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Sept 24. 1:40am

It's juz hours away from the Leadership Camp... Well... I won't be home for the next 3 days... Hopefully it's gonna be exciting... LOL....


Well... Today(23sept) it started out pretty lousy.... Hahz... I woke up late... Was glad that i repaid my sleep debt I've been owing my body for the pass whole week. But Wei Siang ended work early... So i agreed to meet him much earlier.... I left house at 1, suppose to meet him at 1:30 at orchard.... "ARGH!" I thought... Took a bus down to Kembangan.. It was 1:30 already... Wei Siang called.... I felt pretty bad letting him wait for me too long... So i decided to hail a cab.... DAMN TRAFFIC!!! There's a terrible jam... I wanted to take it to city hall or something.... But it was so screwed... I asked the guy to drop me off at Aljunied.... And you know wad sucks? I spend about 1/2 an hour in the cab... AND GOTTA PAY $8.70!! But the cool part is i started reading Mark.

So I was freaking late... Dah dah dah.. Shopping yea... He needed to look for some stuff... LOL.... So yea... I was excited about meeting the new brother from TP that was converted by a NYP... (CONFUSING?) I wondered how he's like.... Well... He's has a pretty chatty character.. Guess he's a Extrovet, but there's a similar point in me and him.. We dunno how to start conversations with strangers, especially a group of strangers.. WHICH SO HAPPENS! to be us.... Oh well.... Hopefully he likes our service...

I tot today's service was pretty cool... I was so hyped!!! I guess it's becoz all 3 new brothers were here today, and i was glad that i didn't screw up as "acting leader." For some reason... All the leaders weren't available today... Got music la, got hosting la, then ours? GOT GROUNDED... bah.........
It was pretty cool... I was hyping the guys... we all went down and I kinda went nutz... Wonder wad the new brothers feel about me... hahahaz... I was jumping like some looney when they were singing the praise song... I was excited about GOD IS MOVING... But when they sang the chorus.... I was stunned by the flatness... LOL... Luckily they realized their mistake... Quickly adjusted their tone... The second chorus was alot better.... Thank god for that...

Then dinner... Oh dang... All the leaders were held back.. Even Nel... sheesh... So iled them to cinneleisure.... Talked alot along the way... When we arrived there.......... Food court was flooded... I was pretty panicky... Then guess holy spirit prompt.. Ask me to try Yoshinoya... I suggested.. Glad they agreed... And.... Pretty amazingly... We had a space big enough for TP Guys... hahahz.. I felt sad for the RP guys though... They had to go else where to eat... Yoshi only had a table large enough to fit us... the rest all taken.... hahahz...

After that.. It was pretty much the same... juz roam... then we slowly have guys leaving... our group begins to shrink... hahaz... Went to PS for a drink... Then Yon, Mervyn & Lan left for MRT... While the rest of left for 65...

They ran out of luck... Last NS train left... Yon kinda freaked out in the phone... hahahaz... Then i guess it's mervyn that came up with the idea... They took a cab to raffles place and take the EW train back... DAMN!!! They reached home 45mins earlier than I DID!!! hahahaz..

In the bus... Me and robin were singing pretty horrendously in the bus... hahaz.. pretty annoyed PX bahx... Robin was super enthu about improving his vocals.... But i guess it's pretty out... For some reason.... It really didn't sounds much like music to me... He needs to practice... ALOT OF pracitice..

Arrived home... I was glad my dad's awake... I told him about the camp.... He was pretty upset.. Coz he tot it would clash with my studies... And i informed him super last min... I understood how he felt... But something he said... Kinda triggered a explosion in me.... He said "i'm prepared to waste of this $ for your dip" I fierecely replied back "I am putting in effort, they put me in this camp shows that i am changing... I am not trying to sleep late for sake of it.. I am trying to write my biz plans" Then i turned around & walked off... When i bathed, god spoked to me... (He can't give me verses, coz i hardly read his word :p) He told me "Your dad haven't seen u changed. There are aspects in life u haven't changed yet too.. U haven't surrendered them to me... U can't blame him. Becoz u see him barely 2 hours a day." I felt damn bad... I then realized... I wasn't so responsible to the family.. No matter how much i commit to the church... It's no excuse for me to neglect my family... I should spend some time with them.. and reallly study hard... and do up my business... fact is... I am procrestinating again... I spend 3 hours juz to do a simple dumb survey... 3 hours to plan stuff that when done by the amatuers 1/2 an hour???? Effectiveness... Where are you?! Damn... I got out of the bathroom... I wanted to apologize... But he came up to meand asked... "Wad time are u going tml?" "Come back early, u have sidetracked abit, it's juz to inform u" And he gave me 50bucks for the week.... I was damn glad.... ^_^

It's not "THE END" yet... I still have a part to play, I have to give back... and stand up strong... He ain't the young hip dude anymore.... And it's becoz of their burdens that's hindering them from commiting to church... I need to remove this barrier... And from there........ U get the idea... I wanna see them in heaven...

They are gifts to me... And i muz do wad it takes to honour them.....



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