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12:01 11sept

Ok... make it 10th sept..


I'm pretty farked now.... My left side of the skull feels as if the gray matter is spilling out from a crack or something... It's pretty painful... Sheesh...

Why????

Well.... I was practicing for the dance... My partner(mathew) is injured and out.. I had to partner with Kehan, we had to do a aided front flip kinda thing... Well... Obvious... I was the 1 that's gonna be flipped.. 1st attempt, pretty cool... We were super confident... "OLE LEt'S DO IT!" kinda feel... When the actual filiming starts... For some reason, i kinda got retarded a little.. I jumped later than Kehan's tug... So when he's at his peak of his tugging. I jus jumped... So u guessed it.... A SPECTACULAR HEAD DIVE TO THE CERAMICS OF SMU!!!

Heh...


Nel and the others rushed to rub my head, and see if I'm ok... I was in a whirl... I can only hear Nel's and Kehan's loud voice... Wa... the concussion was extreme.. Tot I'll juz lose my air at that moment... God bless... I quickly stood up, and took gulps of air.. Trying to prevent myself from fainting... I walked around for a while, pull myself together.. Amazingly, i was still able to dance... (Juz dance.. Not stunts) So dance dance.. yea final mass practice ended... Then here's the screwed part... Concussion's gone... But here comes the pain... While Nel talks about our dressing, my skull felt like a crack dam, with gray matter overflowing my head... Trying to hard to keep my composure... Think i did a pretty good job.. Thanks god the discussion ended.. I walked to 7 eleven to get myself a drink, then walk to the bus stop.. I was messaging Ben, I was thinking of takinga cab.. But save money.. I prayed for a bus.. and as i walk to the bus stop.. An amazing thing happened... The bus came almost immediately after i said the Amen and stepped into the bus shelter... GOD BLESS!!!! I shouted "HALLEHLUYAH" in my heart... LOL...

The bus ride,as usual... Super long.. I lost ocntact with ben... I continued to pray for the pain to go away... "Bless nth's wrong... And i can do my stunts... I still have my IQ count... Please i dun wanna be retarded now... Not yet... I wanna dance and earn money, not sit and drool" kinda prayer.... I guess god heard it... Coz he slowly put me to sleep.. I slept in the bus... Only to wake up when i arrived at Ubi... The piercing pain subsided... I touched my head... Then i realize wad it was doing.. It was swelling... The swelling was the size of a oreo cookie... Man...

I came home, first guy i met.. DAD... I told him wad happen... And i'm pretty touched... He's pissed with wad i did to myself... But quickly went to the kitchen and made a hard boil egg for me to disperse the swelling... Touched...

Thank God for all these amazing thing that happen to me even after i cracked my head... U continue to help me silently... Bless those ppl that blessed me today.. And bless that I will be back up, and dance in the name of U... The big ol' Jesus Goddie God...


-Amen..


-Sheesh... I'm hungry... But the annoying swell irritates me whenever i open my mouth... Hungry stomach, but no appetite... Damn..


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