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14 Oct 1:21am

Kinda late, I'm feeling rather tired already...

Juz came out of the bathroom, afta a pretty long day.. Hahahaz.. oh well....


I slept for abt 4hrs yesterday, technically tabulating the surveys for MKTG Proj, and looking for Vids for sermon D for CG... But actually, i was really slothing in my work... Slow like turtle.. Somemore it's last min effort... Not good...

It didn't take me long before i realize the side effects caused by.... laziness.

4hrs of sleep took it's toll in Accounts class.... I didn't know wad the freakin t'cher was saying.... FIFO? LIFO? Wad the heck is AVCO?! The surveys was tabulated in a rather crappy fashion... Sure not coperate standard... But my classmates is as sub-average as the surveys... They didn't mind... Oh well... I guess i'm much like them too... Birds of a feather flock together... Crappy members give crappy work....

Need a breakthrough here bahx..


Skool end... I tot i could rest... When i almost reached home, mervyn urgently wanted to sell his PSP.. Alright... I did it... Then i realize, afta swtiching on my tiny square screen... I have problems switching it off.... I dunno wad i was doing.... Surfing webs, play AOE2... It's gay...

Time flew... XT suddenly reminded me abt the SD, i realize wadeva i have is rather crappy.. So I watched the vid I downloaded yesterday, but for some reason, only half done... "Half is good enough" I thought... I found many verses...
Read up some of verses, use Bible gateway..... I was like... "WA! U're gonna do pretty well lata"

WRONG....... WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG......


I was sharing my airtime with XT, i didn't realize the many points i had in mind and scribbled on the pathetic piece of paper is similar to her SD, until she started the ball rolling in SD.... I was pretty surprised... And it really juz suck...

SO GUYS... LAST MIN WORK DUN PAY....

Laziness resonates to other events in youreveryday life... Like mine... How it screwed up major parts of it... hahhaaz..

But today is rather cool anyways...

I thought i was complimented by Mervyn when XT ask about his reason for conversation... I felt damn happy..

I had dinner with the guys, then went back... I hang out at Ben's block for a while... I was feeling rather disappointed by my presentation today... Then i think God annointed a cockroach to knock me out of my self comdemn etc.. It struck me on the head... Ben and I jumped la... I was like... KAO.... Sick! My hair...!!! But then again... I go run my head in sand, and swim in seas... is equally dirty la... So i chilled out... hahaz.. Ben had to wait for the cockroach to move away from the lifts before he can go in... hahahaz..

I think i decided... I wanna drill on my weaker areas... In order to be wholesome leader, i have to break barriers.. I can't be weak... Else i'll be gaying instead of leading.... So quit lamenting and start doing...


-Ciaoz

 

The End?