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25th Nov 2:05am

Man, it's a pretty late hour to blog huh? Guess wad, it's a even later hour to be JUZ ARRIVED HOME...

Man, it was great... I juz had a nice discussion with Ben, and somehow, I feel really relax... I was feeling some tension with my life... My studies, and perhaps even becoz of my leadership role in my Caregroup... I felt like i was slowly capping, and limiting myself to a part of life... Maybe i overcapped it, I'm actually squeezing the life out of my own personality till it kinda screamed out today... It's not really that bad... But i really feel that I was really trying to go with the flow, and do wad ppl like... I seem to lost a part of MYSELF... it's great to not juz exasperate my stress, but to really feel relax... And realize that I'm really stressing myself out kinda thing... hahahaz...

I'm not really sure if the readers get my drift.. But i dun care... It's my blog anyways.. But I'm excited about life all over... And i'm excited about leading the guys to finding themselves all over... I guess it has to be our culture, some of us capped ourselves... Some choose to avoid responsibilities coz they noe they'll be capped.. They find it hard to express themselves... I wanna break out of that... And even bring our guys to greater limits... Become more attractive.... We are MAN OF GOD... Not monks, or priest.... I shouldn't be capped... I shouldn't be...


HAHHAAZ


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