「 found it on 2:42 AM 」

18th July (17th July Post)

Ok, This is the 2nd part of my 2 days' trilogy.

Like i said, I woke up this morning at about 2:45pm. Felt totally refreshed... Like i've finished paying up my sleep debt. I made Mocha(milo + Nescafe) for myself, and added some fresh milk into the solution, to make it more malty and tasty... Then had my lunch, and workout at home...

Not long later, i receieved a SMS, my friend needs me to return him the $50 i borrowed 3weeks ago, I readily agreed, though i only had 80bucks in my wallet for the week.. I dislike owing people money and favors, ( i wouldn't mind if u give me money ^_^) and it's kinda spirit promting that i should do it, coz somehow the week will notbe as bad as I tot.

Really, it wasn't as bad... I was damn good.

After returning the money, i left straight for the skool. With strength and concentration that i've been short of for the past week, I hit the bags hard, and focused on every technique I was doing. I managed sliding side kick, that stunned members who were doing the ALL LEVELS class next door.. SWEET!! '
BUT!
Everything didn't go that smoothly.. After 30mins of non stop kicking and punching, i felt really exhausted, out of breath. I had that feeling that i might just faint... "OMG" I thought to myself. "DAMN! Should have trained more often!!" I missed trainings for quite a while now... I hadn't been able to pay the fees, so i just came less of the time...
8pm, Sparring Drills. I needed to train, but i was feeling really bad... I just dragged myself into the class, and struggled for the first 1/2 and hour. The expectations of being a Red Belt and a self-acclaimed Demo-member felt heavy for that moment of time.. I kept telling myself "No, not now, Sir is watching, u need to do it" but on the hand, my body replied "ARGH!! MIGRANE!" I managed to pull through till the water break, and went to get some water. I tried to act normal. But i was exceptionally quiet, I think daphnee noticed, and i felt pretty bad not talking to her when she approached me. LOL.. I went out of the changing room and kicked the bags. Then Mr. Santos came to me and asked me " You, in the nationals, I want you to fight." I was like "!!!!!" He continued "I need you to come 4 times a week, it's not just any fight, it's the nationals." I was stunned, I remembered the other memebers, my friends in the school kept talking about how grand the nationals is, and it's not any Dick, Harry can take part in. They always thought that i will not make it, since i even dropped out of Comeptition team, nationals sounded impossible. I readily agreed. Then i went back into class. I felt so motivated, for the next half an hour, i was performing at the best i could, though not at my peak, but i felt alot better..
After class, i quickly got in to change, and came out, thinking that Daph might have changed already... No.... She wanted to train still... HAIZ!! I waited outside for 15mins, lookingat daphne makin mistakes, weirdly, i quickly went in to the room, and changed into my dobok, and trained with her... I still felt like sh*t, but I dunno wad the heck i was doing.. I ended up doing multiple "540" and "Check-hooks" I was demoing... hahaz.. I eneded the day in the Dojang with a really F**ked body. hahahaz.. Then we went to have dinner, then pretty usually, i sent her half way home. We talked about music and stuff. I forgot her Bday! "SHIBA!!!!" Luckily she didn't really mind. But wad's the screwy feeling that i'm having... Dun even know why i should care so much.... LOL... Maybe I'm in. Maybe not... DUnno la.. Heck..

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