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06th February 2007

I'm having a lil headache.... Muz be the cold swim, and excess amount of food in my stomach.... SOme muz have went up my brain...

It's a lil belated... But this is my errr.. I think they call it affirmation, but i prefer to call it revision of Ben so far.

I know Ben for I guess 2.5Years already.... Our friendship has always been a roller coaster one..... I still remb the time I met him at the basketball court... I thought he'll juz be another friend of mine, from my already flooded list of friends....
Little did I know he'll stand out, and turn out to be the person that brought me to know of not only eternal life, and also lotsa pressure, which made me from a guy who use to have backup, and have "older god brothers" as advisors, to someone who now becomes the advisor and friend to others.... I guess he's the chief architect of all these pruning, and training...

I'm really impressed and touched till this day, when the time i became like the crappiest guy on earth... I still had him to lean on.. To moan to... He dun seem to care whether I'm the most popular guy, or the shittiest guy who got stomped... He still regarded me with high esteem.. And from time to time, made slow efforts to trim my pride...

Though until this day, he hasn't been successful in cutting down all the excess pride, I tell u, he has been a faithful brother, not juz the CHRISTIAN kinda brother, a real thick and thin..

Coming to think of it.... this year... We tried to boil each other's blood more often then previous times....Wa really sorry for trying to drive u up the wall....
*note: the least he bothers to drive me up the wall, and hasn't lose hope on me... so muz thank him.
But i really saw him grow... He use to be the either blend to wall, or will kick u till u reach thailand kinda guy.... Right now he's a leader i regard with high esteem, and he has become more sanguine... He's become the patriach of the guys man.... So Ben u better keep growing....

I wanna thank this brother for being a brother and architecting the most painstaking but also the most amazing year of my life....
Thanks for also being there when i faced dryness in spirit, and down in confidence... U're a good brother



Have a great trip in Malaysia... Thank God for u at Hope M'sia....
And buy my durain toothepaste....

-BEN The Cow

 

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