「 found it on 12:48 AM 」

9Sept. 1244h

As usual, the wee hours huh? LOL..

I juz finished the BBQ meant for lost sheeps... Yea, suppose to find non-believers, yet i mustered abit of courage, and soy sauce to get Fiona there... LOL... Amazingly, she readily agreed.. "Tot we might have some problems still floating ard."

Since the early morn, I brought Ben and Jo to the market to get meat, cabage etc, then marinate chicken, etc, still.... I had to be chased out from the comforts of Ben's sofa to get some cutlery and chilli sauce for the BBQ!!! Quite SIAN sia...
I think I'm super broke le, since Thursday till today, I spent about 40bucks on the BBQ, of which, 30 bucks i got it on receipt... But the somemore muz claim from girl leh!?!?!?!?! HAIZ!!!!! TML HOW TO TAKE JEREMY OUT?!?!

I was super sian lo... Then there was CG, practically couldn't feel god... I was so sian... No money, so sleepy.... Still have things to do... Bored bored... *worship goes on... Heart of worship* I think it's till the 2nd chorus I told myself to snap out of it.. And juz connect to God... Coincidentally, the sky darken.. I tot God was pissed with me... I prayed...... and prayed..... Welp.... The clouds didn't disperse... But it didn't rain too..

CG ended, go up slack.... Went into Ben's room and stoned with DS2.. Kept making my mage walk in circles... And die... And die... Got so damn bored... 5plus, I came out, pack up.... bring stuff down.... ZZzzZzz

Slowly but surely, my mood suddenly got ligther... I told myself to initiate conversations, and dun potray the emo i was feeling... I guess it worked.. In no time... I was semi-high... I think Ben was pretty suprised too... 1min, gotta cheer his bro up, next min, his bro is calling him COW.... Ben says.. " THANKS AH.."
And also.. PX AKA JUJIMUFU!!!






LOL

Then the BBQ went on... I didn't feel like having my contacts to come... Coz i tot they aren't the disciplined kinda ppl... Turns out.... They are pretty nice.... I asked them not to smoke, they didn't... And they even refrained from SWEARING!!! WOO HOOO... Do not judge a book by it's cover bahx...


After abt an hour.. suddenly, God rained on our BBQ pits.. 20-30ppl scrambled into the little pavilion to take cover, while 5 brave individuals try to cover the pit and try to grill in the rain... (Not sure brave? Or juz plain stupid? :p kidding) I prayed... I was damn worried... I was afraid, becoz of the rain... the BBQ can't go on... The uncooked food will go to waste ( there was alot i tell u) and... Fiona may not come... I Prayed... prayed...
10mins later... God answered my call... I shouted BY FAITH! HOORAY!! Rusty poked me... I wasn't suppose to use christian slangs... LOL! excited... BBQ goes on... And it seems, after the rain, the girls all crowd to 1 BBQ pit, and they took away our handy man (ben) and left us to our own devices... Luckily Adrian knew how to start and maintain the fire... So glad he camed... Means he still has a bit of feeling for the group man.. ROCKS... and he can maintain the fire.. Out of charcoal, out of marshmellows, and with Fiona coming in 1/2hr... I know i needa act fast... Jed and I left for Econ... got charcoal and Marsh.... LOL... maintian the fire for the least the next 2hrs.. (turns out in surplus la...)

Then the faithful moment came... (I noe i shouldn't make it so dramatic, but it's a blog... So who cares? Dun like DUN READ LA!!?!) Okok... JUZ KIDDING

Okok... again..

THe faithful moment came, Fiona rang my phone... My heart kinda skipped a beat... I pressed the answer button, and spoke "Hello.." The voice that replied me... Was most amusing.... LOL her voice!!! SO KIDDY!!! WA!!! hahahaz...
For a while, I tot to myself... (She dematured or something???) In 5mins, i'm to meet her... I was holding on to the grilling pavement as adrian adjusted the chacoal... I was so excited... My heart felt like an APACHE... It was beating like 1000B/S dunno... felt like a heli..... I hurried Adrian, and rushed out to meet the VIP of my own... I waited... and waited... 15mins i guess??? Pretty dumb... I'm shortsighted.. And she was standing at the exntrance of Clearwater... I tot i told her clearwater??? Idiot... She called.. "EH ARE U THE BOY ACROSS THE ROAD?" Pengx...

hahaz... Seeing her in real life... felt kinda awkward for a while.... She has the ability to rob my IQ & EQ by 50points.. I dunno why... I guess it's all the dumb stuff i did... It stills scratches the walls of my skull... Luckily she's pretty open... Brought her to the ppl.. and I acted as if i was trying to introduce her to everybody as my friend... WA KAO... *STEWART GET A GRIP*
For some reason, maybe its god, maybe its the guys there... Though she was occupied most of the time in the BBQ, i had my fair share of air time too. It's like, the timing for me to see her face to face was planned out... Kinda dumb... LOL... I sang COW ANTHEM, and Confidence... lol... Etc.. Most of the time.. I was trying to crack my head.... slice it clean for some fresh ideas for a conversation.... But my gray matter seems decayed.... I can't think of anything.. juz nonsense... and staring...

In abt an hour plus... everything had to end... Awkwardly, i had a huge set of air-time with her... We have no idea wad to talk about.. The girls are all sitting at another pit.. Ben is up at his place... The guys all left!!!! WTF.. Ok lo.. Juz stare... Talk abit... stare...
Extinguish the hot charcoal.. Everything's done... Time to go.. Ben push me to go follow the girls... Send them out.. I think PX is a little upset... I dunno why??? Xiao Ying & XT all follow her back lo... So nice of them.. Left me with Fiona... Still feels raw la... But it was cool.. She took a cab... and left... I tot of cycling her back... hahahaz.. but it'll be embaressing and backbreaking to use that dumb lil BMX and send her all way back... hahahahaz...


Welp... nightz done...

TML GOT SERVICE! heh.

Church anniversary coming.. SO EXCITING!!!

Okok
SLEEP

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