「 found it on 2:33 AM 」

29Sept 2:28

Yep... i have school tml... Wondering why I'm not asleep???


Today went out with Jed and Ben to meet contacts... Along the way I saw many less fortunate individuals... I have no idea wad's with me... But it's like a discipline to offer them some money for their tissues... Then Ben told me that... Something like if i truely love them.. I should try to help them by sharing to them the great relationship i have with god.... I tot it really makes sense.... But for some reason.. I dun have the courage to juz open my mouth to stangers and tell them about God... I dun see why i shouldn't do it... I'm not ashamed of God, I am all AWED by him.... Respect that dude... But juz... Weird??

Then something struck me... I can be rather hypocritical when i say i care for those ppl, for I hardly spend much time with my family... I tot that... I'm always out.... I should do something for the family... somehow.... There's always this old culture... Care for your family before u try to care for others... And besides... I am not really doing up till my fullest extend to help the needies... Sometimes i do have the desire to be like Pastor Ben... Walk into any hospital and juz pray and show compassion for the seriously ill...


Lata i went to see Ray with Su Quan and Ben.... Man... I'm pretty pissed by his attitude... I had the intention of giving him a taste of my Sar21 like mouth... Semi-auto and very piercing mouth... I juz kept quiet lo.... I guess it's juz his pride... I wanna try to talk to him sia... Hopefully he comes for the TKD training this sunday...

Then i went night cycling with Ben, Su Quan, XT and PX... Pris left soon after i gotton my bike.... So... OH WELL?
Tell u smth..... PX kept falling! hahahaz.... Fall until "4 leg face heaven."


hahahaz


No la.. I respect her courage to try to keep up with our speed... Although there's this particular fall on our way to changi was really hilarious... (it seem as if she was attracted to a particular drain, and juz fell into it) But she made great effort to peddle at our speed and to changi which is pretty dangerous... I hope she's feeling better... She scratched her palms.... kinda reminded me of Jesus' crucification... LOL... Sorry god!!!

I came back.. bathed... Now currently... runnin the P&L songs for tml... I'm to pray for the group... wonder wad the holy spirit might prompt me tml...
Ben juz notified me about something.. which i really wanna thank god for.. He said i am no longer trying to juz achieve mediocre results for my responsibilities.. I was trying to do it till the best... I keep feeling i haven't done enough yet.. But thank god.. He gave me roles that made me a better person... A great man would always wanna claim ownership and seek perfection for his roles... No matter wad... as long as u seek this... I really believe you are respectable and great...


Well that's about it...


Nightz!

Ps: read PX's Blog... u will see her writing her falling exploits :p

 

The End?