「 found it on 2:27 PM 」

30th Nov 2:28pm

Disclaimer: Please do not read this if u're a prebeliever, or if u're full of yourself.. Reading this might increase your blood pressure, or burst an Artery... Have fun reading, but dun bleed all over your Monitor...




Note to self: NEVA NEVA GO TO THE GYM AND PLAY SOCCER, AND HAVE CAREGROUP, when u have a cough, and only slept for 5hrs the previous night.... LOL...

My body's screwed up once again.... AHHHHHH Keep coughing.... And i feel like my gym workout has only aggrvated my cough, my muscles are not sore or anything, that means, I'm not even pushing half of my limits...The only thing that is sore, is the abs, and it's not by the situps... BUT BY THE COUGH!!!

LOL, it would be some ironic shit if I get beautiful six pax through this coughing ordeal.


Alright!!! since i have some spare time, and I'm to dizzy to try to read something... Let me try to gather my thoughts together about yesterday's Sermon Discussion..
Well, basically, it wasn't good, Ben was off-form, like u put Thierry Henry in the reserve squad, and not let him play soccer, and all of a sudden make him play for the EPL again kinda shit... Off-Form...
I dunno why, still as noob as ever... hahahaz... Really not up to anybody's standard..

But nevertheless, the point I chose to discuss/preach/teach/lullaby that point yesterday was that I really feel the guys are getting a lil too inward looking and too relaxed le.. And maybe they're getting a lil too cool to do God's stuff...

I remb 2 things from the bible that says something like, When we're a kid, we act like kids, but as we grow we shed off the childishness and imautiry.. And another one is, KEEP THE CHILD LIKE FAITH IN GOD!!! I really think we got the thing upside down... We are starting to feel a lil cool, to try to free-worship, think we're too old to pick up a ministry, and shit... And yet, we're still havin emotional and petty arguments....

I kept thinking about Ben's sentence about CEO's and GM in hope picking up litter, doing housekeeping...I think it's pretty cool... THose guys, with all their abilities and riches can easily open the church of their own, yet they chose to humble themselves, and keep believing God is always older, wiser and always keeping the child like faith...

I'm not saying that we should start acting like those GM and stuff, I dun think we have the maturity to be them yet... But wad I wanna say is, BE YOURSELF, and dun pose to be someone else, the bible asked us to be CHRIST-LIKE not CHRIST-POSERS...

The question is really wanna puncture through each and everyone of our minds is... What have I been doing throughout this walk... Wad can I do better? What can i learn?... WAD THE **** Are we doing with GOD?

Hahaz, sounds like some serious shit... I'm not typing all these becoz I'm a RL, becoz I wanna be the next rick warren, or be some mother theressa shit... Those are actual questions that's really ringing repeatly in the back of my head...
It's time to upgrade ourselves... Juz a bit more...

THis post might have been a lil too dramatized, perhap's it's becoz of my COLD, but I really feel that we should start to upgrade ourselves... For god, and yet KEEP THE HUMILITY... Keep your heads up when u look at God.. If u ever feel like u're looking down to see God, STOP! and repent... Maybe u haven't surrender that part to GOd... GO GRAB your nearest shepherd today and ask them wad's ****ing wrong with u...


-Gonez..

 

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「 found it on 1:17 AM 」

29th Nov 1:18am

Man, I can't tell you how happy i am... I juz finished my Accounts exam!!!!! hahaz... then had dinner with Jeremy...

Wad sick leh, he cando 9 pull-ups le!!! And he's startin to look pretty good (physically)... Really drives me to build myself again.... But i'm still having the damn cough... SHEESH!!!


HECK LA!! BACK TO CONDITIONING!!!!!! GAIN 3 KGS BY 19th JAN!!!!


Ha... As i was doing my SD, i kinda forgot something... I was trying to impress both my Upper and Lower managment.. hahaz... But i really forgot to impress 1 person... Which is GOD!!
Through some discussion with ben, a random thought struck me too... It's not possible for 1 person to totally impress another person, or even worst, to impress a crowd of people... But yet, everybody is attractive in their own sense... It's dumb for a pianist to try to learn how to do construction work, and body building... 1 person can't impress everybody....
1 Thing they muz have, Sincierity, and Sercurity... That's like something everybody muz have....
THE POINT IS! dun expect too much from yourself, like Pastor's Jeff's teachings... We all have our own giftings and should be sercure about it... We should identify it, and focus on it...
THough the education side of the world often say WORK ON YOUR WEAKER SUBJECT!
That's like saying STEWART GO LEARN PIANO!!!!

ARE U CRAZY!?!!

Why not juz let me be myself, my own giftings, goofing around, make ppl laugh... Why not? And let the car mechanic fix his cars, a technician to fix his com, and not try to mingle with stuff that i'm half past 6 with....

So wad if your personality is not opened? learn lo... Eventually somebody will need your help.. Start exploiting your giftings!! And juz be open... everybody can show care and concern... THIS IS A MUST! If u can't show, it's either you're sadistic or retarded... So which of u? NEITHER???? START LEARNING HOW TO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT PEOPLE'S LIFE... No one successful man ever made it alone w/o friends... And on the hand, NOT ALL FAMOUS PEOPLE ARE MARTIN LAWRENCEs... COnfucios is famous, Donald Trump(arrogant) but famous, Robert Kiyosaki, Mother THeressa, etc..... JESUS!!!! yea... They all have different giftings, different personalities... And they attract... Becoz they care for others..

Imagine if Donald Trump was to try to be a standup comedian, or Dave Chappelle run Virgin Airlines? It'll prolly drive both this guys nutz... Coz... It's not their giftings NIGGA!



hahaz.. .pretty random.. hahaz..




-GOnez

 

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「 found it on 2:27 AM 」

25th Nov 2:23am

Special news report...

The government and his "citizens" has recently stepped on their "LET'S STOP LITTER" gay lil project...



2 days ago, it was a dizzy hot afternoon.. I was eating a banana, and hoping to get some calories from it, so that I wouldn't feel so dizzy... (I dunno how it links, maybe gives me energy) Then as i gobbled up the last piece of the banana... GUESS WAD?!?!?!?!?!?!? I was left with the banana skin.....

SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wad do u do? Good citizen.. find rubbish bin.. throw away...

I found a rubbish bin, pretty far away... And as i was walking towards it... I saw a image, which amuse me greatly....
Wad's so amusing??? GUESS.....................

Still dun get it? Stupid....


TALK ABOUT ANTI-LITTER..... focus on that bottle of lemon tea.... HAHAHAZ

A million thoughts rushed into my mind as i anyalysed the litter bug's thought when he decided to litter right beside a RUBBISH BIN...

"Maybe he has short arms"
"Maybe He was tired"
"Maybe he was blind"
"Maybe he has the strength of a ant, and couldn't push the flap"
"Maybe he was a martian, and dunno that this is a rubbish bin"


But i came up with this conclusion...










CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Move on.....

Took a snap shot... and here it is...



Have fun...



-Lolz.....

 

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25th Nov 2:05am

Man, it's a pretty late hour to blog huh? Guess wad, it's a even later hour to be JUZ ARRIVED HOME...

Man, it was great... I juz had a nice discussion with Ben, and somehow, I feel really relax... I was feeling some tension with my life... My studies, and perhaps even becoz of my leadership role in my Caregroup... I felt like i was slowly capping, and limiting myself to a part of life... Maybe i overcapped it, I'm actually squeezing the life out of my own personality till it kinda screamed out today... It's not really that bad... But i really feel that I was really trying to go with the flow, and do wad ppl like... I seem to lost a part of MYSELF... it's great to not juz exasperate my stress, but to really feel relax... And realize that I'm really stressing myself out kinda thing... hahahaz...

I'm not really sure if the readers get my drift.. But i dun care... It's my blog anyways.. But I'm excited about life all over... And i'm excited about leading the guys to finding themselves all over... I guess it has to be our culture, some of us capped ourselves... Some choose to avoid responsibilities coz they noe they'll be capped.. They find it hard to express themselves... I wanna break out of that... And even bring our guys to greater limits... Become more attractive.... We are MAN OF GOD... Not monks, or priest.... I shouldn't be capped... I shouldn't be...


HAHHAAZ


okok


-Next post....

 

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「 found it on 1:19 AM 」

23 Nov 1:12am

Ha, I'll either dun post anything here at all for days, or else I'll be mad over posting.. 2 post within 5hrs! ahahaz


Ya, I'm still sick.. But I'm mugging for my SD... tryin to gather my thoughts together to make a good discussion for tml... Ha..

THANK GOD FOR YOU ALL!! Wa.. I was pretty touched(though not very surpirsed) hahaz... But touched.. Thank you for taking time out to come over my place to pray for me, and give me some weird cough drink.. Hahaz.. Really appreciate it!

People, U see? God is real.. it's not like every organization has such kinda care and concern.. From what I can remb, in fact... I can't remb the last time people deliberately come into my house and try to even ask how I am! OMG!

Thank God for all of u, may our fellowship never end... hahaz.. (I should get sick mroe often, then i'll get some gifts and attention :p)

Really really... touched... This is what the guys group should be about man! Man Of God! care and concern, not Pride and facade.. *sounds a lil gay.. I mean, this is the place when such extreme stunts are made..

Lookin back a lil, I can't remb previously when I was in a gang, anybody cared for me like this.. LOL.. The only thing they will spare u is their Ciggys.. Which as a matter of fact, is giving u a piece of torture.. Can't even remb why i liked such an environment.. hahaz...





THANK GOD FOR YOU ALL

Let's keep burning for GOD together!!


OKOK back to SD now...


_Gonez

 

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「 found it on 7:41 PM 」

22nd Nov 7:33pm

Let me start off by saying... "I'm as sick as a flopping fish.."

WAH?! WHY?! HOW?!

I dunno.. I woke up with a sore throat yesterday... Went for shepherding Etc. somehow it escalated to a fever... A high fever as matter of fact... But thank god, and the people prayin for me, apart from a choked up throat, and some dizzyness, I'm good to go...

Initially i was like "GOD HOW CAN U LET DISEASES ATTACK ME NOW?! I GOT SO MUCH TO DO FOR THIS WEEK! SOWERS MEET! SD! JAMMING! MY EXAMS!"

hahaz... Chill.. Dieseases came to me becoz of my late sleeping habit, if God really allowed dieseases to attack me, it would be for a good course too, I will learn to sleep early for the next few days till my exam comes... Maybe God trusts that I won't remain flopping around in my own discomfort, and will be able to pull myself together to make a great SD tml.. ha... And that's juz wad i'm gonna do afta dinner....


Oh yea, I came across this intersting piece of news in the 6:30 Channel 8 News.
Ever heard of Snakes On The Plane? ha... Some lady tried to make a real version of it... She tried bring a number of poisonous snakes, all locked up in bottles varying from your average 500ML coke bottle to the 1.5L lol!! And she even brought some Komdo Dragons too! But u know wad's tragic?? SOME OF THE SNAKES DIED!!! ARGHHH!!!!! I LOVE SNAKES! WHY U TORTURE THEM LIKE THAT?!?! AHHHH *HIGH PITCH* thank God the customs found her suspicious and checked her luggage, man..Psycho... But I think it's pretty hilarious.. What's the next Movie ppl wanna try to make real? FINAL CALL? haahahaz... Maybe Happy Feet... hmmmz...




Okok dinner time...



-Gonez

 

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「 found it on 4:03 PM 」

17th Nov

Man... I juz realize my physique is getting pretty lousy man.... LOL!!

I juz watched 1 of the old vids i downloaded, done by Dogen.. Talks about conditioning for tricking... I use to abide it lor... But now... I realize... I'm not even doing 10% of wad he's teaching! No wonder i screwed my 540 landing!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Screams*

LOL, now i got quite a stack of free time, i betta sleep early, and try to get my physique back, or even better, push my physique to greater limits...


Wad can be worse than watching your exams come, and know that u can do nuts about it? IT'S MISSING WKS2!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm goin traveling on some weird december day with my fam... Man.... yes touching, yes, family time, yes I haven't spend time with them for a long time, yes TRAVELING, yes AEROPLANE, yes it has FREAKING BIG WINGS, yes It'S PIECE OF FLYING METAL... BUT................................................................ NOOOOOOO WHY THE HECK MUZ WKS2 BE SHIFTED TO 15?!?!?!?!??!?!

hai...


BUT GUYS WHO CAN ATTEND IT! SAVE $10 NOW!!! GO FOR IT! MAN I TELL U, THOUGH I MISSED LAST YEAR'S ONE, I BELIEVE IT'S GONNA BE LIKE THE BLOCKBUSTER MAN... BETTER BE THERE!!!

BETTER SAVE UP! or I'll skin you when i come back and hear u are not there!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


Ok... sleepz....


Prayer meet later... guys all... please... pray tonight.... and let's get psyched for tml meet...



WKS!!!! Scream* !&^$(*&(!&(&!&##(*!&#^I@*%@^@^*%@^&$*@%ABC


dead... X_X

 

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「 found it on 6:16 PM 」

12th Nov

Woah... Sorry dearest supporters of my craps... I have been pretty lazy these days... ahhahaaz!!

Here goes...


Yest, got DMM.. Wa, It was raining rather heavily... Dosen't matter.. Wad matters is that I was late for meeting(again) 2:10pm... 10mins late!!! And It dosen't help when I have to cross a unsheltered main road, with a bunch of Blondies and their big teddy bear screaming as they waddle across the road, and blocking my way... I was wet, obstructed and mixed up with amusement and annoyance...

Afta passing that obstacle, I continue to run down to centre point basement... And it juz basically sucks to the core when ppl juz kinda wanna stand around that area, and act like pillars..

I arrived.. 2:15... actually I ain't really late.. Nel isn't there yet!!! HAH! She got the time mixed up... 2:30! Whew... But then again... I was still late... hah... It's a habit i gotta change...
I screwed ppl up with my laziness and procrestination... Muz repent from lateness, i guess it's a kind of sin too.. Lol...



Quote from Nel "Faith is not believing in what you pray will happen... Faith is believing that God will fufill his plan for you."

This quote is pretty sweet heh? During service teaching, Jasmine also said.. "God didn't promise us a trouble free life, but God promises us that when trouble comes, he wll be there.."
It's not like he's gonna appear and kill all your enemies.. He's gonna be like a father, pushing and guiding u as u struggle with your new 2 wheel bike... U will stumble and fall.. But no matter wad, u know he's around there, and u can always run to him(WOG) and kinda get a lil embrace and some tips, then continue struggling with cycling..

If life is plainly juz sitting back, and let god be your rickshaw puller.. I guess, there really isn't a point for life afterall... LOL!!!


Ok enough of Yest... Let's talk about now... I'm still suffering from this incompetency, laziness, procrestination disease... I dunno wad u call it... But i'm feelin a lil weak to basically do anything... But i know, it's juz the mind playin tricks.... I'm gonna try to drill a few tricks in a lil while, and maybe even visit the gym to seek a physcial breakthrough.. I hope my back dun hinder my progress... I still have much to do.... I'm a leader now, yet i realize I'm not doing alot.... I can't judge, I can't handle the group really well, probably the members dun even feel my credibility...
I'm feeling pretty down these days... But i gotta thank PX man, she gave me a reminder to get back with god, even during the weakess times of my life.... I was so dumb to forget.. He was here for the weak... Yet i only wanna present him the stronger side of me... hahaz... I'm learning it all over again, how to show him my weakness... hahaz.... I have much to resolve, and much to depend on him... Dunno where to start... hahaz...

Oh well, let's start with tricks...

I'll end here now... And i'll update my blog with my progress...

 

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「 found it on 11:14 PM 」

5th Nov

It's a rather sweet 11:10pm, accompanied with Norah Jone's Dunno Why, and a extemely eccentric and pissed off sister stom,ping around the house... I'm feeling pretty alright... LOL...

Dun ask me why she's pissed.... I dun really know... Maybe she's pissed over me tellin her not to swear.... Her IQ muz be pretty low to not understand basic courtesy and manners... But i suffered worst for the past 17 years... Hahahaz... Swearing was like tongues... Neva leaves me, and wheneva i need it, comes out faster than a bullet shot out of a SAR21.
How do i make her understand man? Oh well...

Alright alright....

THe purporse of making this post... Is to talk about a amazing fella my mum told me of... She saw the video of this Evangelist(during my sis's service) that holds 2 Degrees for any random subject.. Wad do i mean? Science, Finance, Engineering... I have no idea wad's his goal man... A big brainiac... But that's not wad's fascinating about that fella... The dood has no arms, and barely any feet to stand on!!!!
He's like a moving brain!!!! Okok... Not so bad... Base on my mum's description, he has shoulders, and nth else, tighs and errr Knee? or ankle? I dunno... and a web feet on his right foot...

I'm not sure if my mum was exaggerating.. But it's not like her to exaggerate stuff... Though i neva seen that fella before... I thought he muz be a really cool dude, to not only wanna try to survive on earth, but to also live, and achieve degrees, and to spread the gospel... A true man of courage with the spirit of God... Wheneva he preach, he has to stand on a table man!! If I was born this way, I will most probably slip into major depression, or go bonkers... Lol...

Respects to that fella.. That fella is doing great things now that amazes man... Wad are u doing???? Wad am I doing?
U might subject his acheivements as giftings, but I think, it's the strong spirit... God knew it already, and through him, God can show another tiny tinge of his great powers....

A physically challenged person is currently impacting ppl, and living to his fullest... Wad about us?

hahahaz...

Encourage everybody, and even me myself... To do alot more... ALOT ALOT more... Life's pretty tough, in fact, God didn't say it's gonna pretty, it's a on the job learning.. But i thank god, i have 2 legs 2 hands... And a pretty handy shell... Can sing, can jump, can talk... Can think!!! So why discourage yourself? And lament over stuff that ain't meant for U? Rush for the next breakthrough, and smash the barrier down..
It's nearing the end, but not ending yet.... There's still lot's to be done... For our lives, and for others too...



LOL



-Done

 

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「 found it on 1:00 AM 」

1st nov


1 Nov Welcome November, it's gonna be a hectic Month... heh... It's shpherding!! But it's more like side tracking and roaming around.... After a nice meal at Muthu's Curry, I ask XT to follow me play arcade, Drum Mania.... Guess wad i saw???


U really gotta check her out!!!


Amazing Girl on Drum mania



Amazed??? hah! U bet I was, U can hear XT at in the forground repeatly praising the kid... Hahahaaz.. .REALLY PUT ME TO SHAME AH!!!

Kana if U're looking at this post... It's time to buck up man... We gotta chiong ah... hahahahz..

more pics of this upcoming star.

 

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