「 found it on 12:23 AM 」

27th Oct

Why 27th? erm... becoz i was lazy to blog on that day.. But i thought i should blog it down... Now i got some spare time... ok lo...

Ok.. it's a beautiful friday evening... I was LOUDLY awakened by the "serene" music from the alarm clock that is set RIGHT BESIDE MY EAR...

I kinda tried to fight against the usualy sleep demon for 5mins... then kinda rolled, crawled, waddle.. etc. in the bathroom.. turn on the tap... "WAAAA!!!" Freakin hot water....... Etc. done... RUSH OUT!

Wad am I rushing for???

JAMMING!!!

Our very own band... I'm pretty excited to see wad we can produce today...
and guess wad??? here are the pictures...



As u can see, it's my solo with the drums... The 2 guys decided to clown around... THINK I DUNNO AH?! hahahahaz






YAHOOO



Their solo... Aren't they juz the COOLEST?!?! Where can u find dudeds like that?!








Introducing the current members!!!!



Our curly haired drummer!! KANA... RELAC 1 CORNER


Our crouching tiger hidden pro-guitarist. YON!


The soulful Pianist.... Ben............ He moos.. yes he does...

last but not least...
Me... lol... erm.. U all suggest smth fanciful for me bahx.. Hi I'm stewart... Nice to meet u... ^_^


This is juz the few pics...

I tot we progress really quickly.. 2 weeks before.. Kana was a drum idiot... Now he's drumming with consistency, and he's even able to add abit of his own style into his drumming now.. hahahz... Ben has successfully fool around with a bass(but u're really better with a keyboard la!!!) , Yon already added his own soya sauce into the guitar SOLO of "Dreaming of You" And i juz basically, found it easier to sing the chorus, like able to project my voice... U know?

We still have lots to learn la... I really can't wait for next week....

We're so gonna rock the church!!!
MAY OUR BAND FOREVER BE GOD A GOD CENTRED 1!!!


Cheers

Stewart

 

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「 found it on 10:06 PM 」

10:00pm 24th Oct

Disclaimer: Today's entry may be offensive to individuals.. Please note that this is purely for comical and hilarious purposes... If u find the first paragraph offensive, please move your cursor to the top right hand of the website, and click the X logo... Thank You.... ^_^


I juz got back from Sentosa with PX, XT, Prisc, Rusty and SQ... TOday wasn't that much fun... Wa spent most of the time waiting and stuff... The whole harborfront was and i think still is overruned by Indians... As if 3% of SG suddenly had a mad rush to shift their Little ***** to Sentosa....

Maybe it's their day off...


We arrived there at around 11+, we were welcomed by a few metre's long queue to take the bus to Sentosa.... We immediately came up with a smart plan to walk to Sentosa, but the plan was crapily foiled by the unfinished road works to Sentosa.... Man?!?! Wad the??!?! "Oh Well..." We went to Vivo city to walk around.... And seriously... It's nothing impressive.. They have freakin expensive stuff... Some popular brands But U can find them in a place called City Hall... We went to shops like Top-Shop, Zara etc. In our slippers short pants and some crappy t-shirt... LOL... Some shops haven't start their Biz yet... And their Arcade simply sucks... WHY?! Coz it's E-ZONE.. Wad's their newest game?? Para Para 2nd Mix.... WOAH!!! SO FREAKIN NEW!!! I SAW THE GAME JUZ 3YEARS AGO! And MASTERED IT IN 2months?! WOAH!!!

Ok.. enough of the sarcasm.... The place is juz basically a freakin overpriced place... U go there to get ripped off, Food Republic, $5 for Beef Nooddles? WTF.. And all the brands... Yea... IF U THINK U HAVE TOO MUCH MONEY TO KEEP! SPLURGE IT AT VIVO CITY TODAY!!

Ok... So after lunch and crappy arcading, we decided to get a cab to Sentosa... It freakin cute that even the Taxi-drivers are tryin their best to avoid the place... They rejected us... So we went off to queue with the bunch of chocos...

......

So we eventually arrived... Apparently, bus rides to anywhere in Sentosa, from the station is flooded with chocolates, maids or cheenas... Ok... so??? Walk! And apaprently, we got lost.... Then we juz scrambled around... Finally!!! Arrived at the beach... It's interesting that SG split the beach into 2, and gave it 2 names Siloso & Palawan... In other Countries... The 2 beach combine is not even as big as any of their 1 beach... We found a place.. Settled down...

Here comes the interesting part..

Like i said earlier, the place is overruned by foreigners(in a polite manner) we saw interesting stuff... The main attraction wud be the chocs... Many were in long sleeves and formal pants with sandals, and some even wear leather shoes at the beach, there was this guy who was in BLAZER and a TIE too...Wad's with that??? Lata we saw indians hugging each other... Holding hands.... There were even obscenities, they posed half naked or some even in their underwear, like they were humpin each other... Wad's up with that???

We lata played this game called "Smelly Tortoise"(Chinese), and here are some of the great moments in the LOSER's FORFEITS

First up.. JingWei!!!


He was the centre of attraction to a group of Chocs... They all wanted to take pictures of this new talkin monument, one even placed his hand on his head and his friend took a picture... HOW COOL IS THAT?!






Now here's the group foto...











Next up!!! PEI XIN!!!


THe chocs actually walked away for a moment, but upon seeing this cute monument being constructed, they couldn't resist the temptation and still came back for a foto with us all in..








Alrite, here's the group foto... The Sulking Statue and the team of architects and workers behind this successful monument. Now... We can sell it for millions...








The game ended, afta a swim from coast to coast, we see even more OBSCENITIES... Indians clad in their underwear pacin around the little island opposite the Palawan shore... Then we saw a Cheena in WHITE UNDERWEAR!! Pacing around the sea.. I doubt he can swim... But it's freakin obscene... I can see the dark patch his pubic hair... He should be pulled off from the sea..... But u know wad's worst???? His WIFE JOINED IN... she took of her shirt, and went in.... Then they started hugging each other.... They look really old... So wad's up with that???

Ok so the Sentosa thing ended... We bathed and stuff.... Waste our time waiting for the crowd... Got to the MRT.... Parted with Prisc and PX...
Then we had a pretty nice dinner at Lau Pa Sat... Etc. Yea... We got home...

I was reminded of the release of my exam results... Not surprisingly... I got a B and 2 Fs.... wad Fs? Quatitative skills and Econs... But I'm pretty happy that my EL got b(70-79) Coz i got a C5 during my os... hahahz...

Got alot to chiong!!! Wa.. busy busy time..



Ok End...


-ZZZZZ

 

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「 found it on 12:48 AM 」

20th October 12:42am

Man.. I tell u guys... I'M FAGGED OUT MAN!!!! I haven't got this feeling for a damn long while...

I woke up at 6:15 in the morn.. Waited for ben to pass me my long-sleeves (which i didn't wear eventually), he came at about 7.. During the 45 mins... I was fighting against one of the most prevalent demons of all time, laziness, and excuses.. I knew i slept at 2am in the morn.. 4 hours is surely not enough for me, especially when i only had 6 hours the day before...

My mind starting pumping excuses.. "Maybe u can go for the 5pm one.." , "Nobody called u yet, go back to sleep.. U will wake up by 7." , "Later u gotta lead SD, so u need sleep, dun go.. Many people will not go too.." I hollard "NO! I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR THE GROUP AND MYSELF" I continued "GET UP!! GET UP!!! U might get great contacts!! SO NOW GET UP!"
Surprisingly.. I got up.. Switched on the water heater.. And practically juz sat outside... Stoning... I was bloody sleepy... I felt a lil grouchy.. Knowing that the past 4hrs were my last hours of sleep for the day... I was damn pissed.. I was pretty reluctant to go anywhere.. Juz wanna sleep...

But lalala li la... Eventually i reached TP at 7:32am? I was glad i was there... I was still a lil grouchy.. Empty stomach etc. Ben ask me to pray, i still give him attitude sia... :p But thank god... I got 8 people to fill up my form... And among them... There were 2 potentials... I was really glad I was there.. Thank god for that..

Then we had to rush for the Microsoft Seminar.. The annoyance from the "Excuses-demon" really pissed me off... It kept printing stuff in my mind "U won't get sleep if u go!" , "U haven't got breakfast!" Ben got steak, I got chicken chop.. And we basically juz try to gorge our self with the western delicacies in a 15mins ride... IT SERIOUSLY ISN'T FUN... I got a lil attitude.. But i felt kinda dumb... Knock myself out of it...

LALALALA... We're at Mircrosoft... I'm pretty amazed by the building high tech sercurity and express lifts.. 21 floor.. We went up.. And i was greeted by quite a sight when i look out Microsoft HQ's windows.. LOL...

We got into the seminar... It was crowded wif ppl.. And i wasn't impressed by the speaker's presentation.. We were made to seat down at the worst of place(the front row). It's like so obvious if i doze off... Wad to do... Sheesh...
But i got a lil reward... I was amazed by the 2 microsoft presenters... They sound like they were either from Aust or US, but they were actually Chinese, or Hong Kongers... 1 of them, named Chewy has a cool method in marketing himself.. I thought he's really brave to even make t-shirts "HIRE CHEWY.COM" if i were in his shoe I wouldn't wanna attract so much attention to myself.... Lol..
He also showed us this cool thing called MSN-Bots... I think it's a great method to send information to ppl as they ask Qs, and the bot automatically generates the desired answer that u have already pre-generated.. Great for promoting yourself, and maybe it can be useful to the church too.. hahahahz... (microsoft is rich too... If u manage to get in.. Wipe all the drinks and food u can find.. IT'S FREE!!)

Then me and Rusty left for Tampines... I actually wanted to go his place afta he finish shepherding, but I eneded up meeting Wei Siang to go my place for a shower instead... I needed a shower badly.. I was sweating thanks to the hot and dry weather.. We played a round of Winnin 11 - 9, he beat me with a golden goal.. LOL..

Then we kinda lagged.. Slowly made our way to bedok for a lil snack, then Esplanade... In the MRT... I felt really bad, I wasn't walking straight anymore... I found a space of the floor, i sat down.. And very soon, somehow i knocked off till I hit something in the cart when it went underground...

I wasn't so sure if i could lead SD... My brain was slow, almost dead... I juz wrote the stuff chronologically... I kept asking god.. "Please dun make me srew up!!" It didn't change... I juz staggerd my way to Esplanade with Wei Siang..
As soon as i arrived I told ben "WA! I'm not in shape to lead SD"

So we lagged abit, waited for the rest to come... And yea start.. I was glad that i made Lancaster and RObin in charge of games... Even though i was darn tired.. I had a good time playing their game.. THANK GOD FOR THEM....

Then we had a off-beat praise.. Then Worship... This was when i realize the bad haze has caused a blocked nose.. I had problem singing... And i was darn tired.. it really sucks... When 2nd song "Consuming Fire" started... I had a lil fear in my heart.. I was afraid I will not be able to minister to the guys through my SD.. I won't know wad i will be saying by then... I prayed hard... I tried hard to pray...

Then God did some cool stuff.............

He reminded me of this thing "People gave me a chance to know god. And it's right for us to give others a chance.. We dun wanna see people goin to hell, w/o knowing wad heaven really is in the bible" I forgot where i heard this.. Then I remb the goal set by me and Ben. The goal to INVOKE 21 people in TP Guys by December.. Then God gave me this vision "11 apostles.." I think he said smth like "11 CLs in TP guys, is not very big.. TP has a few thousand guys... 11 CLS will not even be sufficient to lead the guys" "U have a big group to conquer out there.. Go for it convict them with this goal" I think he told me all this... I was so overwhelmed... I felt like Neo when he destroyed Smith at the last scene.. A powerful surge of energy came through me... Before i knew it.. I was kneeling.. And waving to the skies.. THough my nose was still blocked.. I sing or shouted as loudly as I could "STIR IT UP IN OUR HEARTS LORD... Passion for you name!" I felt so convicted.. I sang and kinda lead the guys singing that more than 5 times.

When the Worship end.. I felt convicted to burst out telling them wad I felt.. I wasn't sure if they got my drift.. But I felt extremely overwhelmed.. Far exceeded the desire i had when i was a new believer... I guess it's becoz i really relied on god.. I didn't use any of the verses i wrote.. I juz quote wadeva i remb.. And took them through a 10-15min SD.. Actually, it wasn't a SD... I was trying to convict the guys... I was really relying on God... I felt even higher than the time I got mervyn into the family.. I was convicted to serve.. It's a kinda ability i muz learn to harness.... Not to only seek God's plan... But also to seek his strength... He reminded of this passage as i closed my SD, on the Tired and Weary. I realize the weaker I am, the more god did through me.. SImply becoz i relied on him alot more... With him, i juz burst out.. If i didn't ask for his help and juz go ahead with me SD... I believe it will be as disatrous as usual....


GUYS.. I encourage to really pray for his strength.. Not for juz basic miracles, but in all circumstances.... It's something i really need to learn how to do... The feelin of the holy spirit crashing through my body was a great experience.. Those that haven't experience it.. Desire it... Seriously... Let the holy spirit lead u, dun be fooled by the heart... XY reminded me "often the heart tells u things u think the Holy Spirit is saying, as a matter fact.. HS is always there.. Juz seek & shall find"


Ok tired now... seriously..



Nightz.

 

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「 found it on 1:27 AM 」

14 Oct 1:21am

Kinda late, I'm feeling rather tired already...

Juz came out of the bathroom, afta a pretty long day.. Hahahaz.. oh well....


I slept for abt 4hrs yesterday, technically tabulating the surveys for MKTG Proj, and looking for Vids for sermon D for CG... But actually, i was really slothing in my work... Slow like turtle.. Somemore it's last min effort... Not good...

It didn't take me long before i realize the side effects caused by.... laziness.

4hrs of sleep took it's toll in Accounts class.... I didn't know wad the freakin t'cher was saying.... FIFO? LIFO? Wad the heck is AVCO?! The surveys was tabulated in a rather crappy fashion... Sure not coperate standard... But my classmates is as sub-average as the surveys... They didn't mind... Oh well... I guess i'm much like them too... Birds of a feather flock together... Crappy members give crappy work....

Need a breakthrough here bahx..


Skool end... I tot i could rest... When i almost reached home, mervyn urgently wanted to sell his PSP.. Alright... I did it... Then i realize, afta swtiching on my tiny square screen... I have problems switching it off.... I dunno wad i was doing.... Surfing webs, play AOE2... It's gay...

Time flew... XT suddenly reminded me abt the SD, i realize wadeva i have is rather crappy.. So I watched the vid I downloaded yesterday, but for some reason, only half done... "Half is good enough" I thought... I found many verses...
Read up some of verses, use Bible gateway..... I was like... "WA! U're gonna do pretty well lata"

WRONG....... WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG......


I was sharing my airtime with XT, i didn't realize the many points i had in mind and scribbled on the pathetic piece of paper is similar to her SD, until she started the ball rolling in SD.... I was pretty surprised... And it really juz suck...

SO GUYS... LAST MIN WORK DUN PAY....

Laziness resonates to other events in youreveryday life... Like mine... How it screwed up major parts of it... hahhaaz..

But today is rather cool anyways...

I thought i was complimented by Mervyn when XT ask about his reason for conversation... I felt damn happy..

I had dinner with the guys, then went back... I hang out at Ben's block for a while... I was feeling rather disappointed by my presentation today... Then i think God annointed a cockroach to knock me out of my self comdemn etc.. It struck me on the head... Ben and I jumped la... I was like... KAO.... Sick! My hair...!!! But then again... I go run my head in sand, and swim in seas... is equally dirty la... So i chilled out... hahaz.. Ben had to wait for the cockroach to move away from the lifts before he can go in... hahahaz..

I think i decided... I wanna drill on my weaker areas... In order to be wholesome leader, i have to break barriers.. I can't be weak... Else i'll be gaying instead of leading.... So quit lamenting and start doing...


-Ciaoz

 

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「 found it on 5:01 PM 」

09 OCt 4:55pm

Suppose to be napping right now... Can't sleep...

Had skool early this morning... I was practically stoning throughout the class.... Advertising??? Direct Sellin??? Wad the crap man?? Juz stone...

I'm not in a bad mood or anything... I slept late yesterday night... hahaz... so My eyelids were as heavy as my textbook... I can hardly open it...

Why ah? I was discussing about the band with Yon.. Rusty's not gonna play the Bass anymore, so Yon suggested i play the guitar... WTF? I thought for a while, and came up with this conclusion... It's gonna be HILARIOUS... so... why not? give it a shot... So welcum your new bassiest who knows absoulutely nothing about bass.... ^_^

after skool.... Went over to Ben's place, he wanted me to sing the songs he's gonna be playin on singers' meet... Errr... Those songs are damn extreme la... I didn't feel confident... End up, juz some gayish humming and end...
Thank god for ben, he made me fried rice... eased my hunger... Thank God for him..

Then yea, here i am... Stoning... Something happened.. My friend did something stupid... Feel like knocking some sense into her... heh.... oh well

Errr... actually nth really happened... hahahaz... DUnno why i'm blogging also... hah....


Gonna try to nap... Got alot to do...


-ciaoz

 

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「 found it on 10:33 PM 」

8th Oct 10:31pm

Yesterday was quite a blast... For the first time, I had 3 teachings in 1 day!!!

First was Nel, her leadership and delegation teaching... I think it's a great teaching... Will ceratinly benefit me as I continue to grow.. I gotta learn how to mentor people man...

2nd Jen's teaching... Finishing God's work in our lifetime.. I tot point number 3 was cool.. Acts 17:6... I'll SHAKE HELL'S GATES, and create TROUBLE for the devil... I'm gonna find his trouble ah!!! I got the church as backup... hahahaz... Can bring water (hokkian).

Third.... And i guess it should be the main course of the day... Pastor's Jeff's "WHY AM I WORKING LIKE A DOG?"

No la, actually it's from the verse Ecclesiates 2:17-26... Solomon(me ^_^) lamenting about life and work... Our job is like our ministry, enjoyment, contentment, and most of all God PLEASING, is of utmost importance... heh...

So... Wad exactly is the career path, God has set for me? I wanna set something that can last forever.. And would truely be benefitial even for the dumbest person on earth... hahaz... What would that be? The most obvious would be providing them with the Gospel... But i think i prime at other talents... But i feel i'm really a Jack of all Trades... I realize i haven't found something i truely master in yet...


heh

write more tml



-ciaoz

 

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「 found it on 12:02 AM 」

Oct 5 11:56

Juz mins away from Friday.. Err.... got skool tml.. sianz..

Had CG about 3hours ago??? heh... I was leading SD... man... OMFG man...

Ben told me to lead it a week ago... I thought he was kidding... Until Rusty confirmed that i will lead SD 2days ago... Wa... Freakish...
I always tot SD should be lead by the CLs or ULs... They read the bible man.... They approached me... (Somebody who is still struggling through Book of John, and only completed the book of Matthew!!)

It has to be God challenging me... But i felt like i failed... I left the work till the very last min... My laziness made the quality of the SD very lousy......

I was panicky... and pretty remourseful... and to make things worse... Nel had to come.... I was really inconfident, and now with added pressure from a Leader.... Not that Nel is scary or anything... I feel abit put on stage... and the leaders, even Ben.. Sorta make me feel fuzzy and weird....

God is probably testing me... Really drilling, moulding me to push furthur out of my comfort zone... I'm thankful that the people were all trying their best to hear me out... I didn't noe wad i was saying... I dun even think wad i say impacts me at all.. I felt I wasting away the verses... heh... But thank god for those great people...

Ben wants me to lead again next week.. I wanna see a breakthrough in that area... Guess I'll tell him YES tml or smth... hahaha.. Do wad i preached today... Commit to god to get a breakthorugh... ^_^

OH YEA!!


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LIK CHOON!!!! (3rd Oct 1989)

GOD BLESS U... Wonderful brother u are.... I wanna see u grow.. ^_^






-CIAOZ... (ARGH!!! SCHOOL!!?!?!?!)

 

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「 found it on 9:48 PM 」

3 OCt

Heh... Something occured in our business's funding side... I'm pretty worried at this current moment.. I feel alilttle helpless at the moment... I dun have the habit of saving up... My personally Bank A/C only have.... 20 bucks?!

Our company needs money now... I can hardly help... Wa.. I'm not sure who i can get a loan from.. And besides... I'm not even sure if I can return them quickly... Heh...

Pray to god...




WELL!!! On the other hand... Something sparked in me while browsing Windez's blog... Something sparked in me... Man... His entries are pretty mind blowing... He really has a great flare for GOD!! Not that I neva knew that fact... But it's the stuff that he puts in his blogs that really creates the twister in me..

Come to think about it... I wonder if i can still dance or sing for Christmas service??? hahahaz... Wanna chip in abit... I'm thankful that god gave me chances to Sing and Dance... I really wish i get another chance like that... hahahz... It's great to put in the effort for god..

I dun needa be a DL or a Pastor.... Juz a lil more like him... (guys if u dunno wad i'm talkin about.. read his blog)



-GOnez...

 

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Oct 3 9:18pm.

Wa... I'm pretty reluctant to face Tomorrow... Man... Gonna have a pretty packed schedule...
7:30am - Wake up, School
1pm - Meet BLMer with Jed
6pm - Tuition
8pm - Latern festival celebration with the guys...

hahaz... Oh well... gotta work those lazy bones....

I didn't do anything much these days... Feeling more and more lazy each day... I need a BREAKTRHOUGH!!!! Feeling a little emotional these days too... hahahaz... Muz be the haze.... -.-" hahahz..

I'm commiting myself to things that will really draw alot of time... I needa be able to over-work my body, knock the inner energy out of it's slumber...

Stupid Curriculum, got 2 projects to work on... I really dun wanna work on those stuff at this current moment.... SHEESH

Apart from them.. I still have......

Got the business with WS... We may not be doing anything for the current moment... but juz u wait... The big wave is about to come.. Either Surf or Drown...
Got the Band also... Heh... Hope it works out.... I'm trying my best to coordinate the guys.. .Hopefully... HOPEFULLY I TELL U!!! we can start to jam some songs for god soon.... I'm always the lazy bum.. I hope i dun bring the band down before it even starts..
I also wanna join Backup singing for church.... Wa.... Sounds like alot... Imagine if each of this commitment takes day from my week... I'm only left with like 3 days??? hahahaz...

But no matter.. Whatever I'm doing, and about to do... I wanna be sure it's really for god... And bless that he'll give me his annoinment...

Meanwhile... I'll juz kick myself on the ass... heh... "HIAK!! KEEP MOVING"

Oh well.. gotta get back to my Project...


Man After Christ... That's wad i wanna be... ^_^


Honor god with my little efforts..


-Gonez

 

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「 found it on 9:01 AM 」

2nd Oct, 8:55am


HAPPY belated CHILDRENS DAY!!!

Lol..


Alright.. So wad did i do this days?

This week is pretty calm and cool for me... I think the only significant event will be leading praise and worship for combined CG bahx...

Was tasked to do that on thursday, so practie loh... Sort the lyrics out and everything... I had a imaged of wad it's like "if it worked out", I knew i was doing it for god, and i love that decision... But i made 2 steps wrong... I forgot the wad if, and i haven't seek god for help... LOL!!!

It was pretty last min, I asked god for help... I prayed.... God gave me 1 verse in the morning at the bus-stop while i was praying, and another when I arrived at Esplanade. Psalms 91:1-4 & Matthew 11:28-30. I was pretty impressed by God, coz it really applied to the guys
The guys were pretty restless, guess it's their work... They spend most of their time lamenting about their DHL... The Praise felt a lil stale and dead... I dunno if it's me or them... But i really lost the will to do it the second time.... But i told myself... FOR GOD!!!! ok... i tried to hype them up, and maybe hype me too... It sounded better.... Then worship.... I tot the the verses really applied to us... Ask the guys to seek god for rest and get back in line with god's plan... and also with the psalm's verse that i personally tot it really works with the "Greater Song".

I was hoping the guys will be lil more hyped after i say the verse... I guess i wasn't solid enough... They didn't seem to recieve my message.. hahahahaz.... Oh well... It was a blast anyways... I'll do better the next time...


GOTTA GO!! !GOT SKOOL!!!!


CHaoz!!!

 

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