「 found it on 12:53 AM 」

18th Jan 2007 12:56am

There's all those excitment, and joy as the 5 of us(guys) goes to Bangkok for a BLM trip....

But..... I can hardly identify with their emotions...


I'm feeling a little panicky.. it's 1am.. I dun really give a shit about my luggage... Thank God i juz realized i have a little more than too keep myself away from hunger... But I've got another problem... My promise to my class to bring the 40sets of photocopied, Statistics Sample Exam paper is swaying between the thin line of total screw up & mission accomplish.

Why screw up? I realized that the papers weren't printed yet... And I and Wei Siang basically spent the whole day outside, CG etc, with the Statistics papers lying in his house....
So what does that spell??? "Fucked Up"

It's juz a simple choice I have to make here.... Make an effort, wake up early, and spend about $20 to fly a cab to tiong bahru, or remain silent, and choose to skip class, and become totally irresponsible....


So what should i choose?

Screw it man, I should choose the first one, and that's wad i'm gonna do... I'm planning to fail my exam this time, i wanna get all i can from all the classes.... And also, I'm gonna work on my classmate, I really hope that he will see more of god, and really cross the hurdle between pre-believeing and accepting god.

Fuck... Headaches coming....


I should stop watching CRANK... it's really making swear alot....

I juz said FUCK to 1 of my brothers early... I am really sorry for that....

Tiredness + stress + feeling a lil offended = a lilttle uncontroled...

I need to up my discipline level...

-Gonez

 

The End?