「 found it on 3:27 AM 」

30th Feb

I slept at 5am this morning.. .After that long blog entry, i was juz thinking... Kinda juz stoned all the way till 5 am... And i slept afterwards..

I was woken up by my alarm... "12:35" it writes... Membership class at 2:15... I woke up with a migrane, and with a little annoyance as icing to the start of the day.... I fell back in bed... I really didn't wanna go to the class... I slept... then i was awoken again by my granny.... "BEN CALLED do your want to talk him?" she yelled... I was barely a metre away from her... I thought "dude, chill out..... I'm having a bad headache, the last thing i need is a amplified announcement/lecture." I told her "Nahx.. i dun wanna pick up" My granny, unexplainable, but as usual, asked me questions when i'm sub-concious, i refuse to answer her, she turned on her amplifier again... I really wanna juz scream... HEY SHUT UP!!! but... can't blame her man... She cares for me, and want to know where i'm heading to..

I woke up, pissed off... Went to check my fone, i was doubly pissed... Ben, Mervyn, kenneth, flooded me with phone calls and messages.... Non of them wrote "GOOD MORNING" all were "WHERE ARE U?" "WAD TIME ARE U COMING?" "WAD ARE U GONNA DO LATER" Man.....
Sianess..

I bathed and tried to swallow the packet of chicken rice my granny bought... I was pissed at almost everything... I tot the rice was too dry, the milo she made for me was too bland, the chicken hadtoo much bones, the floor looked dirty, i shouldn't be awake, oww oww, so on so forth. I pushed away the half eaten packet, and left the house.

Ben waited for me, we left in a cab to the class... I was still annoyed... I think i was grouchy due to lack of sleep... I signed, went in, took a picture, I tot the picture sucked... I didn't comb my hair, and my face look as if i wanna punch the photographer. Pastor Dinah preached... I felt restless... Then Pastor Ben... "WAH KAOZ" I screamed in my head... I kept yawning... kept crossing and uncrossing my leg... Kana realized... hahaz... (amazing.... He actually notices his surrounding).

Then... .DINNER TIME! YAY! Me, Kana and Prisc went to the restaurant... Me and Kana were like the hungry ghost... We wandered around picking up all kinds of food we saw there..... We ate so much for the meal... Then we rushed for deserts, I took cakes, he took 2 plates of fruits... Then i got coffee for him and me, he got me and himself red bean soup.. Try to imagine that.... Prisc had that crazed look when we came back with the deserts... She asked "U sure u can finish this?" kana replied "I haven't ate since morning... i think can.."

We immediately got to work.. Chomp down on all the goodies.. We ended up being the 2nd last to be back in the auditorium... Kana whispered to me "FInally i'm full" And the truth is, i realize that my spirits felt alot more lighter after that good meal. No more migrane... I was smiling... LOL..

After the whole thing... I left for dance... I was feeling really tired already... Happy... but super shack... I pushed on... I had so much to learn.... I was tryin to catch up, and put the feel into the moves... I felt abit stiff... I know i can do better, but the whole time, i look either like ROBOCOP, or an Undead. Man...

10:30, finally... We left SMU... Zul wanted to rush home, so i took 65 on my own... I got into my little Hoodie, covered my head... And tried to sleep in the rocky bus... I shifted around till i fell asleep at dunno where only to wake up 5stops away from my destination. Once again.. .I dragged myself back home.... Dozed off 2hours ago...

THe ened??? LOL

Yep.. i needa sleep... 2days away from exams... SLEEP

PS: I'm gonna be chinese tutor soon! WAHAHAHHAAZ! nobody believes it.. And i'm gonna try to apply to be a children's tour guide... MAN! I CAN'T WAIT! EXCITED.... Get paid to enjoy time with kids.... :P

 

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Coldplay_The Scientist


I personally Love this song.. It's by Coldplay, from their older album, or rather their second album, Rush Of Blood To The Head.

This band is really unique, and sincere about their songs... Upon looking at them perform in the very recent concert, i can feel the enjoyment, the happiness in them as they play in the band to entertain the audiences... Their songs are like Jig Saw Puzzles... Meaninful stuff in them... But u really needa take time and piece it up....

It's a unique way to express the lost of a loved one.. Enjoy this song guys...
And enjoy COLDPLAY... they rock... LOL!

 

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「 found it on 2:20 AM 」

28th July post.

It's the 30th alread.. BArbely a week away from my exams... Man... really starting to feel the pressure.. LOL! i slack too much i guess...

So let's see... 28th Aug, claire and gang got me out for a midnight movie, and also to celebrate my bday.. Well.... The night wasn't so good... I wasn't in the mood for any of those stuff at all.. I had to rush to my ex-skool's anniversary, I was late, and got a good lecture by my friend*BF*. Fucked.... Then i came out, waited for ben... man... I really felt like juz telling them... "HEY NOT TONIGHT!" When ben came, i juz managed a little smile... I was really restless.... I had the sick feeling... I wanted to go do something else... Night cycling, or juz get somebody to talk to, through the night... I eneded up being at Wisma stoning....
(The night felt like a senseless walkathon in fancy dress)

Well, guys, dun get me wrong.. .I was pretty touched when u got me that little cake.... I noe I'm appreciated, and I'm sicnerely touched...

There's juz something not right... I didn't feel good.. I didn't like wad i was doing... I sorta needed attention for the night.. I wanted to talk alot and stuff... Instead... I WAS THE QUEITEST*! damn.....

We watched the Lake House... Though I'm really not in the mood for the show... It's a show i desired to watch, and seriously.... It's darn GOOD! LOL.... Based on a korean movie, IL MARE. Same storyline... LOL!!! but it's acted by Keanu Reeves, (I love the matrix... So right after the matrix series, wadeva show he acts in.. I'll assume it's a good film, and will not miss it... HAHAHAHHAZ.... ) The movie was good... But still there were flaws.... First... THE AMBIENCE.... Damn... Msot peeps ard us were all couples... We were like the rowdy bunch.... We should be watching Tokyo Drift or something.. LOL! And... I ordered some fried chicken dang... TOOK THEM BLOODY 1hr to have it done?! And it had to be brought in by BEN. Wad's wrong wif Cinneleisure? Aren't they suppose to be one the "best" Movie Theatre in SG? damn....

After the movie.... Let's see... I felt even worst.... ben left, and so did 2 other members... We were only left with 4 people... And i'm only left with 8bucks... I was super fucked... I wanted to like sit at one of those 24hrs cafe and have a good chat... BUT!!! 8bucks?! wad am i suppose to buy? 1 cup of coffee, and drink it for the next 3-4hours until daybreak comes?

we walked.... and walked..... Surprisingly, we arrived at Little India... at 5:40am... I so damn bored already... I didn't want to walk no more... it's stupid... so i ask the fella's to go into the big food centre.. And ate prata... Then the 3 peeps started talking about their Poly matters... I felt really left out.... Ok not left out... Bored.... and sick... I didn't wanna sit there and here them talk about their ETC. ETc. i wanted to walk out... see the sunrise... have a cup of Mocha and cab back... But we're in little india... HAIZ!!! I kinda snapped... When the conversation took a little break.. I quickly stepped in and say.. "Let's go!"(boy, was i proud) I took 67... and tried to sleep on one of it's crappy little seats... It didn't work... LOL!! Dragged myself down the bus... I really felt glad i was home... The birds chirpped, and i saw little commuters at the bus-stop. it's great to be at the Sub-urbs(I'm saying my area) when the day is breaking in, in a beautiful saturday morning... Whew...

I got home.. bathed... and slept at 7:44am.... I managed to wake myself up at 1:35.. But somehow.. i fell back asleep.. woke up at 2:15..(i mean really sit up and slap myself) And i saw the first motivational message. "Stewart i need u to help me take care of the guys "- Rusty. Woah. I was super glad that my bros and sis felt that i really matured and can handle the team. I was really happy.. Thank god.. And went on to do my stuff... I called the guys to do Evecs... I was late.. I kinda paniced, I took money from my mum's allowance box to grab a cab. And left the house.. Damn... We didn't do any evecs... No one from my group was there... i felt a little discouraged...

During the Praise and Worshipped... The sin really pricked my heart... I almost fell to my knees during the worship, but some girl overwhelmed by the holy spirit, rocked all around the place.. she took a large piece of land for her rocking, and i was cornered by a the auditorium chairs... * really felt like knocking her on the head and ask her to move forward....* I kept praying in tongues and saying sorry.... SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY... LOL! It's a bad sin... really bugged me.. I messaged ben and ask him to pray for me... Not sure if he did... But i know i wanted a clear conscience and a clean character if i was to set myself as an example to my guys... I really wanna see myself change somebody's life... But i always believe in becoming an example and doing wad u want others to do to u... So i was extremely sensitive to it..

Somehow... I felt better as the service went on.... Samuel wasn't there... I felt a little worried... LOL... The only other person from my CG, was KANA.. For some reason, i felt like i was responsible for all of my guys for the moment... I prayed that Samuel will apear, and so will Lik Chun... Apparently, neither came.. But something good happened... Earlier, i was asked by Ben to "escort" his contact to Nexus, the guy apparently decided to take his first step... I was really glad... I felt like affirming his decision.. For some reason.. I wanted to do the followups... After a little conversation after service... Turns out.. He's another sturbbon fello like me.... LOL! *Ben enjoys handling hard guys huh?* I felt that i should share with him a little abt my conversation. For i know guys like him will really help out in god's kingdom... Enthusiastic and really going all out.. Once they break the sturbbon wall... There's no stopping their flaring passion... I'm alittle like that i guess... HAHAHAZ.... So i really wanna like catch up with him.. and show him stuff... He left.. so... yep.. we had dinner...

Then we had a dumn little walk to city hall.. we were suppsoe to head for Esplanade, apparently.... one of the brothers kept complaning... Ben was very annoyed... I felt annoyed too.. they were walking slow annd stuff... Took us almost an hour to reach City Hall.. When on the other hand... I usually only take 20 mins..

Fed up, Ben left, and soon after his departure, they had another never ending discussion about their next destination, they also pissed me off... I too left... I walked towards esplanade.. (from funan) I saw Suntec.. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL... (i'm not mountain turtle) changing lights and the big plasma, i snapped a pic, and walked on.. I arrived at esplanade, upon entering the main entrance I almost gasped wad i saw... Many people in their fancy dress... Whether casual or formal, all in their best stood and walked around. I guess some weird concert juz eneded... I felt like i was being put on the spot. Vans Shoe, Outdated Lee Jeans and some cheap T, were leagues away from Zara Blazers, Timberland pants, Prada Heels and bald head caucasians.

I felt the burn, the same burn i felt so many times to juz be like them... I wanna be carefree... I wanna be cool... I wanna noe that i can stay in the city at any day for 8hours, and i won't go hungry thristy and envy at any moment. And i can drive home after that long relaxing day. But... I felt really kidna demoralized... I realized i haven't been achieveing anything "worldly" significant. I haven't got good grades, and if i dun study i might not get them. I didn't have money... And i was feeling lathargic. My granny words flashed trhough my head. "I'm jack of all trades... but i have mastered non yet." Everything in my life now.... It's just Half past 10. IT's not complete, there's no mastery... And for some reason... With that thought, it didn't motivate me to push on... Instead brought me deeper into the sinking feeling... I have to really learn how to push myself.. And really stand firm, and tell myself, the people and the holy father that i WANNA CHANGE. Not just keep saying, i'm changin, i'm changing, and yet still continue on this path of destruction.. I dun wanna earn 2k a month and sit in a little cubicle like a daytime prison. I wanna see myself motivate myself, take risk... Burn or get rich.... And the least i know worst comes to worst... I'm not in the mercy of employers due to lack of qualification....

So god bless.. i end it here... Coz my neck's killing me... OUCH.....

Good night people...

 

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「 found it on 12:54 AM 」

25th July's Wrap up.

It's 00:50, 26th July... LOL! My birthday jus passed... Amazing....

It's a pretty good day... Except for a couple of Hiccups here and there... Well... everyday there's gonna be hiccups... Can't expect a superperfect day huh??? hahahz...

SO LET'S SEE THE HICCUPS OF THE DAY!

First... I woke up in the morning to make pancakes... I apparently added something in excess, the pancake didn't turn out well.. And i didn't make enough in time for my mum to eat till her heart's content.

2nd! I was late for prayers MEET!

3rd... Due to my consistent skipping of TKD classes... I was barred from taking part in the friendly match against TP School team.

ALRIGHT! That's about it...

So let's count the number of good things happened...

1st, I woke up with a very very very good mood

2nd, Stock for K750I earpiece replacement has come.. And i got mine replaced already!

3rd, I managed to do a NOOB looking sideswipe. (Advance variation of a 540, feels like a flash kick)

4th, Had a great meal thanks to 2 of the greatest cook i ever met... My Granny and My mama... And my dad got back from KL to celebrate with me!!

5th, Got abit of money as presents... (It's both good and bad la... I prefer to have a keyboard :p)

6th, THE CG's GONNA CELEBRATE MY BDAY in 14HOURS TIME!!! YAY! hahahahz... so touched

7th, Ben's tribute in his blog really cheered me up..

8th, I'm gonna sleep with a damn good mood

9th, Night cycling is TML too.. ^_^

10th, See, there are more good than bad... so... SMILE! hahahaz


-End..

Sleepz...

God bless the world..

 

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「 found it on 1:58 AM 」

-*~!25th July!~*-


It's the wee hours in this cold 25th July morning.. WHy cold? Coz the air-con is blowing straight at me... It's really FRIGID! hahahaz... Okok... I juz wanna post... Coz it's my birthday.. And many people have wished me already.... Let's put them in sequence

The belated belated
Daphne ^_^ A.k.a Tomato
Melise
Kiwi

THe actual day series

00:00am Keizia
00:06am Wei Siang
00:10am Benji
00:16am Claire
01:26am Jonathan

There's an important person that has forgotton to wish me happy birthday... And that's ME!!! 2:03am. Happy Birthday Stewart Tan Kian Hand Solomon!!!!


Ok mission accomplished....

GOnna wake up tml morning to make pancakes for my mama and my CG...


Psalm 5:3 says, In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice. In the morning i lay my requests before you, and wait in expectation. Wad better day to ask God for things then on the morn of your bday?

Yep.. agreed and AMEN


Ciaoz guys

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「 found it on 1:18 AM 」

24th July

It's the eve of my BIRTHDAY! WOOHOO... hahhzaz...

Ok hours a go, I skipped National's training, and went for dinner with ben... He treated me Kenny Rogers! Wad a nice guy man.... hahahaz... Refuse to let me pay.... wa.... Ruben James.... It was a freakin good meal... Damn good.... High Protein meal.. In Singapore's busiest, yet most beautiful place, Suntec CIty.

After dinner, we decided to do some crazy stuff... Both of us did 540s infront of the 540... HAHAHAZ...
I was trying to attract some attention la* :p

Then after that, we made our way to Carrfour... Ben as usual clowned around... And decided to tie his lose shoelaces underneath the..
.

YUP... COOL HUH? LOL!!!!! Pengx... We were like clowns in Suntec man.. .And it was super enjoyable... After getting a drink, we went up to play the arcade... Then I remembered! I wanted to eat Ben's & Jerry's ... But then.... It's closed for the day!!!!! wah.... i was so sad man..... I haven't ate their ice cream for years!!!! ARGH!! hahahaz...

Then we left for home.... I was feeling pretty tired... And I was thinking about the past times when my parents use to take me there and eat and stuff... Like we were loaded... LOL We WERE loaded... Once.... And that really stirred the drive in me... Coz i really love the CITY, and i dun wanna lose this privilage to come here and have fun, and eat... It's the high life.... And i wanna be in it... I remembered the time when I was working as a freelance marketer, I enjoyed sitting at the fountain of wealth alone eating my packet of food, while looking at people in their fancy cars and suits going in and exiting the towers of Suntec. Only the best of the best in Singapore can get a space in there... No crap man... It's all expensive ambitious money kinda thing... Those executives from there can often be found at places like NYDC, Starbucks, Pizza Hut, taking their afternoon lunch/snack.. Coz it's solid food, dosen't stain their shirt... And it's expensive dang... OH MAN! I'm so driven to be in their league... But not in their line... I wanna be an entrepreneur... LOL!!!! YEA.... but I still haven't come up with a business.... I dunno where my interest fall in, apart from making sales and doing marketing... HAHAHZ!

ok... so we got back.... and once again! We decided to hang out downstairs for a while... Ben being the Kamikaze went to attempt another backflip... And to my amazement... (I guess his too) He MANAGE TO NAIL THE FLIP!!!! Landed squatted.. But good enough!! WOAH MAN! LOL.... Crazy dang....


Alright... I'm gonna sleep... gonna drill tml.. .Nightz people


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「 found it on 4:25 AM 」

22/23July Post...
*Guys, 2 days more...... My birthday.... heh heh heh heh....*Sinister laugh...

Alright, it's after church, after celebrating XT's birthday(again :p) the group left for home.. Almost reaching the Kahki Bukit area, Ben decided that he wanted to do evecs on the bus, Peixin and Jolin followed shortly. THey approached the girl i have been sitting next to for the past 20 mins in the bus ride until i got up and sit near ben when he approached another stranger. To my surprise... THe girl actually looked pretty cute (lust, but who cares?) LOL.. Now i felt like knocking myself on the head.. "SHOULD HAVE DONE IT MYSELF!" I thought, but then, back to earth. She responded positively, but didn't agree to any of our events so.... Is that suppose to be good? Turns out that she lives juz behind the Condo me and Ben live in! COOL... hahahaz

We got down and chatted abit, then i was amused by this very "COOL" reaction from the girl((oh yea her name is Joan, like Joan Of Arc? COOL!)) she suddenly paused for a moment and made sharp shift to the left... I thought she dropped something, turns out... She was actually evading a cockroach! LOL!

Ok so bla bla bla... We got back... Here comes the fun part... Me and ben... as usual, we feel we have too much time in our hands... SO we decided to screw around at the fitness corner juz underneath my block.... He tried to backflip... AND TO MY AMAZEMENT! He DIDN't LAND ON HIS HEAD! He improved slightly in each attempt... I was tempted to try it out... But i was scared and i had a freaking migrane. In fact... it's still bugging me now... But i wanna comment on Ben's bravery and determination in attaining wad he wants... He's really the FOCUS, & JUS DO IT kinda person. Really cool.... I wanna get my backflip!!! SOB*.... hahahz


Okok.. i'm super tired now.... I'll edit it abit more tml...


NIGHTZ GUYS!!!

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「 found it on 1:01 AM 」

21 July. Freakin marathon..


Announcement....... 4days away from my brithday! HOOORAY!!!! Err... okok.. Back to my blog


Read the heading... Why a marathon?
U know during marathons... We're needed to run for miles and miles... Yep... I almost did that today...


I had comeptition training today,(it Nationals by the way... U know? For the best of the best? MUZ BE HUMBLE* ^_^) I was late.... 5 mins late... I rushed out of the MRT and ran all the way to my school...Changed and got out.... First thing i had to do was to do multiple turning kicks!!! WTF?! Literally running with my legs fully extended.. Then, more fast kicks... WHEW.... Free sparring, then later creative attack and counter... DAMN!!! I held the kicking shield for the "N" Brothers(famed for their sparring in the school) THEY KICKED THE SHIT OUT OF ME... Was it me? Or was it them? They couldn't read my moves... they KICKED ME! NOT THE SHIELD! Grr...

After a rough 1hour practice... I quickly changed into my Polo and My jeans. "DAMN! 7:15!" I tot to myself.. I messaged Zul, told him that i'll be "alittle" late.. Rushed off, and jogged, or rather staggered to some building, a road before Sim Lim Square, I was looking for a chinese medical store... I was beginning to feel the strain.. "damn!!" After asking for directions.. I found one store.. Ran in and asked for "antelope's horn drink". For guys who dunno wad's this... in Hokkian is called "Leng Liang" it's juz horn shavings.. But it's good for people suffering from fever or heatiness... ( For who? Daphne's sick la... so i tot it'll be good for her.) Ok... SO when i went in and asked for the drink, the lady stared at me, and asked.. Who's drinking it? I was like "what?! How your know it's not for me?" I replied "for a.... FRIEND!" Then she said, "U look heaty... U should drink too"
I was like "-_-" Lol! So i bought one for myself.. $4, and her's in a bottle $8. Satisfied.. I grabbed her bottle and sprinted to Orchard MRT... Along the way... I realized... "DAMN!! NO MONEY FOR DINNER!" Haiz.. and HAHAHZ! how careless can i get?! I shook the thought off, and continued on... Upon arriving at Orchard... I felt kinda sticky from the sweat already.. And i was Sandwiched among the very "KIASU" Singaporeans... I was particularly amazed by a couple that rushed in juz after i enterd the train.. and started hugging each other.. I was like... "err.... Cool... Romance in a smelly canned tuna Train"

FInally, ORCHARD! (the blog's really long huh? Bare with me la.. :p) I rushed to Wisma, to get my ear-piece done.. Still holding on to the drink. (gay huh?) I saw breadtalk, so i went in and got myself some bread with sugar and choc chips... Then I rushed up to 4th floor, Sony Eric. Service centre.. Why? COZ MY EAR PIECE IS SCREWED!!! AGAIN! Wah... their ear piece for k750i sucks.. And you know wad sucks more? After sitting there, munching my pathetic little bread for 15mins, I was told that current there's no stock for K750i earpiece... I felt a little screwed.. Sighed and just left.. Then i ran all the way to Daph's Service apartment, where she stayed with her parents.. I asked for her address, mustered my courage and the coolness to ignore the eyes across the road and jumped over the fence, coz i dun wanna alert her parents of my arrival with the guard's nonsense... Damn... The fence to the ground of the carpark was about a story high. I know it's best for me to roll after such a tall fall... But i juz landed, coz the drink, and my precious Bible and "sales dogs" was in my bag.. I ran all the way into the carpark, found the stairs and climbed up.. I was welcomed by the well designed property (The place looks really nice... It felt more like a hotel...) and also... The SERCURITY SYSTEM!!! A sercurity card was needed for entrance to the apartment lobby!!! OH MY GOD! Ok.. so i manage to sneak into one of the apartment lobby(it's the wrong one by the way.), after a lady came out and didn't close the door properly. Ok so i got in... I was welcomed by yet another surprise! The a lift filled with residence chatting nonsensically, not realizing that they have arrived at the ground floor. Ok.. that's not the surprise... The surprise... rather is... I NEED A SERCURITY KEY TO OPERATE THE LIFT! WAD THE CRAP!? Ok.. so this time round... I ran out of luck... Feeling a little embarressed.. I called Daphne to come down and get her drink... I saw the sick little girl... I dunno if she was still running a fever, but she look really pale, with red lips... I really felt like hugging her or something, I streched out my hand.. And juz touched her forehead... "Hmmz... Ok i dunno if you're running a fever" I said.. Then after a short conversation, i asked her to go up...

What's next?! This is the longest stretch of my 3-4hours marathon. I ran all the way from her place (which is on the other of orchard.) to Takashimaya. I was feeling super tired and hungry already... I saw some Ice-cream road stalls.. bought one... And i tot i could enjoy the ice cream!! Upon arriving at the UOB opposite of Somerset MRT.. I realize there's a hole at the bottom of my cone! The choc dripped and stained my white POLO! "ARGH! Now i'm smelling bad and LOOKING BAD!" Haiz.. hahaz.. I quickly finished the cone. Then ran to SMU. which is beside Rendevouz Hotel. My legs were really feeling the strain now... I can almost hear them scream... I carried on. and arrived at SMU... W/o any warmup, i quickly joined in the class, and dance, becoz Nel's teaching R&B dance steps.. Then later I was taught by Zul, 2/8 of the Hip-Hop steps... Which really look like the 6Steps in breakdancing.. Along with the little "Thank You message from Daph" and the eagerness to learn all the things i missed for the pass 2hours... I forgot about my dead tired legs.. Until... I did my 540!!! WA... So embarresing.. COuldn't land a single on properly.. All land squatted.. HAIZ!!

Then the day wrapped up... I was dead hungry, and i was out of money, so I asked to go to Macdonalds, so that i could use my Ez-Link.. Thank god... The team agreed.. hahaz.. And i had a cute little meal.. Which didn't really fill my stomach. I ain't suppose to eat Mac, since the Lady already said i was Heaty, and i'm trying to keep myself fit and my vocals strong. Haiz.. "wad to do? Hungry mahx... Even plain rice u also muz whack, got mac, U can smile already" I told myself..

Took a bus with Zul, as usual... The bus was full of people at the top deck, so we had to stand. along the way, Zul invited me, and asked me to ask ben to go try out in his band! WOAH! Dream come true... LOL....

If U manage to read till here w/o sleeping... I would like to congratulate you... *clap...
If u fell asleep... *SLAP! It's normal... it's along blog... I'm not expecting u to finish anyway.

Overall, the day wasn't so bad... It was actually pretty enjoyable... Becoz all these things ain't an obligations... It's my own want... So I shouldn't whine lo.. hahahz...

Oh yea, there's gonna be a friendly match with the TP team. LOL! Hope I don't see anyone i know there. I'm gonna have problems killing friends.. LOL




Nightz/good day. people

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Friday, July 21, 2006

「 found it on 12:27 AM 」

Kiwi the Ninja

Look..

Alright guys check it out.. It's a vid from a friend i made in a Gym trial class... He's the first Singaporean i have seen doing backflip LIVE! And that really spurs me up to get the B-flip quickly... hahaz...

vote for him here
http://shine.youth.sg/do_your_thing/doyourthing-2.php?num=44

thanks!..

 

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

「 found it on 1:14 PM 」

2oth July

Ok.. I just spoke to Jems, he's a friend of mine from New Zealand, a fellow hardcore trickster...

Why suddenly talk about him??

Well, he jus kinda reminded me about my long-time weakness/bad habit. Procrastination


Jems says:
theres no better way to condition for sumthing than actually doing it
Jems says:
seriously
Jems says:
im suprised you haven't got it by now... hahahhahah..... you've been procrastinating too much!!!!
Jems says:
if u started trying them last time i talked to you.... like maybe once a week... u'd def have them by now


It dosen;'t only just apply to a Back-tuck, though in that conversation, we were dicussing about doing the back-tuck..... It applies to all aspect of my life... I've been procrastinating for too long... And my exams are nearing... I know what i should do... So i have to change.. No more buts for excuses.... In fact I'm starting out Day 1 of my journey to success.. I made myself wake up from a 6 hours slumber... And tricked... show u guys one of the picture i took..



<- Look!! Skinny boy can do the AU... U can too..











Cool shit heh? Au-Batido... Nothing fantastic.. but i've been wanting to get this move.. But i always gave excuses like... I dun have enough arm-strength and shit.... After drilling for 1 hour... I got a nice 540, and along with a bonus Au-Batido




I'm going out for lunch now.. Hope i dun take too long for this break... will be doing Evecs and going for CG later.. .SKipping my Nationals training, becoz GOD IS MORE IMPORTANT!!! YES..


Ok i'll post later at night...


Chaoz guys...


---------------Focus....

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20th July

Ok guys, I spent my last 15mins trying hard to put the cute little tag box up... so TAG IT!!! ok.... hahaz... It's 3:09.. damn... really needa sleep soon..


Oh yea... i wanna show you guys something..

I SPENT $4.50 On this MEAL MAN!!! Dun be FOOLED BY THE GRAVY! The chicken is the same size as my palm!!! OMG?! WAD THE CRAP?! No wonder the stall called themselves Italian Cuisine, Cafe and something.... DAMNIT! It's so tiny?! It like a drop of water in a 1litre bottle!! And why the huge Tomato?! I dun eat TOMATO! I WANT HUGE CHICKEN!!!

Okok chill chill.. LOL I'm not gonna tell you guys the store...(so you guys will suffer the same fate as me!! MUHAHAHAZ!) The gravy's really good... It's really a cusine kinda thing..... Can't fill your stomach.... but taste really good... LOL....


Yep that's about it..

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GOOD NIGHTZ!

 

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

「 found it on 3:55 AM 」

19th July

As you guys noticed, my blog has changed... From a gayish template, to a not so gayish looking and very beautiful sounding blog. All thanks to my bro, Ben! After a long effort, he managed to improve my blog... He had work to do man, yet he still squeeze in time and effort to help me.... So... I must tribute this night to him.... I AM ___ HEAR ME ____ okok... Ben will kill me if he sees this entry... LOL

Man, this evening I went out to do evecs, and I met up with my CG members. Everything is all fine, so let's not go into details.. I had the urge to improve a member in my CG's personality. He's not a bad guy or wadsoeva, I personally find him a really really nice guy... But he's just a bit timid, or maybe loyal? He has the Basset Hound kinda personality, when u can just shoo him away, or command him, and just becoz you're his friend he won't mind.. Good guy huh? The only problem with him is that he's not confident enough... I wish i can build up his confidence and make him really Spontaneous, I'm not sure, but I have the feeling that he's an Extrovet, so all the more he should be "THE MAN".

SOmehow, his situation with his friends, really remind me of how i can occasionally take advantage of my bro. He has always been my crash mat, and always stood by me. Laugh at my lame jokes, and recently i kept calling him ____ yep. He still tries hard to help me out, build me up.. Man... It's not the time span of the friendship that makes friends stand strong, it's the quality, and the commitment both sides are willing to make... And I personally feel that he really gives alot man... LOL...

Really thank him for all he did and will do for me... And may God bless him and his family.... LOL (look guys i'm not gay, I enjoy mixing around girls, take it that i'm jus really emo.) Right...

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

「 found it on 2:42 AM 」

18th July (17th July Post)

Ok, This is the 2nd part of my 2 days' trilogy.

Like i said, I woke up this morning at about 2:45pm. Felt totally refreshed... Like i've finished paying up my sleep debt. I made Mocha(milo + Nescafe) for myself, and added some fresh milk into the solution, to make it more malty and tasty... Then had my lunch, and workout at home...

Not long later, i receieved a SMS, my friend needs me to return him the $50 i borrowed 3weeks ago, I readily agreed, though i only had 80bucks in my wallet for the week.. I dislike owing people money and favors, ( i wouldn't mind if u give me money ^_^) and it's kinda spirit promting that i should do it, coz somehow the week will notbe as bad as I tot.

Really, it wasn't as bad... I was damn good.

After returning the money, i left straight for the skool. With strength and concentration that i've been short of for the past week, I hit the bags hard, and focused on every technique I was doing. I managed sliding side kick, that stunned members who were doing the ALL LEVELS class next door.. SWEET!! '
BUT!
Everything didn't go that smoothly.. After 30mins of non stop kicking and punching, i felt really exhausted, out of breath. I had that feeling that i might just faint... "OMG" I thought to myself. "DAMN! Should have trained more often!!" I missed trainings for quite a while now... I hadn't been able to pay the fees, so i just came less of the time...
8pm, Sparring Drills. I needed to train, but i was feeling really bad... I just dragged myself into the class, and struggled for the first 1/2 and hour. The expectations of being a Red Belt and a self-acclaimed Demo-member felt heavy for that moment of time.. I kept telling myself "No, not now, Sir is watching, u need to do it" but on the hand, my body replied "ARGH!! MIGRANE!" I managed to pull through till the water break, and went to get some water. I tried to act normal. But i was exceptionally quiet, I think daphnee noticed, and i felt pretty bad not talking to her when she approached me. LOL.. I went out of the changing room and kicked the bags. Then Mr. Santos came to me and asked me " You, in the nationals, I want you to fight." I was like "!!!!!" He continued "I need you to come 4 times a week, it's not just any fight, it's the nationals." I was stunned, I remembered the other memebers, my friends in the school kept talking about how grand the nationals is, and it's not any Dick, Harry can take part in. They always thought that i will not make it, since i even dropped out of Comeptition team, nationals sounded impossible. I readily agreed. Then i went back into class. I felt so motivated, for the next half an hour, i was performing at the best i could, though not at my peak, but i felt alot better..
After class, i quickly got in to change, and came out, thinking that Daph might have changed already... No.... She wanted to train still... HAIZ!! I waited outside for 15mins, lookingat daphne makin mistakes, weirdly, i quickly went in to the room, and changed into my dobok, and trained with her... I still felt like sh*t, but I dunno wad the heck i was doing.. I ended up doing multiple "540" and "Check-hooks" I was demoing... hahaz.. I eneded the day in the Dojang with a really F**ked body. hahahaz.. Then we went to have dinner, then pretty usually, i sent her half way home. We talked about music and stuff. I forgot her Bday! "SHIBA!!!!" Luckily she didn't really mind. But wad's the screwy feeling that i'm having... Dun even know why i should care so much.... LOL... Maybe I'm in. Maybe not... DUnno la.. Heck..

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18th July (16th july)

Alright, once again i'll have to backtrack the happenings 2 days ago.

I had my grading, and it's pretty gay.... LOL, I felt so weak, I was really suprised with my sparring partner, he wasn't as fast as me, but he was able to catch my moves.. Managed to even counter my trademark... Haiz!!! Dunno if i won...

As you guys already read, I was suppose to be baptised on that day.. And Yea... I am Baptised! Me, me, me, Solomon. Yep me.. I was given flowers, cards and everything... I was so so touched man... Lol... But then again, neva give me flowers, I can give you, but please dun give me... I dunno wad to do with it!!! And it's not like a rose or something, it's a long purple flower... Wad am i suppose to do with it??? Eat it?? hahahz...
I Kinda regretted, not calling my parents down to see me get baptised. It's a big day man... I die and rise again.. LOL... But luckily they didn't really mind..
After the ceremony, Ben, Yon(a fellow bro) and I left to get a cab back.. We were flagging for cabs, and all the Comfort cabs, TIbs, Red Cabs, Silver, all juz passed us... Just when we were feeling a little crapped, GOD BLESSED! A Merc Cab stopped and picked us up.. LOL! Amazing....

Then i went home... FELT SO TIRED!!! I was smelly and everything. Took a shower, and I was waiting for Ben to go cycling. Apparently.... I procrestinated, felt really tired.... Then i slept at about 12. I think i went into a coma or something, woke up at bloody 2:45pm!!! The late nights must have taken a toll on me... super super tired..

Alright, Yesterday's happening i'll post it in a 2nd post..

 

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

「 found it on 1:41 AM 」

Baptism.

Baptism is a sacred cermony, in which your old sinful body is thrown away and replaced by a new one.. (Interested huh?) LOL.

Ok i wanna talk more about my new Chirstian name - Solomon...


Solomon is a famous character in this story called Kings in the world's best seller book called The Bible..

Solomon was and still is the wisest, strongest, wealthiest, etc. etc. king ever lived on earth. He loved God with all his heart, and served him faithfully, abiding the One's command anytime anywhere. When God asked him for a wish, he wished nothing more than just wisdom.... Not health, not wealth. But juz wisdom....
Well pleased, God gave him so much wisdom, made him so wise.... He became not only a King, but a Commander, a Teacher, and many others... The wisdom made him wealthy... And made him not only just another King, but King of Kings. Lords and kings all over come to hear him teach. And yet he still remain humble.

So Kings are non existant in our advaced, almost democritcal world already huh? So why dream of being him? My life... I have always been eager to lead people, from street fights, to class projects, and even in offcial clubs and little businesses... Throughout these times, i always come out triumphant at the start, but slowly wane towards the end. Puzzled, and disappointed, it became on of the major reasons why i fell into self pity and all negative kinda attitude...

After i accepted god, coincidently, i came across this verse, Mathew 6:33 Seek first his kingdom and his rightousness, and all shall be given to you. How cool is that? That was precisely wad Solomon did. After reading the verse, i tried to experiment it with my everyday life... I lead as leader in 3 of module projects.... and among them, 2 got outstanding results, while one got medicore results, but i was satisfied as we only had 3 or rather 2.5 people to do a 5-6man project. I'm not trying to boast here.... But u see.. it works...

My aspiration is to be an entrepreneur, a successfuly yet humble one.... Nowadays, the real war between countries and between man is happening in our everyday lives, and I want to be part of it.. Commander of Tens and Hundreds. And now with a new point, to glorify my church and spread god's word. Solomon will forever be an inspiration to me... AMEN

 

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July 16th. Commitement to God, and a step closer to mastery..


Today... In about 9hours time, will my Judegment day in Taekwondo. I'm taking my black-tip grading.. Not sure if i can do it... But i noe God will bless me with a sound mind to face my Examiner... No problem.... I can do it.................. I think i forgot my basic kick..... LOL!


And today is also the day I shall recommit myself to God. Yep, Water Baptism. I have no idea wad we will do there, but i noe i will be dipped into the water, and come get pulled out... And yabba yabba.. Yep... SOunds simple huh? Actuallly no..... I have neva commit myself fully to believing in something before, it surely muz be something about that dude up in heaven that made me make such a quick decision in affirming my trust and faith in him... When i was at my lowest... I refused to accept him, but he sent Legions of great man (ok juz about 10 people) who persistantly wanted to share about his love with me.... Among them was my pal, and falling mat Benjamin. This People were amazing, and god is amazing too.... He managed to change The Hitler of the Anti-Christ Movement, into a strong and very passionate individual.

I will write my conversion testimony sometime soon, and guys.... i really urge you to know him today.... It's not crazy or wad... I have been appraoched by weird man before, and guys that prophersies god's word to u on the streets... COme on... Be logical and think... Who in the right mind and a stable life would wanna come to you, and spend their time explaining to u...

I tried my first outreach today... And i was pretty disappointed at myself. I felt obligated, and felt it was a embarresment to do it... Though i manage to approach 2 people... i felt like i've rejected god.... The way Peter did before the rooster calls!

I repented... And i'm glad that god removed that guilt feeling i had in my heart. I'm so gonna commit to him...

 

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Horror Flick in the Kitchen.

Ok this happen on the day i opened my blog... I was too tired to type an entry... So a bit delayed ah...

As you guys have read from Ben's blog, 14th July, that very night.... We fought a terrifying........... Grasshopper... Yep... Yea.. GRASSHOPER... Green jumpy 6 legged thing...

We were both hungry at that very night... and we decided to go make something for ourselves... Little did we expect... Or rather i expect, that while i was washing the cups and spoon, the Grasshopper was stalking me from behind.... The startled Ben jumped at the sight of the grasshoper, then unanimously, 2 of us, along with the grasshoper jumped!! We flew out of the kitchen with lightning speed, while the grasshoper decided to land at the glass cupboard...

(Juz to clarify.... BEN WAS VERY AFRAID OF THE GRASSHOPER TOO!!!) Ok back to the story...

I decided to shield myself with those plastic meal cover, while Ben armed himself with rubber bands(thinks he's robin hood). We attempt to nail the green foe, but apparently, the Hopper was very experienced with scaring ppl, sent us rushing out of the kitchen again... We made another 2 attempts..... Apparently..... THe same thing happend (We're not very brave huh?) "ARGH!!!!" fed up, ben used his RUbber band and attempted a shot at the green foe... Apparently, he missed miserably, sending the green foe jumping around the kitchen furiously.... OMG.... We freaked out "AHHHH" Until it finally settled down...

Ben attempted a second shot.... And once again... HE MISSED! and luckily this time... I sneaked into the kitchen and opened all the windows and the second door... when it jumped around frantically again.... I think it accidently flewed out of the door... Neva to be seen again..

Wearily, we tip toed into the kitchen, made our drink, and took the bread and peanut butter, and quickly dashed into my room, afraid it will chased after us... (Ok..... That's super embarressing)

"Woah..... Cool..." We heaved a HUGE HUGE sigh of relieve.... And continued with our lame chats and our computer games and wadsoeva....

Man... It's a good excercise... I reccomend all martial artist, especially guys from Taekwondo to get a grasshopper and make it chase after u!!! It will surely make more agile.... LOL! Neva be afraid of being kicked again, for if u can dodge a grasshopper, a turning kick is nothing!!

Ok... The End.... ARGH!!!!

 

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

「 found it on 4:30 AM 」

A million years later...... Due to many unforseen events (Tsunami, 911, And ben's cowing etc. etc.) I have decided to blog.... AGAIN!!!

Alright guys... I'm back. And hopefuly it's permanant, I'll try to put up that cute little shout box for cute little people to post their cute lttle messages....

I'll try to update it as many times as possible.... Let u guys red till your eyes POP!!!!


Yep... It's my life, a movie, and hopefully one that you will enjoy...

 

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