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12th Nov

Woah... Sorry dearest supporters of my craps... I have been pretty lazy these days... ahhahaaz!!

Here goes...


Yest, got DMM.. Wa, It was raining rather heavily... Dosen't matter.. Wad matters is that I was late for meeting(again) 2:10pm... 10mins late!!! And It dosen't help when I have to cross a unsheltered main road, with a bunch of Blondies and their big teddy bear screaming as they waddle across the road, and blocking my way... I was wet, obstructed and mixed up with amusement and annoyance...

Afta passing that obstacle, I continue to run down to centre point basement... And it juz basically sucks to the core when ppl juz kinda wanna stand around that area, and act like pillars..

I arrived.. 2:15... actually I ain't really late.. Nel isn't there yet!!! HAH! She got the time mixed up... 2:30! Whew... But then again... I was still late... hah... It's a habit i gotta change...
I screwed ppl up with my laziness and procrestination... Muz repent from lateness, i guess it's a kind of sin too.. Lol...



Quote from Nel "Faith is not believing in what you pray will happen... Faith is believing that God will fufill his plan for you."

This quote is pretty sweet heh? During service teaching, Jasmine also said.. "God didn't promise us a trouble free life, but God promises us that when trouble comes, he wll be there.."
It's not like he's gonna appear and kill all your enemies.. He's gonna be like a father, pushing and guiding u as u struggle with your new 2 wheel bike... U will stumble and fall.. But no matter wad, u know he's around there, and u can always run to him(WOG) and kinda get a lil embrace and some tips, then continue struggling with cycling..

If life is plainly juz sitting back, and let god be your rickshaw puller.. I guess, there really isn't a point for life afterall... LOL!!!


Ok enough of Yest... Let's talk about now... I'm still suffering from this incompetency, laziness, procrestination disease... I dunno wad u call it... But i'm feelin a lil weak to basically do anything... But i know, it's juz the mind playin tricks.... I'm gonna try to drill a few tricks in a lil while, and maybe even visit the gym to seek a physcial breakthrough.. I hope my back dun hinder my progress... I still have much to do.... I'm a leader now, yet i realize I'm not doing alot.... I can't judge, I can't handle the group really well, probably the members dun even feel my credibility...
I'm feeling pretty down these days... But i gotta thank PX man, she gave me a reminder to get back with god, even during the weakess times of my life.... I was so dumb to forget.. He was here for the weak... Yet i only wanna present him the stronger side of me... hahaz... I'm learning it all over again, how to show him my weakness... hahaz.... I have much to resolve, and much to depend on him... Dunno where to start... hahaz...

Oh well, let's start with tricks...

I'll end here now... And i'll update my blog with my progress...

 

The End?