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1:04am 12 Feb 2007


In my attempt to become a as good as possible leader, I was reminded of how much a SCUM I was by some unforseen circumstance....

How am I suppose to climb out of this? Fustration creeps in....


It dosen't help when you're faced with a heart temptation on the same day... I almost makes u wanna break down altogether... But you just gotta hold it together.

I dunno, perhaps i don't have the right to be fustrated afterall...

I prayed the prayer during service that I wanna keep this progression, and not be discouraged by the reminder.... I haven't been a SCUM for quite a while, I wanna step out of my reputation for being a lousy, retarded, irresponsible, scum of the earth standard kinda leader...




-zzzzzz


Perhaps i was being a lil too critical.... But no matter how hard it is... I am willing to grow... I wanna keep that faith till the end...

Sheesh

 

The End?