily around 500 Cars might have got their little present from the GOV..... My dad joked "Today the government earned a few 10 thousand in revenue..." Yep... Do your maths now.... wad's 70 x 500? = 35000

I wonder if the traffic wardens get paid in commision for "fine-ing" people..... If every car, they get like just 1 buck... It's easily $500 for the day... And wad's more, there are more dumb dumbs, RUSHING to get fined, once a car get out of the double yellow line, another car rushes in.... COOOL...... The GOV mus be smiling their way to the bank...

Ok back to the temple... So we are inside.... I kinda prepared myself to face the hellish moments... But nth beats the real things.... People were rushing for a spot to place their food and burn incense.... Well, the first temple(Gong Ming Shan) was pretty fine... It was huge, and although there were still alot alot of smoke, and alot of ashes coming out from the "burning money and goods" area... it was still breathable, and the people there were pretty nice... It's kinda like the time to burn our offerings of cash and goods to our ancestors... It's is then, i realized this glich.... The bottom of the note wrote "hell bank corp Six Thousand" But the numbering at the side(U know like SG 2 dollar? the number 2?) It was 60,000.... Erm.... Is that considered counterfeit note in the netherworld? Ok so done let's go to the Collerbium, the least the Collerbrium(the place where u see your ancestor's urn of ashes) is nice and clean.... Becoz the temple has already imposed strict laws to disallow devotees to bring their incense inside.... But the other temple beside it..... ..................................................
Seriously... WTF.....
As the 4 of us(My Older aunt, dad, granny, and me) walked in... I was like "WAD THE CRAP" My dad said this in chinese "There's an old saying "SHI NIAN RU YI RI" This place.... "BAI NIAN RU YI RI" They never learn"
why?
Ok, so let's see, u have a big dumpster at the entrance of the temple, wet and uneven ground... At the entrance you can see all the smoke coming from 1 cramped source, and u see devotees squeezing to get a place... (I forgot to mention, this temple, the praying area is like 1/4 or more the size of the Gong Ming Shan).. Seriously, wad the heck..... The buildings are building in such a manner that the place where we are praying, is kinda surrounded by the buildings, so basically most of the smoke will either stay around, or travel upwards.. (ok if u can't comprehand it's ok, I can take u there next year, and u know why i whine about it). And there are so little tables, all cramped together, not enough to cater to everybody... Some family even went to the extend of bringing their own tables..(impressive)....
Ok, so we managed to find a place... We wanna share it with a family beside us.... Typical "Kiasu" Singaporeans, the family tried to take as much of our space as possible.... We were like super cramp.... My granny kinda whine about it to my aunt, and I had to agree, "wad's going thru their mind, can't they see we are here? wad do they wanna do? A banquet? Wad? The family are all from HTM? and have to put their place in a perfect spaced manner?" Lol.....
And wad made me laugh was that the guy even light a ciggeratte, and place it there... As if he wanted to give the spirit a puff.... Ok.... Wait wait... At this point, u might be thinking I'm a radical Christian, bias and stuff.... Ok so let's say I stand at a Taoist/Buddhist point of view, ciggerattes? Aren't these shit the thing that killed the person? If he's dead, u feed him/her, fine, give money, fine... U want the guy to get hooked onto the shit again? And wad? Die again? Hun Fei Puo San? Lol.... Burining incense fine.... But U burn ciggerattes, dood, u wanna up the level of harm to the devotees there ah?

Then we go down to their Collerbium... Ok, let me give u a introduction to that particular temple's collerbium.... It's ventilation fan moves even slower than my house fan at speed 1... And the devotees there, as u can see, aren't as considerate... Bring their incense down... YES DOWN... that means B1... That means no window.... So, it means... The place is amazing hell...
When i went in there... My eyes were like screaming out, and were trying to run out from the sockets... Thank god my granny was a much more sensible than the majority, and decided not to bring the incense down...... I followed her down, changed the ribbon on the urns, and I quickly run out to seek slightly fresher air at the outside... Whew...

So thinking points... Why would the devotees subject themselves to torture like this? Keep inhaling smog, and think that this way, somethin good mght happen to them...
Are the spirits even able to eat the food? Or are we just basically stacking the food there, to let it absorb the smoke, so that it taste like "SMOKED BANANA, or SMOKED PAU" Wad u think this is? Salmon?

And the ciggerattes.... LOL.... Wad the crap dood...

So that pretty much wraps up the morning's adventure.... I'll blog adventure number 2 in the morning later.... Also happened yesterday.. LOL....

 

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「 found it on 2:11 AM 」

03 April 2007 2:11am

WA HA! I just finished my stats paper hours before.... Was a pretty fucked paper.... I was doodling the whole time... Didn't know wad I was writing.... Oh gosh...

This is like the only portal i can swear at... LOL....

Ok.. So i met up with my guys afterwards, after evacs... I was feeling kinda low.... (My screwed up paper)... After 1 gay round of generals..... We had some kinda movie marathon.... 2 M18 shows, Hills Have Eyes and SOMETHING Horror...... Was pretty gruesome la.. Some sexual content... Though the story line was kinda gay..... But overall... Kinda cool la...

Nick come over when Hills Have Eyes just started... Waha... Was quite a blast...

I am feeling ambitious this few days... Which is good.... My dad sorta gave me encouragement.... He said something like "Your aren't even using 50% of wad you have... Imagine if u can use up to not 100% but just 70%...."

How far does my potential go? I really wanna test it....

I swear I am gonna work hard for my 2 other papers.... Now no more camps... It shouldn't greatly affect my final destination....


Also God....... EASTER GOAL!!! +3... CHiong AHHHHHHH.....


Now, gonna sleep... going all out for God and Life tomorrow....

Lord you bless my evacs tomorrow to be fruitful.... *TWINKLE*

-Gonez

 

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