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30th Nov 2:28pm

Disclaimer: Please do not read this if u're a prebeliever, or if u're full of yourself.. Reading this might increase your blood pressure, or burst an Artery... Have fun reading, but dun bleed all over your Monitor...




Note to self: NEVA NEVA GO TO THE GYM AND PLAY SOCCER, AND HAVE CAREGROUP, when u have a cough, and only slept for 5hrs the previous night.... LOL...

My body's screwed up once again.... AHHHHHH Keep coughing.... And i feel like my gym workout has only aggrvated my cough, my muscles are not sore or anything, that means, I'm not even pushing half of my limits...The only thing that is sore, is the abs, and it's not by the situps... BUT BY THE COUGH!!!

LOL, it would be some ironic shit if I get beautiful six pax through this coughing ordeal.


Alright!!! since i have some spare time, and I'm to dizzy to try to read something... Let me try to gather my thoughts together about yesterday's Sermon Discussion..
Well, basically, it wasn't good, Ben was off-form, like u put Thierry Henry in the reserve squad, and not let him play soccer, and all of a sudden make him play for the EPL again kinda shit... Off-Form...
I dunno why, still as noob as ever... hahahaz... Really not up to anybody's standard..

But nevertheless, the point I chose to discuss/preach/teach/lullaby that point yesterday was that I really feel the guys are getting a lil too inward looking and too relaxed le.. And maybe they're getting a lil too cool to do God's stuff...

I remb 2 things from the bible that says something like, When we're a kid, we act like kids, but as we grow we shed off the childishness and imautiry.. And another one is, KEEP THE CHILD LIKE FAITH IN GOD!!! I really think we got the thing upside down... We are starting to feel a lil cool, to try to free-worship, think we're too old to pick up a ministry, and shit... And yet, we're still havin emotional and petty arguments....

I kept thinking about Ben's sentence about CEO's and GM in hope picking up litter, doing housekeeping...I think it's pretty cool... THose guys, with all their abilities and riches can easily open the church of their own, yet they chose to humble themselves, and keep believing God is always older, wiser and always keeping the child like faith...

I'm not saying that we should start acting like those GM and stuff, I dun think we have the maturity to be them yet... But wad I wanna say is, BE YOURSELF, and dun pose to be someone else, the bible asked us to be CHRIST-LIKE not CHRIST-POSERS...

The question is really wanna puncture through each and everyone of our minds is... What have I been doing throughout this walk... Wad can I do better? What can i learn?... WAD THE **** Are we doing with GOD?

Hahaz, sounds like some serious shit... I'm not typing all these becoz I'm a RL, becoz I wanna be the next rick warren, or be some mother theressa shit... Those are actual questions that's really ringing repeatly in the back of my head...
It's time to upgrade ourselves... Juz a bit more...

THis post might have been a lil too dramatized, perhap's it's becoz of my COLD, but I really feel that we should start to upgrade ourselves... For god, and yet KEEP THE HUMILITY... Keep your heads up when u look at God.. If u ever feel like u're looking down to see God, STOP! and repent... Maybe u haven't surrender that part to GOd... GO GRAB your nearest shepherd today and ask them wad's ****ing wrong with u...


-Gonez..

 

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